Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

11. Shooting range

“So how’s your day sweetheart?” I ask Noal

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The phone is between my shoulder and eat I was trying to maximize by talking to him while doing some cleaning. It wasn’t an easy but at least my shoulder was doing so much better now.

“It’s awesome“” he shouts through the phone almost bursting my ent drums “We just had ice cream and now we are going to the slides, they have slides here and they lead straight to the

ocean”

His excited chanter makes me happy. His happines in my happiness The fact that he is safe and enjoying himself was enough for me.

“That’s great baby…see, I told you that you would have lots of fun”

Giving up on cleaning, I take a seat on the couch. It would be better to finish talking to him first.

“What about you mommy, how’s your weekend?”

What could I say? It was boring as hell. My eight year old son was having more fun than I was. I didn’t have anywhere to go or anyone to hang out with since I had no friends.

My colleagues used to invite me to things but they stopped after I kept turning them down Deep inside I knew they invited me as a formality, because I was there when they were inviting others. Not because they genuinely want to know me or hang out with me.

“Uh, it’s okay…just doing some cleaning” I murmur

I hear him sigh. “Mom, you need to go out and have fun like I am. Since I’m not there, I don’t want you to stay at home all alone”

Why the hell did I feel so chastised right now?

“I will, I just have to finish my chores first” I lie.

After cleaning I would probably just watch a movie and drown myself in junk food. Or I would just catch up on sleep. Both options didn’t seem that bad.

“Fine…I have to go mommy, Pa is calling for me”

“Okay my love, talk to you at night”

“Bye, and grandma says hi to you”

Noah calls mother grandma and used to call father grandpa. As for Rowan’s parents, he calls them

Pa and Ma

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“That’s good be careful on the slides” I say, completely ignoring the greetings from my supposed

mother.

that. Good thing he’s so excited about the slides to realize

A character he got

through the biology essays of my students. So far the ones I’ve marked have done really well! I don’t mean to brag but I am a damn good

subject being the

done when my phone rings. My heartbeat lurches when I see Ethan’s

part of me afraid that he had dialed my number by

you busy?” he

hadn’t been a mistake like I had

“Not particularly, why?”

the station’s shooting range. I thought maybe

together”

he said were making any kind

be at a shooting

you family is there. They were all advised to train in

case they ever got

guess it did make sense. I mean having

pissed that no one told me about this but

go fuck themselves for all

come pick you up?” Ethan asks interrupting

had nothing better to do. Plus this could be fun. Not

again.

“Sure”

there

hangs up and I rush to my bedroom to find something descent to

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ten minutes like he said and

an officer of the law?” I

and I felt at ease around him.

another adult for

killed by a cop”

“That would turn most people off

wasn’t a good man and neither was he a

selling illegal firearms I was actually relieved. Seeing those cops

thought was untouchable made me want to do

was living in a safe

goes quiet but I can tell there was something more. The way he

his father wasn’t just

my class. Students who had really abusive parents. I try

no child needed such parents. Abuse was abuse. Whether

emotional.

what made you

usually hold myself back but I find myself opening up to

surprise.

the best and I was neglected as a child. When I was around nine years, I

She was everything I wanted my mother to be. She cared, praised me, hugged me when I needed a hug, supported me.