Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 19
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Nothing to give
I fix my hoodie so that I can look presentable instead of looking like I had a one on one with death.
“Why are you wearing a beanie, mommy” Noah looks at me suspiciously.
We were skyping after I had postponed it so many times. Mainly because I could barely keep my
eyes open for longer than five minutes. Today though, I was feeling much better
I leaned back against my headboard. The beanie was to hide the bandage. Noah still didn’t know
what happened to me and I would make sure he never does.
“It’s a bit cold and I’m feeling a bit chilly” I lie.
I feel guilty for lying to him, but I know it’s for the best. There was no need of worrying him.
“We have a heater mom, you could’ve just turned it on”
“It’s not working and I forgot to get someone to fix it”
Damn it, I hate lying to him. A part of me felt like I was being a terrible mother because it seems. I’ve done nothing but lie to him since father died. The other part though, understands that it’s
necessary. 3
“Okay then” he mumbles skeptically.
“So what did you do today?” I ask changing the subject.
Anything that he does excites me even though I’m not there to enjoy it with him. His happiness was my own and I would protect it at all cost.
The frown he had seconds ago transforms into a big smile.
“I saw dolphins today, I even swam with them…it was so fun!!” he shouts, his excitement contagious.
“I wish I was there to see you”
“Don’t worry mommy, grandma took a video. She said she’ll send it to you”
I nod my head at that. I had accepted the phone Rowan got me. Turns out he did more than buy me a new phone. He even replaced my sim card.
I try to keep those calls short and impersonal. Like I said, I wanted to live in peace and Rowan meddling in my life would make sure I had anything but
house?” his
“What do you mean?”
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was there sitting so
it” the frown that was so like his father’s was now
that Rowan was already playing house with
always fool ourselves into thinking we’ve moved on? Then the moment we’re hit
going to have to ask your dad” I mumble, trying to hide
it fit to flaunt his relationship with Emma in front of our son, so he’ll be the one
together. So we can be a family again” he is sad
have to understand that your father and I are just
of Noah. Trying to give him the illusion that we loved each other. That we were okay. It was all a sham though. Rowan could barely stand me, but Noah never
should get married after I accidentally got pregnant. I was naïve back then. Thinking that I could make him love me. That it would only be a matter of time until he was in love
nothing to him. It was a biological process. While my feelings were involved, his weren’t. We never made love because he didn’t love me.
you love him?” Noah asks the same question he demanded
ago.
to him but I’ve done
sometimes loving someone isn’t enough. You won’t understand it now but one day, when you’re older, you will” it’s the only
hope to God he never has to go through what I’m going through. I want him to love and be loved. As much as I hate to say this, I hope one day he gets the kind of love Rowan and Emma have. One that has stood the test of time and it’s still burning bright. I pray that one day I’ll also find
on my open door
someone here to see you,
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Letty convinced me to let her stay because, she’s been such a huge help. She
I don’t know how I
that,
whoever it is in before I turn to my
to help me with chores” I answer him. My mind on
it is either Letty or Ethan. Both have stopped by a couple of times to check up on
help? You’ve never needed it before,
in a different light. That
a little less if I made sure
“Mommy?” he calls out.
Travis walks in to my room. He was the last person I wanted to talk to, but that doesn’t mean that I can’t use
I’ll call you back…you uncle just arrived and
sighs. “Okay then
off. The moment he does, my smile
see you again” I school my features. Blocking
emotions.
“You’re my sister, I wanted to see how you’re
laugh humorlessly. “Sister? Are you sure, Travis, because as far
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In Chapter 19 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 19 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 19 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Chapter 19
Ex-Husband’s Regret Chapter 19