Even after Her Death by Rita Bond

Chapter 183 What Have 1 Done to Han?

When I woke up, my head was pounding

The overwhelming disconnect between my body and find from the hangover made everything feel

unbearable.

1 groaned and clutched my head.

"Morning," came a voice from beside me. I quickly opened my eyes and was shocked to find myself staring at Carter's incredibly handsome face. My heart skipped beat Wait, why was I in his bed? No, more importantly, how did end up here?

I was so startled that I almost fell off the bed, but Carter grabbed my waist and pulled me back. I instinctively pressed my hands against his chest as I stuttered, "Last night, I He stared into my eyes. "Do you forget everything?"

His gaze made me feel uneasy. Did I do something I shouldn't have last night?

My mind was blank, and I couldn't recall anything.

I nervously asked, "Did I... do something to you?"

"Yes," Carter answered without hesitation.

My heart skipped a beat. I recalled the vivid dreams I had last night.

Despite my physical age being 20, my mental age was 28.

Had / lost control after drinking? Did I do something to a defenseless, disabled man?

I was a beast! No, worse than that.

We

Shaking, I pulled back the covers and saw a large kiss mark on his exposed collarbone. I nervously asked, "Did I bite you?"

Carter let out a low hum, his voice deep and alluring.

"What else did I do to you?"

"You threw up on me, ripped off my clothes, and then

He didn't finish, but his unfinished sentence flooded my mind with all kinds of enticing thoughts.

"Sorry, Carter. I got drunk last night," I mumbled, feeling like a horrible person who'd just slept with someone for a night.

Carter blushed slightly, still lying in the sheets. "It's okay. We're married, so it's normal to fulfill our duties." I couldn't believe what I was hearing from the usually distant Carter. 1/4

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really..I

different physically, unlike the discomfort I had felt in my past

with Luke.

of you, Carter said firmly. You wouldn't have been able to force me if

as honorable as Cfter wouldn't do anything to

the thought of myself as a

mean for it

arms, the warmth from the sheets surrounding us as we

I have

to stop myself from

wait for

cheek.

his eyes made my heart skip a bear and I blurted out, "So, how did you deal with it before we got married? Have you never been with anyone?" "Never," he replied firmly. I've

more shocked. With someone like him, Carter could have had any woman

'Curious about

took my hand, and

"C-Carter..."

you called me 'Honey'

bold? I couldn't remember any

when Lube and I were married, I never

I couldn't move, and Carter eventually let

to the

not

water on my face to cool down,

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Have 1 Done to

could still feel his touch lingering on my

and clear than the brief touchd

size of his manhood made me feel embarrassed and uneasy all over

to deal with this in

I couldn't do it!

at myself in the mirror, I found

probably from biting his collarbone-what had become? I felt like a

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in my mind-two naked people kissing passionately under the misty

dressed.

bathroom for nearly an hour before finally leaving. When

at

reached for my hand. "Come