Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

11. Shooting range

“So how’s your day sweetheart?” I ask Noal

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The phone is between my shoulder and eat I was trying to maximize by talking to him while doing some cleaning. It wasn’t an easy but at least my shoulder was doing so much better now.

“It’s awesome“” he shouts through the phone almost bursting my ent drums “We just had ice cream and now we are going to the slides, they have slides here and they lead straight to the

ocean”

His excited chanter makes me happy. His happines in my happiness The fact that he is safe and enjoying himself was enough for me.

“That’s great baby…see, I told you that you would have lots of fun”

Giving up on cleaning, I take a seat on the couch. It would be better to finish talking to him first.

“What about you mommy, how’s your weekend?”

What could I say? It was boring as hell. My eight year old son was having more fun than I was. I didn’t have anywhere to go or anyone to hang out with since I had no friends.

My colleagues used to invite me to things but they stopped after I kept turning them down Deep inside I knew they invited me as a formality, because I was there when they were inviting others. Not because they genuinely want to know me or hang out with me.

“Uh, it’s okay…just doing some cleaning” I murmur

I hear him sigh. “Mom, you need to go out and have fun like I am. Since I’m not there, I don’t want you to stay at home all alone”

Why the hell did I feel so chastised right now?

“I will, I just have to finish my chores first” I lie.

After cleaning I would probably just watch a movie and drown myself in junk food. Or I would just catch up on sleep. Both options didn’t seem that bad.

“Fine…I have to go mommy, Pa is calling for me”

“Okay my love, talk to you at night”

“Bye, and grandma says hi to you”

Noah calls mother grandma and used to call father grandpa. As for Rowan’s parents, he calls them

Pa and Ma

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“That’s good be careful on the slides” I say, completely ignoring the greetings from my supposed

mother.

that. Good thing he’s so excited about

nothing escapes his notice. A character he got from his father,

finished. Instead of watching a movie like I had planned, I decide to go through the biology essays of my students. So far the ones I’ve marked have done really well! I don’t mean to brag but I am a damn good teacher and it

being the best

heartbeat lurches when I see Ethan’s

I answer unsure, part of me afraid that he had

Ava…are you

guess it hadn’t been a mistake

“Not particularly, why?”

shooting range. I thought maybe we

together”

None of the things he said were making any kind

I be

family is there. They were all advised to train

case they ever got

guess it did make sense. I mean having a gun when dealing with a dangerous gang

to be pissed that no one told me about this but I couldn’t

fuck themselves for

I come pick you up?” Ethan

do. Plus this could be fun. Not to mention that I get to

again.

“Sure”

I’ll be there

rush to my bedroom to find something descent

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like he

decide to become an officer of the

felt at ease around him. It

adult for a

by a cop” he answers with

“That would turn most people off

and neither

I was

dad who thought was untouchable made me want to

I was living in a

tell there was something more.

his father wasn’t

really abusive parents. I try to help

needed such parents. Abuse was abuse.

emotional.

you become a teacher?”

back but I find myself opening up to him, something that takes

surprise.

the best and I was neglected as a child. When I was

be. She cared, praised me, hugged me when I needed a hug, supported me. She was kind and