Don't Poke the Luna (Xena and Ryder)

Chapter 40

Xena's POV

"Yeah. I just find it hard to open up," I finally said, breaking the silence between us. "I

want to. I want you to hold me and kiss me and tell me everything will be okay. But what happens when Friday comes and you can't give me that anymore because you've found

your mate? Where does that leave me?"

My voice trembled slightly despite my efforts to keep it steady. I'd never been this

vulnerable with anyone before. It felt like I was cutting open my chest and showing him

my heart, not knowing if he'd protect it or crush it in his hands.

Ryder sighed, turning to face forward, hands resting on his knees. "I'm sorry."

up, ready to leave, to run away from this suffocating

my hand before I

his breath. Then he yanked me back, his movement so sudden it caught me off guard. One arm circled my waist, pulling me toward him; his other hand wrapped around my neck, fingers tangling in my

experienced.

touched mine, I melted into him. My arms instinctively wrapped around his neck as I surrendered to his embrace.

destined mate. Deep inside, a

pressing me against a nearby tree. The rough bark against my back was a stark contrast to

go further," I managed to

his head, pulling him back up to my lips for another

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Chapter 40

hardness. pressing against me, and it took every ounce of willpower

me to my feet. He braced one hand against the tree above my head, supporting himself, while his other hand remained on my waist. His touch was like electricity, making every inch of

it. I've never

a sincerity that surprised even myself. Ryder didn't respond verbally,