Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

11. Shooting range

“So how’s your day sweetheart?” I ask Noal

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The phone is between my shoulder and eat I was trying to maximize by talking to him while doing some cleaning. It wasn’t an easy but at least my shoulder was doing so much better now.

“It’s awesome“” he shouts through the phone almost bursting my ent drums “We just had ice cream and now we are going to the slides, they have slides here and they lead straight to the

ocean”

His excited chanter makes me happy. His happines in my happiness The fact that he is safe and enjoying himself was enough for me.

“That’s great baby…see, I told you that you would have lots of fun”

Giving up on cleaning, I take a seat on the couch. It would be better to finish talking to him first.

“What about you mommy, how’s your weekend?”

What could I say? It was boring as hell. My eight year old son was having more fun than I was. I didn’t have anywhere to go or anyone to hang out with since I had no friends.

My colleagues used to invite me to things but they stopped after I kept turning them down Deep inside I knew they invited me as a formality, because I was there when they were inviting others. Not because they genuinely want to know me or hang out with me.

“Uh, it’s okay…just doing some cleaning” I murmur

I hear him sigh. “Mom, you need to go out and have fun like I am. Since I’m not there, I don’t want you to stay at home all alone”

Why the hell did I feel so chastised right now?

“I will, I just have to finish my chores first” I lie.

After cleaning I would probably just watch a movie and drown myself in junk food. Or I would just catch up on sleep. Both options didn’t seem that bad.

“Fine…I have to go mommy, Pa is calling for me”

“Okay my love, talk to you at night”

“Bye, and grandma says hi to you”

Noah calls mother grandma and used to call father grandpa. As for Rowan’s parents, he calls them

Pa and Ma

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“That’s good be careful on the slides” I say, completely ignoring the greetings from my supposed

mother.

that. Good thing he’s so excited about the slides to realize I ignored

is usually in tune and nothing escapes his notice. A character he got from

of watching a movie like I had planned, I decide to go through the biology essays of my students. So far

subject being the best performed in

phone rings. My heartbeat lurches when I see

afraid that he had dialed

you busy?” he

guess it hadn’t been a mistake like

“Not particularly, why?”

at the station’s shooting

together”

confusion. None of the things he said were making any kind

would I be at

of you family is there. They were all advised to train in shooting and

in case they ever got

make sense. I mean having a gun

pissed that no one told me about this but I couldn’t bring

fuck themselves for

pick you up?” Ethan asks interrupting my

had nothing better to do. Plus this could be fun.

again.

“Sure”

I’ll be there

I rush to my bedroom to find something descent to wear. Seeing we

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like he

you decide to become an officer of

comfortable and I felt at ease around him.

adult for

by a cop”

“That would

wasn’t a good man and

firearms I was actually relieved. Seeing

like my dad who thought was untouchable made me want to do the same thing. Make

I was living in

there was something more. The way he talked

his father wasn’t just bad, he

had such kids in my class. Students who had really abusive parents. I try to help

such parents. Abuse was abuse. Whether

emotional.

made you

myself back but I find myself opening up to

surprise.

weren’t the best and I was neglected as a child. When I

wanted my mother to be. She cared, praised me, hugged me when I needed a hug,