Don't Poke the Luna (Xena and Ryder)

Chapter 40

Xena's POV

"Yeah. I just find it hard to open up," I finally said, breaking the silence between us. "I

want to. I want you to hold me and kiss me and tell me everything will be okay. But what happens when Friday comes and you can't give me that anymore because you've found

your mate? Where does that leave me?"

My voice trembled slightly despite my efforts to keep it steady. I'd never been this

vulnerable with anyone before. It felt like I was cutting open my chest and showing him

my heart, not knowing if he'd protect it or crush it in his hands.

Ryder sighed, turning to face forward, hands resting on his knees. "I'm sorry."

stood up, ready to leave, to run away from this suffocating feeling of worthlessness that threatened

my hand before I

me toward him; his other

experienced.

I surrendered to

hope within me - hope that Ryder could be my destined

up, pressing me against a nearby tree. The rough bark against my back was a stark contrast

further," I managed to say, though

for more. I grabbed his head, pulling him back

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hardness.

my head, supporting himself, while his other hand remained on my waist. His touch was like electricity,

I've never

you turn out to be mine." The words rushed out of me with a sincerity that surprised even myself. Ryder didn't respond verbally, but he gave me several gentle kisses, each one like a silent promise that made my