Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

11. Shooting range

“So how’s your day sweetheart?” I ask Noal

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The phone is between my shoulder and eat I was trying to maximize by talking to him while doing some cleaning. It wasn’t an easy but at least my shoulder was doing so much better now.

“It’s awesome“” he shouts through the phone almost bursting my ent drums “We just had ice cream and now we are going to the slides, they have slides here and they lead straight to the

ocean”

His excited chanter makes me happy. His happines in my happiness The fact that he is safe and enjoying himself was enough for me.

“That’s great baby…see, I told you that you would have lots of fun”

Giving up on cleaning, I take a seat on the couch. It would be better to finish talking to him first.

“What about you mommy, how’s your weekend?”

What could I say? It was boring as hell. My eight year old son was having more fun than I was. I didn’t have anywhere to go or anyone to hang out with since I had no friends.

My colleagues used to invite me to things but they stopped after I kept turning them down Deep inside I knew they invited me as a formality, because I was there when they were inviting others. Not because they genuinely want to know me or hang out with me.

“Uh, it’s okay…just doing some cleaning” I murmur

I hear him sigh. “Mom, you need to go out and have fun like I am. Since I’m not there, I don’t want you to stay at home all alone”

Why the hell did I feel so chastised right now?

“I will, I just have to finish my chores first” I lie.

After cleaning I would probably just watch a movie and drown myself in junk food. Or I would just catch up on sleep. Both options didn’t seem that bad.

“Fine…I have to go mommy, Pa is calling for me”

“Okay my love, talk to you at night”

“Bye, and grandma says hi to you”

Noah calls mother grandma and used to call father grandpa. As for Rowan’s parents, he calls them

Pa and Ma

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“That’s good be careful on the slides” I say, completely ignoring the greetings from my supposed

mother.

Good thing he’s so excited

in tune and nothing escapes his notice. A character he got from his father, but not today.

to cleaning but soon I’m finished. Instead of watching a movie like I had planned, I decide to go through the biology essays of my students.

being the

phone rings. My heartbeat lurches when I

of me afraid that

you busy?”

hadn’t been a mistake

“Not particularly, why?”

told you aren’t at the station’s shooting range. I thought maybe

together”

things he said

I be at a shooting

They were all advised

just in case

to me but I guess it did make sense. I mean having a gun when dealing

pissed that no one told me about this but I couldn’t

go fuck themselves for all

pick you up?” Ethan

could be fun. Not to mention that

again.

“Sure”

there

hangs up and I rush to my bedroom to

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arrives in ten minutes like he said and we

you decide to become an officer of the law?” I ask turning to

comfortable and I felt at ease around him. It was nice. I haven’t

adult for

dad was killed by a cop”

“That would turn most people

good man and neither was he a good father.

selling illegal firearms I was actually relieved. Seeing those cops taking

thought was untouchable made me want

I was living in a safe

can tell there was something more. The way he

father wasn’t just bad, he was a terrible

had such kids in my class. Students who had really abusive parents. I try to help as much

child needed such parents. Abuse was

emotional.

you

find myself opening up to him, something that

surprise.

weren’t the best and I was neglected as a child. When I

I wanted my mother to be. She cared, praised me, hugged me when I needed a hug, supported me. She