Even after Her Death by Rita Bond

Chapter 183 What Have 1 Done to Han?

When I woke up, my head was pounding

The overwhelming disconnect between my body and find from the hangover made everything feel

unbearable.

1 groaned and clutched my head.

"Morning," came a voice from beside me. I quickly opened my eyes and was shocked to find myself staring at Carter's incredibly handsome face. My heart skipped beat Wait, why was I in his bed? No, more importantly, how did end up here?

I was so startled that I almost fell off the bed, but Carter grabbed my waist and pulled me back. I instinctively pressed my hands against his chest as I stuttered, "Last night, I He stared into my eyes. "Do you forget everything?"

His gaze made me feel uneasy. Did I do something I shouldn't have last night?

My mind was blank, and I couldn't recall anything.

I nervously asked, "Did I... do something to you?"

"Yes," Carter answered without hesitation.

My heart skipped a beat. I recalled the vivid dreams I had last night.

Despite my physical age being 20, my mental age was 28.

Had / lost control after drinking? Did I do something to a defenseless, disabled man?

I was a beast! No, worse than that.

We

Shaking, I pulled back the covers and saw a large kiss mark on his exposed collarbone. I nervously asked, "Did I bite you?"

Carter let out a low hum, his voice deep and alluring.

"What else did I do to you?"

"You threw up on me, ripped off my clothes, and then

He didn't finish, but his unfinished sentence flooded my mind with all kinds of enticing thoughts.

"Sorry, Carter. I got drunk last night," I mumbled, feeling like a horrible person who'd just slept with someone for a night.

Carter blushed slightly, still lying in the sheets. "It's okay. We're married, so it's normal to fulfill our duties." I couldn't believe what I was hearing from the usually distant Carter. 1/4

What Have

we really..I trailed off,

different physically, unlike the discomfort I had felt in my past life

with Luke.

I didn't take advantage of you, Carter said firmly. You wouldn't have

relief, glad that someone as honorable as Cfter

myself as a

sorry. I didn't mean for it to happen," I

arms, the warmth from the sheets surrounding us as we hugged

have needs

to stop

can wait

hand against my cheek. "But don't make me wait too

made my heart skip a bear and I blurted out, "So, how did you deal with it before we got married? Have you never been with anyone?" "Never," he replied firmly. I've never been with

someone like him, Carter could have had any woman he wanted, even

his voice playful. 'Curious about how men manage their

and I couldn't

"C-Carter..."

you called me

Was I that bold? I couldn't

when Lube and I were married, I never called him

so embarrassed I couldn't move,

go to

out, not noticing

I splashed cold water on my face to cool down, but

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could still feel his

felt even more intense and clear than the brief touchd experienced

size of his manhood made

going to have to deal with this in

I couldn't do it!

in the mirror, I found my lips were red

his collarbone-what had become? I felt

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kissing passionately under the misty shower. Gosh. I'd never drink

dressed.

the bathroom for nearly an hour before finally leaving. When I came

look at him now, feeling so

my