Divorce to Destiny: Reclaiming My CEO Husband by Anney GW

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(Jayden)

I can't explain the feeling of holding Henry against my bare chest. It's more than just warmth, more than the soft rise and fall of his tiny body.

It's like every fear, every worry I've had about him since the day he was born melts away.

My protective drive for him is consolidated as I cradle him in the crook of one arm and keep him against me. I love him so much.

We love him so much. Ashlyn would be proud. But then again, Ashlyn didn't want to be his mother.

Ashlyn chose to give up her rights as his parent. That makes me wonder, if we'd stayed married and she'd had the baby and we'd played happy families, how would it have all ended up?

She never wanted motherhood but she would have forced herself to keep me. It brings me back to just how broken Ashlyn was. It was never meant to be with her.

I could never have loved her like I love Winona now.

I know how rejection on that parental level feels. I'm so glad Henry will never feel that. Winona is and always will be his mother, in every way.

I glance over at her sitting beside me, her eyes glued to Henry as her fingers gently stroke his little arm. She smiles softly, and for a moment, everything feels right in the world.

It's amazing how much peace one tiny baby can bring, even with all the chaos. This is the true meaning of

life.

The nurse checks Henry's breathing again, nodding in approval. "He's doing great. His body temperature has been holding steady for thirty minutes."

That news alone is enough to make me so grateful.

Henry is strong. He's a fighter. He's proven that time and time again, and now... now he's about to take another big step forward.

The nurse glances at me, giving me the signal. "It's time to try the bottle feed. You ready?"

nod, but inside, I'm a mess of nerves. I can't help but worry. What if it doesn't go well? What if he chokes again like last

I try to p

on Henry and keeping my heartbeat and

relaxation and calmness through my body and

his little hand grips Winona's pinky finger. His fingers are so small, so delicate, but there's strength in them. Winona has tears in her eyes but I

going to be okay," she whispers, her voice filled with

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carefully teases Henry with the bottle, brushing the small teat against his lips

second, nothing happens. I focus on

the bottle, his mouth opening just enough to latch onto the teat. The nurse encourages him

"Take a drink,

ordered her straight from God, I know I couldn't have

He's doing it. He's sucking, swallowing, and breathing all at once,

"There you go little man.

her eyes lighting up with joy. "Jayden,

breathe. I'm so overwhelmed with relief, with pride, with pure, unadulterated love for this little

great, Henry," I whisper, my voice thick with emotion. "You're

easy when all I want to do is dance on the rooftops and yell to

nurse smiles, watching closely. "That's perfect. Hey, he's really hungry,

father's appetite." I say with a wide

hold the bottle now. I'll go out and write up his chart and

"Okay."

easy. It's impossible not to feel like this is the moment we've been waiting

he's going to make

hand stays on my arm the entire time. I

seeing her so happy right now fills

to her, my voice

me, confused.

being here. For