Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

11. Shooting range

“So how’s your day sweetheart?” I ask Noal

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The phone is between my shoulder and eat I was trying to maximize by talking to him while doing some cleaning. It wasn’t an easy but at least my shoulder was doing so much better now.

“It’s awesome“” he shouts through the phone almost bursting my ent drums “We just had ice cream and now we are going to the slides, they have slides here and they lead straight to the

ocean”

His excited chanter makes me happy. His happines in my happiness The fact that he is safe and enjoying himself was enough for me.

“That’s great baby…see, I told you that you would have lots of fun”

Giving up on cleaning, I take a seat on the couch. It would be better to finish talking to him first.

“What about you mommy, how’s your weekend?”

What could I say? It was boring as hell. My eight year old son was having more fun than I was. I didn’t have anywhere to go or anyone to hang out with since I had no friends.

My colleagues used to invite me to things but they stopped after I kept turning them down Deep inside I knew they invited me as a formality, because I was there when they were inviting others. Not because they genuinely want to know me or hang out with me.

“Uh, it’s okay…just doing some cleaning” I murmur

I hear him sigh. “Mom, you need to go out and have fun like I am. Since I’m not there, I don’t want you to stay at home all alone”

Why the hell did I feel so chastised right now?

“I will, I just have to finish my chores first” I lie.

After cleaning I would probably just watch a movie and drown myself in junk food. Or I would just catch up on sleep. Both options didn’t seem that bad.

“Fine…I have to go mommy, Pa is calling for me”

“Okay my love, talk to you at night”

“Bye, and grandma says hi to you”

Noah calls mother grandma and used to call father grandpa. As for Rowan’s parents, he calls them

Pa and Ma

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“That’s good be careful on the slides” I say, completely ignoring the greetings from my supposed

mother.

he’s so excited about

usually in tune and nothing escapes his notice. A character he got from his father, but not today. Today his mind was

put my phone down. I get back to cleaning but soon I’m finished. Instead of watching a movie like I had planned, I decide to go through the biology essays of my students. So far the ones I’ve marked have done really well! I don’t mean to brag but I am a damn good teacher

my subject being the

almost done when my phone rings. My heartbeat lurches when I

I answer unsure, part of me afraid that

you busy?”

it hadn’t been a mistake

“Not particularly, why?”

at the station’s shooting

together”

confusion. None of the things he said were making any kind

would I be at a shooting

family is there. They were all advised to train in

license just in case they ever

it did make sense. I mean having

no one told me about this but I couldn’t bring myself to care. They

go fuck themselves for

I come pick you up?” Ethan asks

better to do. Plus this could be fun. Not to

again.

“Sure”

I’ll be there in

I rush to my bedroom to find something descent to wear. Seeing we

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arrives in ten minutes like he said

become an officer of the law?” I ask

comfortable and I felt at ease around him. It was

adult

dad was killed by a cop” he answers with a

bit surprised. “That would

man and neither

for selling illegal firearms I was actually relieved.

was untouchable made me want to do the

I was living in

goes quiet but I can tell there was something more.

let me know that his father wasn’t just bad,

Students who had really abusive

no child needed such parents. Abuse was abuse. Whether

emotional.

what made you

but I find myself opening

surprise.

as a child. When I was around nine years, I

be. She cared, praised me, hugged me when I needed a hug, supported me. She was kind and