Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 92
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She deserves better.
Rowan.
My eyes snap open. Rays of light hitting me square in the face. I groan in pain. My head was
pounding as if there was someone using it as a fucking drum.
It takes a while to register that I am in my room, in Gabe’s house. It’s something we both did. He
has a room at my house, and I have one in his.
Groaning, I stand up and head to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and step under it. Using my
hands for support, I lean against the wall and try to put my jumbled thoughts in order. I don’t
remember much of last night except drinking.
Fuck! How the hell did I get here? How is it possible that I fell in love with Ava and didn’t realize it
sooner?
The moment the realization hit me, I went straight to the club. I rarely get drunk. I promised
myself not to ever get butt drunk after Noah was born. Normally, I just take a class or two, and
that’s enough. Yesterday, though, I needed it. I needed it badly.
There is no remedy for what I was feeling. No fucking cure. How do you even begin to deal with
the realization that you love the woman that you hated? The same woman you spent nine fucking
years hurting?
I sigh and get out of the bathroom. Feeling like I have aged at least thirty years. I haven’t been this
out of sorts in years.
After getting dressed, I head downstairs. I find Gabe having breakfast.
“Where is June?” I ask, referring to his housekeeper.
“She’s made us breakfast and left. She said that she wanted an early start to the market so she
could get fresh veggies.”
June had a thing against buying from grocery stores. For some reason, she believed that they
weren’t as fresh or organic as they wanted us to believe. She buys all vegetables, fruits, meat,
eggs, and milk from the local market, which is owned by a bunch of farmers.
“How are you feeling?” Gabe asks as I pour myself some coffee.
“Like I’ve been hit by a truck.”
+16 BONUS
to rush back to her house and tell her immediately. I would have if my rational side hadn’t won. It was too soon
me at
been scared, but with this new awareness, I was fucking
feel? Loving me but also knowing that I
“I thought you swore never to get
to realize that I
I may have lost my chance with her
it every time I show up to pick Noah up, and she frowns at me in disapproval. Or when, at times, she looks at me with nothing
because I crave her. I follow her around like a damn lost puppy, begging for any scraps of affection she’ll give me. Even if it’s bitterness, I take it
way to be near
of what she went through at my hands. What she is dishing out is nothing compared to what I did to her. Yet it still fucking hurts. How the hell did she survive me for
nine fucking years?
me to be completely out of her life for good. I want
that because she deserves better, but I can’t let her go no matter how I fucking
did that happen? The last
asks me, looking puzzled.
you were in love with Emma.”
but weren’t you the one that insisted that I had suppressed feelings
adamant he was about that. He wouldn’t
he just knows me better than I know
didn’t want
loved Ava, but your insistence at times
was wrong.”
is that
been easier to mend
+15 BONUS
the bitter memories. Memories where I had her, but instead of
My actions and words chipped at her heart slowly by
there was nothing
to be in your shoes” Gabe whistles and I
to know when it happened. When did
time. Maybe it happened when we were still married,
recent thing. All I
frustrated and fucking scared. What a lousy
you love someone!
it was always there. Probably came after Noah was born. I also think you
memory of Emma. She was your first love, so you
was your true love. You can’t live with someone for nine years and not feel
I know you, Ro. You wouldn’t even have touched her if you didn’t feel something for
just got what I
Emma.” I tell him, feeling sick to the core
treated her. 1
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Did you imagine you were fucking Emma because you missed her or because you
you back? Something that
felt that enjoying S** with her would be a
you held on to for
on the stool
I
about it like that. I admit I
how would I explain how the hell I was able to get it up and
used Emma as an escape from what I truly felt
betrayed the love of my life once; how then
enjoying Ava’s body? It all made sense in my head then,
starting to realize that Emma was never the love of
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