Denied by Destiny: Trapped in the Shadows of the Mate Bond

Chapter 0514

If I sneak out now, nobody will notice.

I know I shouldn't, that I should stay well clear but I can't. It goes against my very nature knowing she is somewere alone in pain...pain that unbeknown to her, I am causing.

I don't need help tracing her movements, her sweet scent still lingers in the cool evening air.

The new moon entering into her waxing crescent phase still manages to dominate the darkening night sky, which is clear from clouds...offering a beautiful canvas of stars either side of her.

I follow her scent towards the meadows that Josie adores so deeply. I haven't been here since returning home.

This was always Josie's domain, where she would practice her shooting skills on a daily basis.

My eyes flick up to the cabin...Josie's place of solitude that she used to spend every pack run hiding away in.

How she must have felt being alone when the entire pack would shift and run as one.

I'm hesitant at first, I shouldn't go any closer but when I spot a figure moving in the lit up cabin...my feet start walking for me.

She's finding solitude alone, just like Josie used to.

Pushing the cabin door open I find her standing in front of the mirrored wall, blankly staring at herself. She is so consumed in self thought that she doesn't even notice me entering, or calling out her name. She's just staring into her own eyes...which are the brightest I have ever seen them.

Turquoise large blue eyes, that look like balls of water, reflecting back through the mirror with a soft glazed cover over them.

She was talking to her wolf.

I go to leave, knowing she was well...I didn't want to disturb her when she just wanted time alone.

I also didn't trust myself being alone with her right now.

sighs out, a sigh that threatens

strength to re-enter the

I'm a fucking jerk.

stands before me, having to

that she has picked up on the bond between us, that after tonight I promise I will stay away forever, until

he's gaining distance towards her, putting unadulterated fear

closer and I can't seem to

her shoulder to shake her

so far in her own mind that she doesn't react to my touching her...so

shake her out of her

hands grip at her shoulders...pulling

snapping back to the present as she shrieks out to find my face

are you

"Checking up on you."

"Why?"

"You disappeared..."

getting

I wouldn't say the air in here was particularly fresh...more stale from exercise elasses." I try to break the

but it

a time she laughed at my silliness all day long. I guess the old me wasn't around much

be back shortly." Her eyes are cold as she pushes off me, my hands feeling lost now

is something I've never experienced from her before and I know she hasn't

"That's not necessary."

"Why?"

behind me as if

me here.

mate? Right in

snarls in my head, forcing me to push him back down but in doing

turn to find her walking over towards the cabinets, her phone placed on