Divorce to Destiny: Reclaiming My CEO Husband by Anney GW

My CEO 257

257 BFF Therapy (Winona)

Lisa pours the wine, her eyebrow quirked as she glances at me from across her small kitchen island. "So, what exactly did he say?"

I take a long drink from my glass, trying to let the alcohol smooth the edges of my nerves. "He wants to stop living together until the wedding," I say, keeping my voice flat. "And he thinks we should stop sleeping in the same bed." Lisa nearly chokes on her wine, setting the bottle down with a clatter. "Wait, what?" She's staring at me, eyes wide.

I shrug, swirling the wine in my glass. "Not exactly. Just until the wedding. We'd already agreed to not have sex until the wedding night."

She leans back, folding her arms. "That's a whole new level of self-control. Are we sure he's not an alien? I mean were you okay with the no-actual-sex thing?"

"I was, until he started saying Ashlyn's name and the fucking safe word in his sleep.

"He did what now?" Lisa's eyes are wider.

I nod. "I just don't know what to think. These dreams, he says they are nightmares. But they sound like pretty happy nightmares sometimes."

"You should have told me."

"I couldn't even tell him I knew."

"Man, I mean, fuck me! What happened?"

"Last night, he had the worst one. He was shook and I was shook. I couldn't pretend I was asleep."

"Girl, this is next level. You always seem to top yourself. Stop it."

I can't help but laugh a bit. "It's more than that, Lisa. He says he needs me to be sure. That we both need time to figure this out." Lisa tilts her head, her tone softening. "And what do you think?"

"I don't know, Lisa. That's the thing."

Lisa sets her glass down, her eyes narrowing in on me. "So what's the real issue hare? You don't trust him, or you don't trust yourself?"

able to trust him

isn't whether he's worth trusting. It's whether you can live with the possibility that maybe he'll

another sip of wine. "It's not just that," I continue my voice shaky. "It's

it,

257DFF Therapy.

even when he was beginning to remember us. When he was actively pursuing me, he was going back

You're

were rumors about the type of sex and then I saw his safe word texts

that part of him still wants that, still needs it. And I can't give it to him. I don't want to." Lisa's eyebrows

his dreams, with her. She's

you think he still

frustration build. "How can I be sure? What if, deep down, that's what he needs. I don't want him settling with me. I want to be able

scanning my face, "Look, I'm not an

one is more qualified than Lisa

okay, maybe I am a bit of an

"A bit?"

not telling you the whole truth and you're scared that you won't be able to satisfy him the way he needs." "Exactly. I want to believe him when he says

on the down-low dressed in

slap her

a little funny. Plenty of hot-blooded guys like to concede control and take orders sometimes. Maybe it's

that's what you're

she's right. I can't have any sex

to her.

the problem, isn't

it is,"

that stuff because she

252 BFF Therapy

to you?