Even after Her Death by Rita Bond

Chapter 183 What Have 1 Done to Han?

When I woke up, my head was pounding

The overwhelming disconnect between my body and find from the hangover made everything feel

unbearable.

1 groaned and clutched my head.

"Morning," came a voice from beside me. I quickly opened my eyes and was shocked to find myself staring at Carter's incredibly handsome face. My heart skipped beat Wait, why was I in his bed? No, more importantly, how did end up here?

I was so startled that I almost fell off the bed, but Carter grabbed my waist and pulled me back. I instinctively pressed my hands against his chest as I stuttered, "Last night, I He stared into my eyes. "Do you forget everything?"

His gaze made me feel uneasy. Did I do something I shouldn't have last night?

My mind was blank, and I couldn't recall anything.

I nervously asked, "Did I... do something to you?"

"Yes," Carter answered without hesitation.

My heart skipped a beat. I recalled the vivid dreams I had last night.

Despite my physical age being 20, my mental age was 28.

Had / lost control after drinking? Did I do something to a defenseless, disabled man?

I was a beast! No, worse than that.

We

Shaking, I pulled back the covers and saw a large kiss mark on his exposed collarbone. I nervously asked, "Did I bite you?"

Carter let out a low hum, his voice deep and alluring.

"What else did I do to you?"

"You threw up on me, ripped off my clothes, and then

He didn't finish, but his unfinished sentence flooded my mind with all kinds of enticing thoughts.

"Sorry, Carter. I got drunk last night," I mumbled, feeling like a horrible person who'd just slept with someone for a night.

Carter blushed slightly, still lying in the sheets. "It's okay. We're married, so it's normal to fulfill our duties." I couldn't believe what I was hearing from the usually distant Carter. 1/4

Have

we really..I trailed

didn't feel any different physically, unlike the discomfort I had felt in my past

with Luke.

firmly. You wouldn't have been

sighed in relief, glad that someone as honorable as Cfter wouldn't do

the thought of myself as a seductress while drink was hard to

sorry. I didn't mean for

the warmth from the sheets

normal man. I have needs too," he suddenly

to stop myself from

wait for

brushed his hand against my cheek. "But

a bear and I blurted out, "So, how did you deal with it before we got married? Have

like him, Carter could

playful. 'Curious about how men

took my hand, and I

"C-Carter..."

me

Was I that bold? I couldn't remember any

were married, I never called him

embarrassed I couldn't move, and

go to the

a panic. I quickly rushed out, not noticing the small smile

face to cool down,

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What Have 1 Done

feel his touch lingering on

clear than the brief touchd

firmness and size of his manhood made me feel embarrassed and uneasy all over

going to have to deal with this in the

I couldn't do it!

in the mirror, I found my lips were red

his collarbone-what had

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at the shower partition, a scene flashed in my mind-two naked people kissing passionately under the misty shower. Gosh. I'd never drink again.

dressed.

an hour before finally leaving. When I came out, Carter was d

couldn't even look at him now, feeling

reached for my hand.