Even after Her Death by Rita Bond

Chapter 183 What Have 1 Done to Han?

When I woke up, my head was pounding

The overwhelming disconnect between my body and find from the hangover made everything feel

unbearable.

1 groaned and clutched my head.

"Morning," came a voice from beside me. I quickly opened my eyes and was shocked to find myself staring at Carter's incredibly handsome face. My heart skipped beat Wait, why was I in his bed? No, more importantly, how did end up here?

I was so startled that I almost fell off the bed, but Carter grabbed my waist and pulled me back. I instinctively pressed my hands against his chest as I stuttered, "Last night, I He stared into my eyes. "Do you forget everything?"

His gaze made me feel uneasy. Did I do something I shouldn't have last night?

My mind was blank, and I couldn't recall anything.

I nervously asked, "Did I... do something to you?"

"Yes," Carter answered without hesitation.

My heart skipped a beat. I recalled the vivid dreams I had last night.

Despite my physical age being 20, my mental age was 28.

Had / lost control after drinking? Did I do something to a defenseless, disabled man?

I was a beast! No, worse than that.

We

Shaking, I pulled back the covers and saw a large kiss mark on his exposed collarbone. I nervously asked, "Did I bite you?"

Carter let out a low hum, his voice deep and alluring.

"What else did I do to you?"

"You threw up on me, ripped off my clothes, and then

He didn't finish, but his unfinished sentence flooded my mind with all kinds of enticing thoughts.

"Sorry, Carter. I got drunk last night," I mumbled, feeling like a horrible person who'd just slept with someone for a night.

Carter blushed slightly, still lying in the sheets. "It's okay. We're married, so it's normal to fulfill our duties." I couldn't believe what I was hearing from the usually distant Carter. 1/4

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we really..I trailed off,

feel any different physically, unlike the discomfort I had felt in

with Luke.

didn't take advantage of you, Carter said firmly. You wouldn't have been able to force me if

glad that someone as honorable as

myself as a seductress while drink was

for it to happen,"

sheets surrounding us

have needs too," he

blushed and wished to stop

can wait

brushed his hand against my cheek. "But

and I blurted out, "So, how did you deal with it before we got married? Have

more shocked. With someone like him, Carter could have had any woman he

his voice playful. 'Curious about

hand, and

"C-Carter..."

you called me 'Honey'

I that bold? I couldn't remember any

Lube and I were married, I never

I couldn't move, and Carter eventually let go

to

I quickly rushed out, not noticing

cold water on my face to cool down, but no

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feel his touch lingering

more intense and clear than the brief touchd experienced

firmness and size of his manhood made me

I truly going to have to deal with this in

I couldn't do it!

in the mirror, I found my

his collarbone-what had become?

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I looked at the shower partition, a scene flashed in my mind-two naked people kissing passionately under the misty shower. Gosh. I'd never drink again. I was

dressed.

leaving. When I came out, Carter was d

look at him now, feeling

reached for my