Dear Ex Wife Please take me back by The Every Woman

Chapter 19

Chapter 19 ~ A hand or a messed mind

Chapter 19 A hand or a messed mind

Athena

"That's how forgettable you are."

The words echo in my mind, slicing through the silence of my car. Over

and over, they replay, like a cruel melody stuck on a loop,

each repetition heavier than the last.

I grip the steering wheel tighter, knuckles turning

white, but it does nothing to steady the trembling in my hands.

It's been thirty minutes thirty long, suffocating minutes -

and I'm still here, parked in the same spot, unable to step out of my car.

I barely slept a wink last night. I thought tears would help but they just made

it even worse because I woke up with a pounding head.

As I sit here, my chest feels too small for the ache inside it, like I'm trying

to swallow a scream that refuses to come out. The air

feels too thick, the car too quiet - the only sound is my uneven breathing, breaking the silence in shaky gasps.

It's at this point when I miss my mother. I wish she was still alive so I could tell her everything

while she hugged all the pain

away. But even that is a dream too far-fetched.

Did someone curse happiness from my life?

I have no one I can rely on. My aunt and uncle only see a bank in me and

my cousins are even worse. My parents were the most

kind and brought

people together but I guess they only showed up because of what they

could get from them because ever since

they died, no one has ever reached out.

when I was getting married.

kept saying was

every week now that I was married

Tears I've been

begin to fall and I feel so alone. So broken and

Should I get therapy?

help

feel like

be a better person so I can serve

I blink, but

the dashboard into a

sting will pull me out of

another layer to the

An hour.

exam in an

be focusing running through

about

or a

looked

disgusted look like I was a mistake not even

Forgettable.

that really what I

when no matter

you never

always told me I was living beyond my means and should

I would

how they would laugh and say

drug addict. It

as fuel to study hard. I got through that and entered into

I

how am I failing to pull

heartbreak is bound to leave

special.." His

just...

look at. A placeholder until he can finally be free of

wheel, squeezing my eyes shut.

hurt that gnaws at the edges of your soul, the kind that whispers ugly truths

He doesn't care.

He never did.

maybe... maybe he never

I have a

a good

I have to move.

in less than an hour,

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