Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 77

  1. Bane of my existence.

Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our S** life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her S**y little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

her, because I

nervous.

because now I’m fucking sure she’ll want to

into my car, I drive

was barely hard to breathe.

couldn’t get the damn image of Ava

toy, I head on inside. I was going to

club to

mom asks looking up from

my head. Gritting my molars against

something

something wrong?”

a fucking moment

because how

almost a decade hating,

she’s all I think about almost every second

can I tell her that if Ava hadn’t pushed me away,

enough and I would

all

article?” her

“What article?”

and picks her phone from the table.

to me. I take a seat as I look at the article

Ava Sharp while entering a mom

expecting their second child?

Ava is truly pregnant and if she is,

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curse. My hands folding into

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only four people knew that Ava was pregnant. She was going

about

and take my own. Dialing the

wait for

picks up on

is a new article about me and Ava circulating, I want it taken down”

anger.

it, give

is caught writing articles about Ava’s private

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

the phone, still

has always been a private person. I was going to protect her privacy at all coast. It

matter what it takes.

Ava, Ro?” mom asks

to find the answers by staring deep into

pregnancy rumor was true.

have

I

tells me that you’ve been distant with Emma. Emma told

talk to her. Is

lying to her, but what would be

“Partly”

intake of air. I don’t look at her. Afraid of what

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know that Ava wasn’t Kate and James‘ daughter?” I ask when she doesn’t

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