Even after Her Death by Rita Bond

Chapter 183 What Have 1 Done to Han?

When I woke up, my head was pounding

The overwhelming disconnect between my body and find from the hangover made everything feel

unbearable.

1 groaned and clutched my head.

"Morning," came a voice from beside me. I quickly opened my eyes and was shocked to find myself staring at Carter's incredibly handsome face. My heart skipped beat Wait, why was I in his bed? No, more importantly, how did end up here?

I was so startled that I almost fell off the bed, but Carter grabbed my waist and pulled me back. I instinctively pressed my hands against his chest as I stuttered, "Last night, I He stared into my eyes. "Do you forget everything?"

His gaze made me feel uneasy. Did I do something I shouldn't have last night?

My mind was blank, and I couldn't recall anything.

I nervously asked, "Did I... do something to you?"

"Yes," Carter answered without hesitation.

My heart skipped a beat. I recalled the vivid dreams I had last night.

Despite my physical age being 20, my mental age was 28.

Had / lost control after drinking? Did I do something to a defenseless, disabled man?

I was a beast! No, worse than that.

We

Shaking, I pulled back the covers and saw a large kiss mark on his exposed collarbone. I nervously asked, "Did I bite you?"

Carter let out a low hum, his voice deep and alluring.

"What else did I do to you?"

"You threw up on me, ripped off my clothes, and then

He didn't finish, but his unfinished sentence flooded my mind with all kinds of enticing thoughts.

"Sorry, Carter. I got drunk last night," I mumbled, feeling like a horrible person who'd just slept with someone for a night.

Carter blushed slightly, still lying in the sheets. "It's okay. We're married, so it's normal to fulfill our duties." I couldn't believe what I was hearing from the usually distant Carter. 1/4

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we really..I trailed off,

physically, unlike the discomfort I had

with Luke.

firmly. You wouldn't have been able to force me if I

that someone as honorable as Cfter wouldn't do anything

still, the thought of myself as a seductress while drink was hard

didn't mean for

sheets surrounding us

I'm-a normal man. I have needs too,"

and wished to stop myself

wait

my cheek. "But don't make me wait

in his eyes made my heart skip a bear and I blurted out, "So, how did you deal with it before we got married? Have you never been with

Carter could have had any woman he wanted, even

his voice playful. 'Curious

took my hand, and I couldn't help

"C-Carter..."

me 'Honey'

I that bold? I couldn't remember any of

Lube and I were married, I never

I couldn't move, and Carter eventually let go

go to

panic. I quickly rushed out, not noticing the small smile

on my face to cool down, but no matter how much I

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his

more intense and clear

made

have to deal with this

I couldn't do it!

mirror, I found my

collarbone-what had become?

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scene flashed in my mind-two naked people kissing passionately

dressed.

stayed in the bathroom for nearly an hour before finally leaving. When I came out, Carter was d and breakfast

at

reached for my hand. "Come