Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 92
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She deserves better.
Rowan.
My eyes snap open. Rays of light hitting me square in the face. I groan in pain. My head was
pounding as if there was someone using it as a fucking drum.
It takes a while to register that I am in my room, in Gabe’s house. It’s something we both did. He
has a room at my house, and I have one in his.
Groaning, I stand up and head to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and step under it. Using my
hands for support, I lean against the wall and try to put my jumbled thoughts in order. I don’t
remember much of last night except drinking.
Fuck! How the hell did I get here? How is it possible that I fell in love with Ava and didn’t realize it
sooner?
The moment the realization hit me, I went straight to the club. I rarely get drunk. I promised
myself not to ever get butt drunk after Noah was born. Normally, I just take a class or two, and
that’s enough. Yesterday, though, I needed it. I needed it badly.
There is no remedy for what I was feeling. No fucking cure. How do you even begin to deal with
the realization that you love the woman that you hated? The same woman you spent nine fucking
years hurting?
I sigh and get out of the bathroom. Feeling like I have aged at least thirty years. I haven’t been this
out of sorts in years.
After getting dressed, I head downstairs. I find Gabe having breakfast.
“Where is June?” I ask, referring to his housekeeper.
“She’s made us breakfast and left. She said that she wanted an early start to the market so she
could get fresh veggies.”
June had a thing against buying from grocery stores. For some reason, she believed that they
weren’t as fresh or organic as they wanted us to believe. She buys all vegetables, fruits, meat,
eggs, and milk from the local market, which is owned by a bunch of farmers.
“How are you feeling?” Gabe asks as I pour myself some coffee.
“Like I’ve been hit by a truck.”
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to her house and tell her immediately. I would have
believed me at
with this new awareness, I was
but also knowing
thought you swore never to get
the pain. You can’t understand how difficult it was to realize that I love Ava. That all this time I’ve caused her nothing but pain. It
with her all
pick Noah up, and she frowns at me in disapproval. Or when, at times, she looks
it, trying to let it not affect me because I crave her. I follow her around like a damn lost puppy, begging for any scraps of affection she’ll give me. Even if
way to be near
never thought of what she went through at my hands. What she is dishing out is nothing compared to what I did to her. Yet it still fucking hurts. How the
nine fucking years?
to do with me. Wants me to be completely out of
better, but I can’t let her go no matter how
that happen? The last time I
asks me, looking puzzled.
you were in love
that insisted that
that. He wouldn’t let it go, even after I told
wasn’t in love with Ava. I guess he just knows me better than I know myself.
didn’t want to
telling me you loved Ava, but your insistence at times made me doubt
was wrong.”
were fucking right. My only wish is that I had relegalized this sooner. Maybe then it
to mend what I
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space. Lost in the bitter memories. Memories where I had her, but
her I ruined her. I broke her. My actions and words chipped at
there was
don’t wish to be in your shoes” Gabe whistles and I glare at him. “But you
it
don’t know. I can’t pinpoint the exact time. Maybe it happened
recent thing. All I know is that I love
was frustrated and fucking scared. What a lousy
you love someone!
was always there. Probably came after Noah was born. I
held on to the memory of Emma. She was your first
was your true love. You can’t live with someone for nine years
have touched her if you didn’t feel something
is a biological process. I just got what I needed from her while still hating
times I imagined she was Emma.” I tell
treated her. 1
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were fucking Emma because you missed her or
that would guard you from
and Ava because you felt that enjoying S** with her would be a betrayal
of Emma that you held on to
on the stool
I
that. I admit
to her; otherwise, how would I explain how the
and I used Emma as
already betrayed the love of my life once; how
again by sleeping with and enjoying Ava’s body? It all made sense in my head then, but
that Emma was never the love of my fucking
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In Chapter 92 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 92 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 92 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Chapter 92
Ex-Husband’s Regret Chapter 92