Divorce Anxiety (Kathleen and Samuel)

Christopher was offended by Kathleen’s distrust of him.

However, he knew that he could not force her to trust him as well.

It was his incapability that prevented her from believing him wholeheartedly.

However, she had an indescribable trust toward Samuel, be it good or bad.

Her understanding of Samuel was deeply engraved in her.

“Rest well. I’m going to make a move first.” Christopher got up to leave.

Kathleen sighed.

Samuel stared at her with his dark eyes as he asked. “Should I be happy?”

Kathleen stared back at him. “Happy about what?”

“Happy that you trust me more than Christopher.” Samuel raised a brow.

Kathleen snorted coldly, “What’s there to be happy about? Do you think it’s something that you should be proud of?”

Samuel’s brows furrowed.

“You think that I treat you differently compared to others but you don’t know that these were my sufferings back then.” Kathleen’s voice was soft and hoarse. “Because I know you too well, that’s why I can read all your minor expressions. I’ve learned how to observe your expressions, afraid that you’ll dislike me if I don’t. I’ve been trying to play my role as that perfect wife but we still ended up with divorce.”

Samuel’s face darkened.

“I was constantly wondering. Must it always be like this?” Kathleen was frowning. “Must I understand you so well and please you so much? There was a voice in my head back then, telling me that you’ll fall in love with me if I try harder. Maye if I just wait for a bit longer, then you’ll notice how good I am. But all my hard work was wasted once Nicolette was back.”

Samuel’s voice was slightly hoarse. “I…”

“I’m not reprimanding you by saying it all out, Samuel.” Kathleen took a deep breath. “It’s just that I realized that you won’t care about that person no matter how much she loves you because you don’t love her. Likewise, it’s because you don’t love me, that’s why you tend to ignore whatever I do. Isn’t that right?”

Samuel was silent.

Samuel?” Kathleen was biting her red lips. “Aside from those shallow stuff, how much do you know about my inner

don’t know.” Samuel spoke hoarsely.

know.” Kathleen’s voice was deep. “But it means that you still have some self-awareness, judging by the fact you’re admitting this. Here’s what, Samuel. I rejected Christopher not because he wasn’t as good as you but because I just wanted to simplify things. I didn’t return for the Morris family, the Corbyn family, or whatever. I just wanted to quickly settle all these unimportant things.

stared at her with his deep eyes. “Is it perhaps that I’m

could not help but nod. “You sure are. I initially thought that we’ll just

not

I’ve never been a part of your

She nodded slowly.

Heh!

truth always

Kathleen pursed her lips.

his hands and placed his thumb on her red lips. He gently caressed them. “But what should I do? I

Kathleen was frowning.

because I took your love for granted. I knew that you’d always be waiting for me no matter how many times I left.” Samuel’s voice was low. “Now, I’m not afraid to leave too because you don’t love me, but I

could not believe that those words came out from

ferocity. The air surrounding them turned

Kathleen shivered a bit.

vanished in a blink of an

Samuel put down his hand. “We’ve agreed on being a family. I should learn how to adapt to

Kathleen pursed her lips.

flashed across his cold yet charming face. “But I must say, you made the right choice. It’s

“But that’s if you can

think it can be?” Samuel

What if

from doing so.

Kathleen paused.

That’s true.

do anything once the land deed was given to Samuel, he would not collaborate

Christopher returned home.

him.

right,”

you in the living