Echoes Of a Forsaken Heart

Chapter 186

Natalie paused, a fleeting look of regret crossing her features.

She gave a small, apologetic laugh. "I'm sorry, Ryan, it's just not possible."

Ryan's face was a portrait of pain. "Natalie, don't you even want to try for me?" Her gaze dropped. "I can try, Ryan, but I can't give up everything, I'm sorry." She truly couldn't.

She couldn't abandon the life she had fought so hard to build. Nor could she neglect Tatiana for anyone's sake. And of course, she couldn't ask Ryan to give up his promising future and happy family for her. What right did she have to demand such a sacrifice from him? She didn't believe she had that allure, nor did she want a relationship built on debts.

"But you were the one who wanted to start this relationship!" Ryan felt wronged.

Natalie now regretted her impulsiveness. "Ryan, I really am sorry. I thought we could go the distance, but I oversimplified things. If we step back now, we can still be friends. If we force it, we'll only end up resenting each other." "So, I'm sorry, Ryan, but let's break up."

Ryan's eyes were red, and after a moment he asked, "Can we still be friends, then?"

Natalie nodded softly. "Of course."

Ryan started to reach out to her, as if to pat her head, but halfway through, he seemed to remember something and let his hand drop back to his side.

"I'll keep my promise, Natalie. On New Year's Eve, I'll come over for the fireworks."

Natalie blinked, surprised. "You don't have to. It's an important day; you should stay home with your family."

But Ryan insisted, "It's my one wish now, Natalie. I want to spend the holiday with you."

Natalie frowned.

Ryan just smiled. "Natalie, I won't give up. I'm choosing to break up because I don't want my family to hurt you anymore, but I'll keep trying until they accept us." Natalie was stunned. "Ryan, I'm not worth it."

"I think you are," he said with a tender smile.

Before Natalie could respond, Ryan gave her a smile and walked away.

She furrowed her brow, wanting to call after him but ultimately remained silent.

She couldn't persuade him; some things were beyond words. She had to let him come to terms with it himself.

After Ryan disappeared, Natalie decided to head back.

far when she heard a car door opening nearby, and

Hamilton quickly approached her.

newcomer, Natalie's

the entire exchange. And he even had the nerve to smile. "I told you it wouldn't

flared at his words.

she turned to

her. "Not my turn? Who then? Ronin? He's even less reliable. What can that kid offer you? Natalie, be with

be with a man at all? Let me put it this way: I'd rather be single for life than have anything

he pulled her close,

can he have you and not

and then what? To continue being your mistress? A perpetual secret, never good

and turned

do you want from me,

him squarely. "I want someone who loves me wholeheartedly. Can you give me that

He was silent.

of my life. I'm done playing canary for you,"

power to upset her. She hadn't felt this hurt even after breaking up with Ryan, but

of being his cherished canary? Or the sight of him being sweet with

a mix of emotions brewing within him. After a long while, he laughed bitterly, realizing

words had

night, a solitary figure amidst the

lay a bouquet of irises,

flowers, rolled down the window, and

office, not in his usual luxury vehicle, but in an unassuming sedan. Lately, Hamilton found himself lingering

distance until she got back to her apartment, and only

approached her

had cut too deep, and

day passed without seeing Natalie, something just

himself, this must be what they call being a glutton

received their New Year bonuses, Natalie locked

traffic was particularly heavy on

time she got home, Scarlett had already

are you sure you won't come with

chuckled and

stay here

sighed, "Alright then, I'll call you when