Divorce to Destiny: Reclaiming My CEO Husband by Anney GW

Winona) Jayden's

gone.

I remind myself of that as I walk through the towering glass doors of the office building. He's only in Brussels. Not gone-gone. I have things to do. I'm handling everything. I exhale. I do have this.

So why does it feel like the entire world is off balance?

Kit and River are back at the house, settling into their first official day. The kids were so stoked they practically pushed me out the door. Anne's in the city at her apartment for the week.

The kids are fine. Jayden's fine. Everything is under control.

Except me.

Everywhere I look, there are babies.

Babies in strollers, babies strapped to parents' chests, babies gurgling in cafés.

My heart surges to grab them up, smell their baby smell. Feel their soft new hair. Hold them close and never let them go again. I push the thoughts away. It's not only weird but it's unhinged to think like that about other people's babies.

One locks eyes with me now from the elevator next to mine, chubby hands gripping his pram, drool dripping onto his bib. His mother smiles, wiping his mouth and giving the appropriate going and gahing. Has the whole damn city just given birth?

I should look away from the infant staring at me. I don't. I'm lost in the curious eyes of this baby. Probably nine months old. I remember Henry at that age.

I remember how I'd imagined having an infant in my arms again. I remember what an idiot I was for letting myself believe.

The elevator dings. I force myself forward.

I don't have time for this. I need to get through the day. I've managed the panic attacks over the stairs, and I will manage the nightmares and seeing babies all the time too.

I have to.

Today is about the rebrand. New name, new strategy, new everything. That's where my focus needs to be. I'm heading up a billion-dollar company. I have to prove I can do this. That I am good enough. By the time I step into the sleek conference room, I've shoved every intrusive thought into a locked mental drawer.

The room is already filled with people from the marketing team, along with the designers, all of them seated around the Oak table, waiting. I take my seat at the head.

But there's one empty seat.

"Ciara, where is my Chief of Finance?" I ask my personal assistant. She's bright and bubbly, and efficient.

"Kevin left yesterday. His replacement... seems to be running a little late..."

"Why wasn't I notified we had a new starter today?" This is ridiculous. I need to be notified about these things. This could set everything back.

"Ah, it was already planned before...."

"Before I got here?"

She nods. "Specific instructions from Mr. Collins."

"Wait, Lance had the replacement ready to go?"

"Apparently, yes. For six months. But no one here seems to know what exactly went down. Kevin never spoke much."

"Do we have a name?"

"No. I'm not sure about the details yet. I'll make some calls."

"We don't have time now. We'll deal with it later. Just for the record, I'm told everything before it happens. Even if Lance had it sorted. I hate surprises. Understand that." "Yes, Mrs. Brennan."

"Right, we have a lot to get through," I say, placing my tablet on the table. "Let's get started. I don't have time to wait for someone who may never turn up. Go ahead, hit me with what you have." Silence.

"Anyone?"

A few exchanged glances.

of the designers clears her throat. "I'm Ella Duniam. So, um... we've been brainstorming, and we have

you right there.

nodding. "Of course. But these are a starting point,

starting point? I need

her to continue even though I know none of this will

different logo concepts. I skim over them

like a

next. This one screams middle-aged coupon-clipping housewives. And this?" I

swnol

turn my gaze to Francine, the head of the design department. "I don't want

Fol

financial management. Make it

powerful. Where in these"

gesture

screen-"does any of

come across?"

fidgets. I'm met

his throat. "We were aiming for

do you think the world still runs on brands like

More silence.

look back at the nervous young executive. I feel

present what you've prepared. All good practice

right now is a miracle. At this point I can't see me getting this app relaunch off the ground and I'm struggling to see why Lance chose these people to be a part of this business at all. Maybe I'm being

young exec steps to the end of

and try

out to be. My shit has gone to Hell

holding onto it and

Winona) Jayden's

gone.

that as I walk through the towering glass doors of the office building. He's only in Brussels.

does it feel like the entire world is off

official day. The kids were so

kids are fine. Jayden's fine. Everything is under

Except me.

I look, there

babies strapped to

never let them go again. I push the thoughts away. It's not only weird but it's unhinged

bib. His mother smiles, wiping his mouth and giving the appropriate going and gahing. Has the whole damn

staring at me. I don't. I'm lost in the curious eyes of this baby.

I'd imagined having an infant in my arms again. I remember

elevator dings. I

managed the panic attacks over the stairs, and I will manage the nightmares and seeing babies all the time

I have to.

focus needs to be. I'm heading up a billion-dollar company. I have to prove I can do this. That I am good enough. By the time

the marketing team, along with the designers, all of them

there's one

Chief of Finance?" I ask my personal assistant. She's

yesterday. His replacement... seems

wasn't I notified we had a new starter today?" This is ridiculous. I need to be notified about these

was already

"Before I got here?"

instructions from Mr.