Denied by Destiny: Trapped in the Shadows of the Mate Bond

- Jace -

This place feels different to me now.

I feel less connected with it, which is odd because I hadn't ever taken on the alpha title from Mum, and neither has Josie yet.

Technically nothing has changed, I meant the same to the Clear Waters pack as I did a few days ago...but now as the alpha of the Amber Desert pack, being here...there is no doubt in my mind that I have made thre right decision.

That I wasn't meant to rule this place, Josie was.

I'm going to miss these damn views though.

Even in the darkness of night time, as the moonlight cascades upon the gentle sea waters ahead...offering a fluorescent beam for miles, you can still make out just how beautiful it was here.

This place truly was picturesque. An unmatched landscape that I'll need to go out of my way to find in the Amber Desert lands to try and compete with.

Try, and fail.

"Congratulations, you are a marked man!" Jaxon pulls my eyes away from the gentle waters.

"That I am." I smile back at my brother who slowly approaches me, it would seem he also was struggling with sleep at the moment.

I don't think I will be able to rest properly until our auntie is laid to rest and Medea

is caught. No matter how long it takes I will find her, I will kill her.

"You did right not to wait." Jaxon claps me on the back, pure happiness for me buzzing through the triplet bond. I wish I could see him with a mate, with a child

on the way.

Also, the pack needed to

happiness fizzles out and is replaced with a level of sadness. He crouches down, collecting a stone from the ground only to throw it

just so far away." He

a year Jaxon, at least you know where I

keep changing. First Josie,

He was right, things

a baby..." He blows his cheeks out, yes...the biggest

are going to be a

was still trying to get my head around

I had given up on

at the time but now I know my first child

to the area

right mindset to keep on track

for a long time, they...like her

was their alpha's sister...she was

run, and I didn't mind being

I'm alive because I dodged

last thing

I remaining on border patrol meeting up again

up that thinking time with conversation when coffee wasn't available

next shift arrives it is

find

by herself