Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 77

  1. Bane of my existence.

Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our S** life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her S**y little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

her, because I was curious on what

nervous.

I’m fucking sure she’ll want

I drive off.

up so tight that it was barely hard to breathe. Everything inside

couldn’t get the damn image of Ava out of my

the toy, I

I was going to my club to get myself a

it?” mom asks looking

my molars against the frustration I was currently

a mother knows when something is right. When

something wrong?” she asks

man but for a fucking moment I think of talking

because how can

that the woman we’ve spent almost a decade hating, now has

she’s all I think about

pushed me away, I would have probably fucked her in

room? That it wouldn’t have been enough and I would have taken her back to my

all

about the article?” her

“What article?”

from the table. She scrolls through it, taps on something

seat as I look at the article that was published about an hour

on camera with ex–wife Ava Sharp while entering

divorced couple be expecting their second child? Stay tuned as

truly pregnant and if she is, when

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My hands

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people knew that Ava was pregnant. She was going to lose

about the article.

mom’s phone down and take my own. Dialing

wait for her

she picks up

me and Ava circulating, I want it taken down” I

anger.

give me ten

anyone is

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

the

been a private person. I was going to protect her privacy at all

matter what it takes.

between you and Ava, Ro?” mom asks after her while.

the answers

if the pregnancy rumor

have told

don’t know” I answer her

tells me that you’ve been distant with Emma. Emma told her that you

talk to her.

her, but

“Partly”

her sharp intake of air. I don’t look at her. Afraid of what

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James‘ daughter?” I ask when she doesn’t say

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