Dear ex-Wife please be mine again

Chapter 137

Alexander’s POV

The air in the car had been unbearable.

e, and the silence had clawed at me every second of the drive back into town. Christiana sat beside me, quiet, her eyes occasionally moving toward me like she wanted to say something. Every time she did, I tightened my grip on the steering wheel, forcing myself not to speak, not to turn and tell her it was okay, that I understood.

Because I didn’t

Not yet

Her driver and two bodyguards had long left with her car, after she had signaled them to leave Daniel frigging Brooks apartment.

When we finally pulled up outside her suite, I cut the engine and sat there for a beat, staring straight ahead. My chest felt tight, like it might explode from the effort of holding back everything I wanted to say.

“Alex..” she started softly, her voice hesitant, but I raised a hand, cutting her od

“No,” I said, my tone sharper than I intended. Her face fell, and guilt stabbed at me, sharp and unrelenting.

She nodded, biting her lip as she opened the door and climbed out. I watched her walk toward the door, her steps s

slower than usual, her shoulders slumped as if the weight of the world pressed down on her.

I wanted to follow her. God, I wanted to pull her into my arms, kiss her, and tell her I wasn’t really angry, that I just didn’t know how to deal with what I’d seen. But I stayed in my seat, gripping the steering wheel like it was the only thing keeping me grounded.

inside, 1 let out a breath I didn’t realize I’d

I muttered to myself,

opened my eyes and stared at the dashboard. You can’t forgive her too quickly, Alex. She has to learn. The thought made my stomach churn, but I knew it was true. If I let this go, if I just brushed it under the rug like it didn’t matter, she’d think it was okay

And it wasn’t

for me. Not for

out

and

a quick text to my

close. Don’t let

bodyguards, not with Daniel lurking around, probably still scheming to worm his way back into her life. But I needed space–space to cool down to figure out how to handle this without losing

me in the glaring noon sun. My thoughts churned,

her. I was angry at myself. For not stopping her sooner. For not

not weak” I told myself, gripping the wheel

good enough right now. I had to be

pulled over at a park I barely recognized, parking under the shade of a massive oak tree. Killing the engine, I leaned forward, resting my head

it,” I

but the

this time, my

y voice cracked.

closed my eyes, picturing her face. The way her eyes had brimmed with tears as she begged me to listen. The way her

love her too a voice in my head whispered, and I clenched my fists, fighting the urge to

her.

me, she’d