Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

12. 31. I don’t like her

Rowan.

I stare at my hands. My mom speaks softly to me. “I’m sorry Ro, but he refuses to come to talk to

you”

I’ve never been this hurt. Not even when Emma broke up with me and left. Noah is angry with me

and has refused to answer my calls. Ava was right, Noah should come first and yet I let him down.

I’d decided to take Emma out on my yacht. It was to afford us privacy to talk. She wasn’t very happy after she learned that I had left her to rush to Ava’s side. It was my way of making it up to her. Unfortunately I’d lost complete track of time and my phone’s battery died.

I’ve never seen Ava angry, and yesterday she took me by surprise. The fact that she stood up for Noah and called me out on my behavior left me feeling sort of proud of her. She had a back bone.

after all. It was nice to see that.

“Rowan?” my mom calls out. “I’m going to hang up now”

“No, please bring him to the phone. I want to apologize to him”

Never has Noah ever refused to talk to me. It was crushing me to know that I had let him down. That I had broken my promise to him.

Mom sighs. “You hurt him, Rowan. He was so excited yesterday. He was looking forward to you hearing all his accomplishments.

He cried while he was talking to Ava after the meeting. Noah never cries and yet you managed to bring forth tears from him”

I stare at the wall feeling like the worst scum of the world. I didn’t have a fucking excuse. I should have been in school like I had promised. Instead I was enticing Emma into forgiving me yet again.

“I know that…I heave a breath out, feeling defeated.

“Do you? You’re not the one who had to watch him cry and console him. I’m happy that Emma is back so you can stop hurting and I understand you two are trying to work things out but that doesn’t mean you neglect your responsibilities. You have a son Rowan, he should always come first

“You don’t have to tell me that, Ava already chewed my ear off yesterday” I ran my hand through

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“As she should. She’s a mother and we mothers will do anything for our child even if it means going up against their dad” she finishes, shocking me completely.

Never and I mean never has my mother ever taken Ava’s side. If there was someone who was

Ava from the start,

coerce him into talking to me?” I beg

used to.

agreeing. I stay on the phone. Minutes pass and I

Noah’s soft

so sorry I didn’t make it to your school yesterday. I got

me off before I

why you

I feel slowly rising. Did Ava tell him about Emma? Was it a way for her

it your mother?” I ask

didn’t tell me anything”

“What do you mean?”

day I called. What was she doing there at night if she’s not your girlfriend? I asked mommy and she told me that I should talk about it with you” he answers leaving me shocked

has been to my home twice, I didn’t know that during one of those times, Noah had seen het 1 thought

“Buddy

her, I will never accept her if you marry her.” He states

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the hell did I think that Noah would accept her?

he loves

because she’s not your mother?” maybe he just had a

feels like she’s taking

sister, that’s just wrong dad” he says as a matter

that Noah shares the same dislike

our son against Emma? I wouldn’t be surprised

Noah, I’m dating Emma and I expect you to treat her with

and she’ll be your step mother. You’ll

nip whatever was growing inside him. Noah had to understand that Emma

going anywhere.

he shouts defiantly through

“Noah…”

you like her then fine but just know I will never

of mother to me.” He all but

can say anything else, he hangs up the phone. I immediately call again but it’s switched off. I stare at

has never been hateful towards anyone, but for some reason he hates Emma

doesn’t even know. 3

like I’ve just made everything worse. That he

the time to dwell on those thoughts. The door to my mansion opens and Emma

her beautiful face. We were finally together after such a long

into place and yet the

be working against us.

“Rowan?” she calls me

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frustrated by Noah’s