Even after Her Death by Rita Bond

Chapter 183 What Have 1 Done to Han?

When I woke up, my head was pounding

The overwhelming disconnect between my body and find from the hangover made everything feel

unbearable.

1 groaned and clutched my head.

"Morning," came a voice from beside me. I quickly opened my eyes and was shocked to find myself staring at Carter's incredibly handsome face. My heart skipped beat Wait, why was I in his bed? No, more importantly, how did end up here?

I was so startled that I almost fell off the bed, but Carter grabbed my waist and pulled me back. I instinctively pressed my hands against his chest as I stuttered, "Last night, I He stared into my eyes. "Do you forget everything?"

His gaze made me feel uneasy. Did I do something I shouldn't have last night?

My mind was blank, and I couldn't recall anything.

I nervously asked, "Did I... do something to you?"

"Yes," Carter answered without hesitation.

My heart skipped a beat. I recalled the vivid dreams I had last night.

Despite my physical age being 20, my mental age was 28.

Had / lost control after drinking? Did I do something to a defenseless, disabled man?

I was a beast! No, worse than that.

We

Shaking, I pulled back the covers and saw a large kiss mark on his exposed collarbone. I nervously asked, "Did I bite you?"

Carter let out a low hum, his voice deep and alluring.

"What else did I do to you?"

"You threw up on me, ripped off my clothes, and then

He didn't finish, but his unfinished sentence flooded my mind with all kinds of enticing thoughts.

"Sorry, Carter. I got drunk last night," I mumbled, feeling like a horrible person who'd just slept with someone for a night.

Carter blushed slightly, still lying in the sheets. "It's okay. We're married, so it's normal to fulfill our duties." I couldn't believe what I was hearing from the usually distant Carter. 1/4

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really..I trailed

I had felt in my past life after

with Luke.

didn't take advantage of you, Carter said firmly. You wouldn't have been able to force me if I

sighed in relief, glad that someone as honorable as Cfter

thought of myself as a seductress

for it to happen,"

his arms, the warmth from the sheets surrounding us as we hugged close in our thin

I'm-a normal man. I have needs too," he

wished to

can wait for

his hand against my cheek. "But don't

genuine look in his eyes made my heart skip a bear and I blurted out, "So, how did you deal with it before we got married? Have you never been with anyone?" "Never,"

shocked. With someone like him, Carter could have

'Curious about how men

my hand, and I

"C-Carter..."

called me 'Honey' last

that bold? I couldn't remember any of

were married,

I couldn't move,

go to

a panic. I quickly rushed out, not noticing

cold water on my face to cool down, but no matter how much

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could still feel his touch lingering on

felt even more intense and clear than the brief

made me feel embarrassed and

to have to deal with this in the

I couldn't do it!

at myself in the mirror, I found my lips were red and slightly

probably from biting his collarbone-what had become? I felt like a

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kissing passionately under the misty shower. Gosh. I'd never drink again. I was even imagining

dressed.

stayed in the bathroom for nearly an hour before finally leaving. When I came out, Carter was d and breakfast

at him now, feeling

reached for my