Chapter 19 ~ A hand or a messed mind
Chapter 19 A hand or a messed mind
Athena
"That's how forgettable you are."
The words echo in my mind, slicing through the silence of my car. Over
and over, they replay, like a cruel melody stuck on a loop,
each repetition heavier than the last.
I grip the steering wheel tighter, knuckles turning
white, but it does nothing to steady the trembling in my hands.
It's been thirty minutes thirty long, suffocating minutes -
and I'm still here, parked in the same spot, unable to step out of my car.
I barely slept a wink last night. I thought tears would help but they just made
it even worse because I woke up with a pounding head.
As I sit here, my chest feels too small for the ache inside it, like I'm trying
to swallow a scream that refuses to come out. The air
feels too thick, the car too quiet - the only sound is my uneven breathing, breaking the silence in shaky gasps.
It's at this point when I miss my mother. I wish she was still alive so I could tell her everything
while she hugged all the pain
away. But even that is a dream too far-fetched.
Did someone curse happiness from my life?
I have no one I can rely on. My aunt and uncle only see a bank in me and
my cousins are even worse. My parents were the most
kind and brought
people together but I guess they only showed up because of what they
could get from them because ever since
they died, no one has ever reached out.
I was getting married.
and all they kept saying was how much
week now that I was married to
Tears I've been
back begin to fall and I feel
Should I get therapy?
that help me feel
right now I feel
I want to be a better person so I can serve
I blink, but
of my eyes, blurring the dashboard into a mess of colors. I
the sting will pull me out of
layer
An hour.
exam
should be focusing running through questions,
I can think about is him.
hand or a messed
he looked at me.
disgusted look like I was a mistake
Forgettable.
that really
do when
you never
was living beyond my
would try
I remember how they would laugh and
drug
study hard. I got through that and entered into
I
I failing to pull through
I guess a heartbreak is bound to leave you bleeding out
special.."
guess I'm a girl who's just... there.
at. A placeholder until he can finally be
the steering wheel, squeezing my eyes shut.
anger, but with the kind of hurt that gnaws at the edges of your soul, the kind that whispers ugly truths you didn't
He doesn't care.
He never did.
maybe he
have a
a good
I have to move.
starts in less than
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