Even after Her Death by Rita Bond

Chapter 183 What Have 1 Done to Han?

When I woke up, my head was pounding

The overwhelming disconnect between my body and find from the hangover made everything feel

unbearable.

1 groaned and clutched my head.

"Morning," came a voice from beside me. I quickly opened my eyes and was shocked to find myself staring at Carter's incredibly handsome face. My heart skipped beat Wait, why was I in his bed? No, more importantly, how did end up here?

I was so startled that I almost fell off the bed, but Carter grabbed my waist and pulled me back. I instinctively pressed my hands against his chest as I stuttered, "Last night, I He stared into my eyes. "Do you forget everything?"

His gaze made me feel uneasy. Did I do something I shouldn't have last night?

My mind was blank, and I couldn't recall anything.

I nervously asked, "Did I... do something to you?"

"Yes," Carter answered without hesitation.

My heart skipped a beat. I recalled the vivid dreams I had last night.

Despite my physical age being 20, my mental age was 28.

Had / lost control after drinking? Did I do something to a defenseless, disabled man?

I was a beast! No, worse than that.

We

Shaking, I pulled back the covers and saw a large kiss mark on his exposed collarbone. I nervously asked, "Did I bite you?"

Carter let out a low hum, his voice deep and alluring.

"What else did I do to you?"

"You threw up on me, ripped off my clothes, and then

He didn't finish, but his unfinished sentence flooded my mind with all kinds of enticing thoughts.

"Sorry, Carter. I got drunk last night," I mumbled, feeling like a horrible person who'd just slept with someone for a night.

Carter blushed slightly, still lying in the sheets. "It's okay. We're married, so it's normal to fulfill our duties." I couldn't believe what I was hearing from the usually distant Carter. 1/4

What Have

we really..I

the discomfort I

with Luke.

take advantage of you, Carter said firmly. You wouldn't have been able to force me

that someone as honorable as Cfter wouldn't do anything to

as a seductress while drink was

mean for it to happen,"

from the sheets surrounding us as we hugged close

I'm-a normal man. I have needs too,"

to

wait

brushed his hand against my cheek.

made my heart skip a bear and I blurted out, "So, how did you deal with it before we got married? Have you never been with anyone?" "Never," he replied firmly. I've never

like him, Carter could have had any woman he wanted, even with his

in, his voice playful. 'Curious

took my hand, and I couldn't

"C-Carter..."

called me

bold? I couldn't remember any of

were married, I

move,

go to the

out, not noticing the small

my face to cool down, but no matter how much I

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183 What Have

his

even more intense and clear than the brief touchd

of his manhood made me feel embarrassed and uneasy

have to deal

I couldn't do it!

mirror, I found my lips were red and

his collarbone-what had become? I felt like

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I looked at the shower partition, a scene flashed in my mind-two naked people kissing passionately under the misty shower. Gosh. I'd never drink again. I was

dressed.

in the bathroom for nearly an hour before finally leaving. When I came out, Carter was d and breakfast was

couldn't even look at him now, feeling so

my