Don't Poke the Luna (Xena and Ryder)

Chapter 40

Xena's POV

"Yeah. I just find it hard to open up," I finally said, breaking the silence between us. "I

want to. I want you to hold me and kiss me and tell me everything will be okay. But what happens when Friday comes and you can't give me that anymore because you've found

your mate? Where does that leave me?"

My voice trembled slightly despite my efforts to keep it steady. I'd never been this

vulnerable with anyone before. It felt like I was cutting open my chest and showing him

my heart, not knowing if he'd protect it or crush it in his hands.

Ryder sighed, turning to face forward, hands resting on his knees. "I'm sorry."

than I'd anticipated. I stood up, ready to leave, to run away from this suffocating feeling of worthlessness that threatened to consume

hand before I could take

Then he yanked me back, his movement so sudden it caught me off guard. One arm circled my waist, pulling me toward him; his other hand wrapped around my neck, fingers tangling in my hair, gently tugging my head back. And then his lips crashed against mine

experienced.

his neck as I surrendered to his embrace. A soft moan escaped my throat, my eyelids fluttering at

my destined mate.

hands encircling my thighs. He lifted me up, pressing me against a nearby tree. The rough bark against my back

to

I grabbed his head, pulling him back up to my lips for another scorching

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Chapter 40

could feel his hardness. pressing against me, and it took every ounce of willpower not

my head, supporting himself, while his other hand remained on my waist. His touch

don't regret it. I've never felt

surprised even myself. Ryder didn't respond verbally, but he gave me several gentle