Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 77

  1. Bane of my existence.

Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our S** life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her S**y little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

to follow her, because I was curious on what would make

nervous.

I hadn’t because now I’m fucking sure she’ll want to distance herself

my car, I drive off. Heading

barely hard to breathe. Everything inside me was coiled and

get the damn image

house in record time. Picking up the toy, I head on inside. I was going

to my club

it?” mom asks looking up from

nod my head. Gritting my molars

when something is

something wrong?”

heart to heart man but for a fucking moment I think of talking

how can

that the woman we’ve spent almost a decade hating, now has

about almost every second

if Ava hadn’t pushed me

That it wouldn’t have been enough and I would

started all over

the article?” her

“What article?”

and picks her phone from the table. She scrolls

hands it to me. I take a seat as I look at the article that was published about an

on camera with ex–wife Ava Sharp

second child? Stay tuned as

Ava is truly pregnant and if she is, when it happened given

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My hands folding

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know, only four people knew that Ava was pregnant. She was

out about the

my own. Dialing the number of my one of

for her

up on the first

new article about me and Ava circulating, I want

anger.

give me ten

that if anyone is caught writing articles about Ava’s private

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

the phone, still

a private person. I was going

matter what it takes.

Ro?” mom asks after

she was trying to find the answers by staring deep into

rumor was true. That wasn’t my

even have told

I

distant with Emma. Emma told her that you broke things

talk to her. Is this because of

of lying to her, but

“Partly”

intake of air. I don’t look at her. Afraid of what I’ll see in her

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that Ava wasn’t Kate and James‘ daughter?” I ask

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