Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 77

  1. Bane of my existence.

Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our S** life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her S**y little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

her, because I was curious on what would

nervous.

me wishes I hadn’t because now I’m fucking sure she’ll want to distance herself

I drive off. Heading towards my

wound up so tight that it was barely hard to breathe. Everything inside me

damn image of Ava out of

in record time. Picking up the toy, I head

to my club to get myself a

finally here, did you get it?” mom asks looking up from the sofa she

Gritting my molars against

always, a mother knows when something is right. When

wrong?”

to heart man but for a fucking moment I think of talking

because how can

that the woman we’ve spent almost

all I think about almost

I tell her that if Ava hadn’t pushed me away,

been enough and I would have taken her back to my

started all

the article?” her question pulls me from

“What article?”

picks her phone from the table. She

seat as I look

Ava Sharp while entering a mom

second child? Stay tuned as

pregnant and if she is, when it happened given they’ve

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curse. My hands folding into

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Ava was pregnant. She was

out about the

Dialing

I wait for

she picks up on the

new article about me and Ava circulating, I want it

anger.

give me ten

known that if anyone is caught

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

the phone, still

has always been a private person. I was going to protect her privacy

matter what it takes.

going on between you and Ava, Ro?” mom asks

trying to find the answers by staring deep

if the pregnancy rumor was true.

have told

don’t know” I answer her in

with Emma.

talk to her.

her, but what would be

“Partly”

hear her sharp intake of air. I don’t look at her. Afraid of what I’ll see

3/5

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that Ava wasn’t Kate and James‘

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