Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 92
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She deserves better.
Rowan.
My eyes snap open. Rays of light hitting me square in the face. I groan in pain. My head was
pounding as if there was someone using it as a fucking drum.
It takes a while to register that I am in my room, in Gabe’s house. It’s something we both did. He
has a room at my house, and I have one in his.
Groaning, I stand up and head to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and step under it. Using my
hands for support, I lean against the wall and try to put my jumbled thoughts in order. I don’t
remember much of last night except drinking.
Fuck! How the hell did I get here? How is it possible that I fell in love with Ava and didn’t realize it
sooner?
The moment the realization hit me, I went straight to the club. I rarely get drunk. I promised
myself not to ever get butt drunk after Noah was born. Normally, I just take a class or two, and
that’s enough. Yesterday, though, I needed it. I needed it badly.
There is no remedy for what I was feeling. No fucking cure. How do you even begin to deal with
the realization that you love the woman that you hated? The same woman you spent nine fucking
years hurting?
I sigh and get out of the bathroom. Feeling like I have aged at least thirty years. I haven’t been this
out of sorts in years.
After getting dressed, I head downstairs. I find Gabe having breakfast.
“Where is June?” I ask, referring to his housekeeper.
“She’s made us breakfast and left. She said that she wanted an early start to the market so she
could get fresh veggies.”
June had a thing against buying from grocery stores. For some reason, she believed that they
weren’t as fresh or organic as they wanted us to believe. She buys all vegetables, fruits, meat,
eggs, and milk from the local market, which is owned by a bunch of farmers.
“How are you feeling?” Gabe asks as I pour myself some coffee.
“Like I’ve been hit by a truck.”
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house and tell her immediately. I would have if my rational side
me
been scared, but with this new awareness, I was fucking terrified. Is this how she used
feel? Loving me but also knowing that I
begins, “I thought you swore never to get
I needed to numb the pain. You can’t understand how difficult it was to realize that I
I may have lost my chance with her all because I couldn’t let go
frowns at me in
crave her. I follow her around like a damn lost puppy, begging for any scraps of affection she’ll give
way to be
what she went through at my hands. What she is dishing out is nothing compared to what I did to her. Yet it still fucking hurts.
nine fucking years?
do with me. Wants me to be completely out of her life for
I can’t let her go no matter how
The
asks me, looking puzzled.
you were in love
insisted that
wouldn’t let it go,
in love with Ava. I guess he just knows me better than I know myself. He
didn’t want
telling me you loved Ava, but your insistence
was wrong.”
right. My only wish is that I had relegalized this sooner. Maybe then
been easier to mend what
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in the bitter memories. Memories where I had her, but instead
actions and words chipped at her heart
until there
whistles and I glare at him.
want to know when it happened. When did you fall for her?”
don’t know. I can’t pinpoint the exact time. Maybe it happened when
I know is that I love
my hand through my hair. I was frustrated and fucking scared. What
you love someone!
was always there. Probably came after Noah was born. I also think you didn’t
memory of Emma.
You can’t live with someone for nine years
know you, Ro. You wouldn’t even have touched her if you didn’t feel something for
just got what I
was Emma.” I tell him, feeling
treated her. 1
1
you were fucking Emma because you missed her or
to hold you back? Something that would guard
enjoying S** with her would
that you held on to for dear life?”
on the
I
that. I
I explain how the hell I was able to get
used Emma as an escape from what I
had already betrayed the love of my life once; how then could I
and enjoying Ava’s body? It all made sense in my head then, but
realize that Emma was never the
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In Chapter 92 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 92 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 92 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
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