Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 92
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She deserves better.
Rowan.
My eyes snap open. Rays of light hitting me square in the face. I groan in pain. My head was
pounding as if there was someone using it as a fucking drum.
It takes a while to register that I am in my room, in Gabe’s house. It’s something we both did. He
has a room at my house, and I have one in his.
Groaning, I stand up and head to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and step under it. Using my
hands for support, I lean against the wall and try to put my jumbled thoughts in order. I don’t
remember much of last night except drinking.
Fuck! How the hell did I get here? How is it possible that I fell in love with Ava and didn’t realize it
sooner?
The moment the realization hit me, I went straight to the club. I rarely get drunk. I promised
myself not to ever get butt drunk after Noah was born. Normally, I just take a class or two, and
that’s enough. Yesterday, though, I needed it. I needed it badly.
There is no remedy for what I was feeling. No fucking cure. How do you even begin to deal with
the realization that you love the woman that you hated? The same woman you spent nine fucking
years hurting?
I sigh and get out of the bathroom. Feeling like I have aged at least thirty years. I haven’t been this
out of sorts in years.
After getting dressed, I head downstairs. I find Gabe having breakfast.
“Where is June?” I ask, referring to his housekeeper.
“She’s made us breakfast and left. She said that she wanted an early start to the market so she
could get fresh veggies.”
June had a thing against buying from grocery stores. For some reason, she believed that they
weren’t as fresh or organic as they wanted us to believe. She buys all vegetables, fruits, meat,
eggs, and milk from the local market, which is owned by a bunch of farmers.
“How are you feeling?” Gabe asks as I pour myself some coffee.
“Like I’ve been hit by a truck.”
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Ava, part of me wanted to rush back to her house and tell her immediately. I would have if my rational
me
new awareness, I was
but also knowing that
yesterday,” Gabe begins, “I thought you swore never to get drunk ever again.”
numb the pain. You can’t understand how difficult it was to realize that I love Ava. That all this time I’ve caused her nothing but pain. It
with her all because
and she frowns at me in disapproval. Or when,
it not affect me because I crave her. I follow her around like a damn lost puppy, begging for any scraps of affection she’ll give me. Even if it’s bitterness,
only way to be
hands. What she is dishing out is nothing compared to what I did to her. Yet it still fucking hurts. How the hell did
nine fucking years?
to be completely
she deserves better, but I can’t let her go no matter how I
happen? The last time
asks me, looking puzzled.
sure you were in love
that insisted
he was about that. He wouldn’t
that I wasn’t in love with Ava. I guess he just knows me better than I
I didn’t
you loved Ava, but your insistence at times made me
was wrong.”
only wish is that I had relegalized this sooner. Maybe then it
have been easier to mend
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stare off into space. Lost in the bitter memories. Memories where I
I broke her. My actions
there was nothing
in your shoes” Gabe whistles and I glare at
know when it happened. When did you fall
the exact time. Maybe it happened when
it’s a recent thing. All I know is that I
frustrated and fucking scared. What a
you love someone!
always there. Probably came after Noah was
you held on to the memory of Emma. She was your first love, so
she was your true love. You can’t live with
wouldn’t even have touched
what I needed from her while still hating her.
say there were times I imagined she was Emma.” I tell him,
treated her. 1
1
you imagine you were fucking Emma because you missed her or because you
that would guard you
Ava because you felt that enjoying S** with her would be a betrayal to
that you held on to
the stool completely
I
that. I
the hell I was able
as an escape from what
of my
with and enjoying Ava’s body? It all made sense in my head
starting to realize that Emma was never the love
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In Chapter 92 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 92 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 92 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Chapter 92
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