Even after Her Death by Rita Bond

Chapter 183 What Have 1 Done to Han?

When I woke up, my head was pounding

The overwhelming disconnect between my body and find from the hangover made everything feel

unbearable.

1 groaned and clutched my head.

"Morning," came a voice from beside me. I quickly opened my eyes and was shocked to find myself staring at Carter's incredibly handsome face. My heart skipped beat Wait, why was I in his bed? No, more importantly, how did end up here?

I was so startled that I almost fell off the bed, but Carter grabbed my waist and pulled me back. I instinctively pressed my hands against his chest as I stuttered, "Last night, I He stared into my eyes. "Do you forget everything?"

His gaze made me feel uneasy. Did I do something I shouldn't have last night?

My mind was blank, and I couldn't recall anything.

I nervously asked, "Did I... do something to you?"

"Yes," Carter answered without hesitation.

My heart skipped a beat. I recalled the vivid dreams I had last night.

Despite my physical age being 20, my mental age was 28.

Had / lost control after drinking? Did I do something to a defenseless, disabled man?

I was a beast! No, worse than that.

We

Shaking, I pulled back the covers and saw a large kiss mark on his exposed collarbone. I nervously asked, "Did I bite you?"

Carter let out a low hum, his voice deep and alluring.

"What else did I do to you?"

"You threw up on me, ripped off my clothes, and then

He didn't finish, but his unfinished sentence flooded my mind with all kinds of enticing thoughts.

"Sorry, Carter. I got drunk last night," I mumbled, feeling like a horrible person who'd just slept with someone for a night.

Carter blushed slightly, still lying in the sheets. "It's okay. We're married, so it's normal to fulfill our duties." I couldn't believe what I was hearing from the usually distant Carter. 1/4

What Have

we really..I

unlike the discomfort I had felt in my

with Luke.

I didn't take advantage of you, Carter said firmly. You

in relief, glad that someone as honorable as Cfter

the thought of myself as a seductress

sorry. I didn't mean for it to happen,"

the warmth from the sheets surrounding

I have needs too," he suddenly

to stop myself from

wait

brushed his hand against my cheek. "But don't

heart skip a bear and I blurted out, "So, how did you deal with it before we got married? Have you never been with anyone?" "Never," he replied firmly. I've

was even more shocked. With someone like him, Carter could have had any woman he wanted, even

leaned in, his voice playful. 'Curious about how men manage

hand, and

"C-Carter..."

me 'Honey' last

Was I that bold? I

when Lube and I were married, I

couldn't move,

go to

rushed out, not noticing the small smile

the bathroom, I splashed cold water on my face to cool down, but no matter how much I

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183 What Have 1 Done to

feel his touch lingering

and clear than the brief touchd experienced

firmness and size of his manhood made me

I truly going to have to deal with this

I couldn't do it!

at myself in the mirror, I found my lips were red

from biting his collarbone-what had become? I felt

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at the shower partition, a scene flashed in my mind-two naked people kissing passionately under

dressed.

for nearly an hour before finally leaving. When I came out, Carter was d and breakfast was

look at him now,

my