Divorce Anxiety (Kathleen and Samuel)

“I just want to have a proper husband, Samuel. If you can’t give me that, then stop trying to get yourself involved with me,” Kathleen pleaded in great distress. “Every time you kiss me, it makes me hesitate. I begin to wonder if you might like me just a little bit, but the things you do afterward shatter me completely. Please stop torturing me. I’m begging you.”

Tears were streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably.

The sorrow and pain she was experiencing were unbearable.

Kathleen was well aware of how much she loved Samuel.

It wasn’t just a matter of time. Rather, he had become a permanent part of her life.

Only she knew how agonizing it was to have to rip him out of her life just like that.

Despite the fresh wound that he had left behind, she still loved him.

It took time for wounds to heal, after all.

What she needed was time.

What she didn’t need was Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience heart-wrenching torment once again.

At that point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s arms.

There was no way she would be able to head back in that state.

Samuel took off his suit and covered her with it before pulling her into his embrace. “Come on. Don’t cry.”

“Stop being so nice to me. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate me,” Kathleen sobbed.

“Who else am I nice to other than you?” He felt like he was at his wit’s end.

“Nicolette,” she mumbled. Her eyes were red-rimmed. “I told you I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then, we can go our separate ways in the future.”

He stared at how pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me a bit of time?”

That left Kathleen startled.

“Just give me some time to straighten everything out,” he said while caressing her face.

Truthfully speaking, he was quite reluctant to let her go.

“How long?” Her lips were pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as long as a year, either.”

“One month,” Samuel proposed in a deep voice.

After a moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give you that much, but I have my own demands.”

“What are they?” he questioned. There was a smile on his face.

“Give me a copy of the divorce agreement with your signature on it. If you and Nicolette are still hung up on each other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a backup plan for herself instead of waiting around like an idiot.

He chuckled in response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as a baby. Other times, I find you rather cunning.”

“Are you going to give it to me or not?” she complained.

Samuel slapped his hand against her outstretched one. “I will.”

“Good. I want it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit her lip.

“Sure.” He nodded his head.

Kathleen hesitated for a while, then stated, “This is really going to be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would never let anyone take advantage of me.”

“I won’t trick you,” he promised while staring at her.

“Also…” Her gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get intimate with Nicolette ever again.”

Upon hearing that, Samuel frowned.

Get intimate with her? I’ve never even done that before. Is she talking about physical contact?

“Got it,” he agreed.

Only then did she feel better.

Nonetheless, she was still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s true intentions were.

What am I going to do if he really is just trying to trick me?

“Let’s go back,” Samuel suggested. He grabbed her hand before heading outside.

“Shouldn’t we tell Dad?” Kathleen protested softly.

Even though she had just cried herself silly, she still hadn’t completely regained her composure.

On top of that, she hadn’t forgotten her manners either.

“Don’t worry about it.” He simply brushed the matter off.

“Where are we going, then?” she inquired.

to go?” asked Samuel

go back to the condominium,” said Kathleen

on.” He proceeded to walk out of the hotel

on a

used the same pair of simple black

Kathleen had gotten them matching ones, but

most

nothing but childish things that

was a young girl herself, not to mention a

Samuel pressed her against the

intense than the kiss they had

fist pounded on his chest as she fiercely uttered, “You’re not allowed

“Why?” He grimaced.

a test,” she muttered. “If you manage to pass the

he actually chose to be with her from

would simply look forward to how exactly he was going

give in to

right,” she affirmed with a

back for a whole month are,” warned Samuel. His calloused fingers tenderly brushed against her delicate chin, and he stared into her eyes

Kathleen was

pregnant and couldn’t share a room with him, he wouldn’t

Hehe!

going to take a shower,” he told

Kathleen nodded. “Okay.”

go into the house while she let

Samuel truly intended to stay with her, then she could

Wynnie a call. “Samuel and I won’t be

Nicolette again? He’s using you as his cover, isn’t

not it,”

towel, Kathleen?” Samuel piped up with

“Coming,” she answered.

exchange, she could

with a grin. “You both

that, she

phone down and went to pass Samuel a

take it

that of the models in fashion magazines. No matter what he wore, he still looked slender;

about him that

a rather conservative woman, Kathleen wasn’t really the type to

that she had was

of that, seeing him so exposed made her cheeks flush in embarrassment. Her face was so red that she looked like a

innocence of hers were exactly what he liked

had yet to be

around. Even the tips of

nibbled on her ear

through her

fresh wound that he had left behind, she

wounds to

needed

Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience heart-wrenching

point, she was bawling her eyes out in

was no way she would be able to head

covered her with it before pulling

stay indifferent. Quit

than you?” He felt like he

eyes were red-rimmed. “I told you I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then, we can go our separate

pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me a

That left Kathleen startled.

give me some time to straighten everything

he was quite reluctant to let

lips were pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as long

month,” Samuel proposed in a deep

a moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give

questioned. There was a smile on

after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a backup plan for herself instead of waiting around like an

response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as a baby. Other

it to

his hand against her outstretched one.

it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then

He nodded his

I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know

won’t trick you,” he promised while staring at

gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get intimate with Nicolette ever

that,

her? I’ve never even done that before. Is she talking about physical

“Got it,” he agreed.

then did she

on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s

to do if he really