Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Ava

“I still don’t understand why I have to go. Why can’t I just stay here with you?” Noah complains. A frown marring his handsome face.

He’s been sore about this whole thing since I told him that he’ll be leaving with his grandparents. At first he was excited about it but then he became saddened when he realized that neither I nor his father would be joining him.

His school had been understanding of our situation His teacher even agreed to send lessons to mother so that he isn’t left too behind.

“I already told you baby, this is a grandparents–grandson kind of vacation…it’s just for you and you grandparents.”

After talking to the chief he assured me that they’ll be sent somewhere tropical.

“You’re going to a beach. Haven’t you been begging us to take you for a vacation?” I add with a

mischievous smile.

The word ‘beach‘ immediately catches his attention. All the complaints he had, now lost.

Noah is obsessed with the ocean. He loves beaches so much that he once cried for a whole week

after we returned from a vacation in the Maldives. He’d wanted us to move there. When we refused

he’d pleaded for us to just leave him there.

I smile at the memory. So grateful for the happiness and joy Noah has filled my life with.

“You’re not lying to me are you?” he asks, pulling me back from my thoughts.

“Would I ever lie to you?”

“No” his frown turns into a full blown smile. His grey eyes shining in happiness. “I guess it’s okay then. I’m not mad at you anymore”

“Why were you mad at me?” I ask

“Because you refused to come with me, but it’s okay now. You can always join us later”

I wanted to tell him I won’t be joining him but I stop myself. I wasn’t going to risk him going back.

to being sad and moody again.

“Now, come one let’s go or we’ll be late” I take my handbag and sling it over my uninjured shoulder

While I grab his small suitcase, he grabs his duffel bag and rushes downstairs Carefully, I bring

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I was just about to order an Uber when my door bell rings. I rush to open before Noah can. He has a

tendency to open the door without first asking who is on the other side. No matter how many

times I caution him. No matter how many times I tell him to ask first and not to open if the person

on the other side doesn’t answer or he doesn’t recognize his or her voice. He just never listens.

Opening the door, I groan when I see who is on the other side.

Why did it seem like that the moment I decide to get over Rowan is when he seems to be

everywhere I turn?

“Dad!” Noah rushes past me and throws himself on his father.

“Hey buddy” Rowan greets him then hugs him close.

He sniffs him. Breathing his scent in. I once asked him why he does that and he told me Noah’s

scent just calms him. Like how fragrances calm other people down.

He puts him down and faces me. Noah rushes back to the living room. His excitement making

him hyper.

been asking him this question a lot in

days.

He shrugs his shoulder.

he says as he gestures

explanation

his face gives nothing away. I now understand that he

it comes to me. I’m the only one he looks at coolly. Even with his

a sort

that. I’ve already called for an

be stuck with him in a moving car for whatever long

to get to

it” he commands. His cold voice sending shivers

I fell for him. He is cold, arrogant and

the hills screaming when I first

for him instead doing everything in my power to make him notice

asshole… Now leave, I’ll meet you at the airport” I whisper

to my house and throwing out commands?

I won’t allow him

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chest to chest. His eyes flash and his

Refusing to let

leaving. Now cancel that fucking order and get your ass into my car” he growls through clench teeth. A storm brewing behind his

to rise and I clench my fist. Usually I would push

anger him but I no longer

you think you’re, hmm? I’m not some fucking puppy you think

me. For years I kept my mouth shut because I didn’t want to fracture. what I thought we had. But what did it

he says in

you two fighting again?” Noah’s voice

Damn it! I hate Noah seeing

us fighting all

we aren’t. We just can’t agree on something” I side eye

me, the anger and coldness on his face has disappeared. Just like me, he

Including tolerating

Uber’since she can’t

a lazy

can’t we just

take a deep breath and cast my eyes heavenward. Damn him for throwing

at my son and he looks at me so

defeat.

things I do for

rushes back to the leaving room before

I tell Rowan and then leave to get Noah’s suitcase and

a bit and then pick things

in place before

a hard a chest, my handbag falls from my hand. Rowan wraps an arm around me and steadies me before I can fall. I jump away from

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at the foyer” I glare

to do you know this” he

“Let’s just go”

he picks Noah’s abandoned suitcase, turns around and leaves I watch him wondering what has gotten

the time I get my feet moving and lock the door, Rowan and Noah were already seated in the

minutes into the drive and the atmosphere is awkward. Noah was busy on his tablet watching. some cartoon. Once he’s focused on something it’s hard to get his attention. Another ten minutes in and I was going crazy. I’m almost tempted to throw myself out

my hands to turn on the radio but Rowan stops me

the road but he looked at me briefly when he

the one arm driving? Shaking those thoughts from my

“Fine”

just a one word answer?” he asks

go to great lengths to tune me out” I say as a matter of fact. “So why are you all of a sudden interested in

threatens to rise up but I push it back down. I’m set on healing from those past hurts and it starts by forgetting about it and about

we

for you, haven’t

getting on my nerve Rowan. Can you just ignore me and pretend like I don’t exist

wheel tightens. I see his jaw clench. He was getting pissed. Probably because I wasn’t acting like

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wants. Trying to be like Emma. I did everything I could to be the wife he could fall in love with.