Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 92
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She deserves better.
Rowan.
My eyes snap open. Rays of light hitting me square in the face. I groan in pain. My head was
pounding as if there was someone using it as a fucking drum.
It takes a while to register that I am in my room, in Gabe’s house. It’s something we both did. He
has a room at my house, and I have one in his.
Groaning, I stand up and head to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and step under it. Using my
hands for support, I lean against the wall and try to put my jumbled thoughts in order. I don’t
remember much of last night except drinking.
Fuck! How the hell did I get here? How is it possible that I fell in love with Ava and didn’t realize it
sooner?
The moment the realization hit me, I went straight to the club. I rarely get drunk. I promised
myself not to ever get butt drunk after Noah was born. Normally, I just take a class or two, and
that’s enough. Yesterday, though, I needed it. I needed it badly.
There is no remedy for what I was feeling. No fucking cure. How do you even begin to deal with
the realization that you love the woman that you hated? The same woman you spent nine fucking
years hurting?
I sigh and get out of the bathroom. Feeling like I have aged at least thirty years. I haven’t been this
out of sorts in years.
After getting dressed, I head downstairs. I find Gabe having breakfast.
“Where is June?” I ask, referring to his housekeeper.
“She’s made us breakfast and left. She said that she wanted an early start to the market so she
could get fresh veggies.”
June had a thing against buying from grocery stores. For some reason, she believed that they
weren’t as fresh or organic as they wanted us to believe. She buys all vegetables, fruits, meat,
eggs, and milk from the local market, which is owned by a bunch of farmers.
“How are you feeling?” Gabe asks as I pour myself some coffee.
“Like I’ve been hit by a truck.”
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wanted to rush back to her house and tell her immediately. I would have if my rational side hadn’t won. It was too soon to tell her.
believed me
awareness, I was fucking terrified. Is this
feel? Loving me but also knowing that I hate
“I thought you swore never to get drunk ever
needed it. I needed to numb the pain. You can’t understand how difficult it was to realize that I love Ava. That all this time I’ve caused her nothing but pain. It was
my chance with her all because I couldn’t let go
Noah up, and she frowns at me in disapproval. Or when,
her. I follow her around like a damn lost puppy,
the only way to be near
through at my hands. What she is dishing out is nothing compared to what I did to her.
nine fucking years?
with me. Wants me to be completely out of her life for good.
she deserves better, but I can’t let her go no matter
that happen? The last time I
asks me, looking puzzled.
sure you were in love with
weren’t you the one that insisted that I
wouldn’t let it go, even
with Ava. I guess he just knows me better than I know
didn’t want
but your insistence at times made me doubt that
was wrong.”
My only wish is that I had relegalized
easier to
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stare off into space. Lost in the bitter memories. Memories where I had
actions and
until there
whistles
to know when it happened. When did you fall
Maybe
it’s a recent thing. All I know is that I love
my hair. I was frustrated and fucking scared. What a lousy time to
you love someone!
Probably came after Noah was born. I also think you
held on to the memory of
true love. You can’t live with someone for
know you, Ro. You wouldn’t even have touched her if
is a biological process. I just got what I needed from her while still
she was Emma.” I tell him, feeling sick to
treated her. 1
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you imagine you were fucking Emma because you missed
that would guard you from enjoying
you and Ava because you felt that enjoying
that you held on to for dear
sit on the stool
I
it like that.
her; otherwise, how would I explain how the hell I
Emma as an escape from what I truly felt
the love of my life once; how then
with and enjoying Ava’s body? It all made sense in my head then,
Emma was never the love of my
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In Chapter 92 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 92 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 92 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Chapter 92
Ex-Husband’s Regret Chapter 92