1. Bane of my existence.

Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our S** life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her S**y little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

because I was

nervous.

I’m fucking sure she’ll want to distance

into my car, I drive

up so tight that it was barely hard to breathe. Everything inside

the damn image of

in record time. Picking up the toy, I head on inside.

to my club to get myself a

did you get it?” mom asks looking up from the

nod my head. Gritting my molars against

mother knows when something is right. When her child

wrong?”

heart to heart man but for a fucking moment I think of talking to her.

how

her that the woman we’ve spent almost a decade hating, now has me all

think about almost every second of the

I tell her that if Ava hadn’t pushed me away, I would have probably fucked

enough and I would have taken her

started all over

about the article?” her question

“What article?”

her phone from the table. She

a seat as I look at the article

on camera with ex–wife Ava Sharp while entering a mom and baby

second child? Stay tuned as we

is truly pregnant and if she is,

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curse. My hands

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Ava was pregnant. She was going to lose it

about the

own. Dialing the number of my one

wait for her to pick

picks up on

Ava circulating,

anger.

give me

let it be known that if anyone is caught writing articles about Ava’s private life,

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

of the phone,

private person. I was going to protect her

matter what it takes.

mom asks after her while.

to find the answers

didn’t ask if the pregnancy rumor was true. That wasn’t my

have

I answer

me that you’ve been distant with Emma. Emma told her that you broke things off

her.

lying to her, but what would be

“Partly”

I don’t look

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know that Ava wasn’t Kate and James‘ daughter?” I ask

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