Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 92
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She deserves better.
Rowan.
My eyes snap open. Rays of light hitting me square in the face. I groan in pain. My head was
pounding as if there was someone using it as a fucking drum.
It takes a while to register that I am in my room, in Gabe’s house. It’s something we both did. He
has a room at my house, and I have one in his.
Groaning, I stand up and head to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and step under it. Using my
hands for support, I lean against the wall and try to put my jumbled thoughts in order. I don’t
remember much of last night except drinking.
Fuck! How the hell did I get here? How is it possible that I fell in love with Ava and didn’t realize it
sooner?
The moment the realization hit me, I went straight to the club. I rarely get drunk. I promised
myself not to ever get butt drunk after Noah was born. Normally, I just take a class or two, and
that’s enough. Yesterday, though, I needed it. I needed it badly.
There is no remedy for what I was feeling. No fucking cure. How do you even begin to deal with
the realization that you love the woman that you hated? The same woman you spent nine fucking
years hurting?
I sigh and get out of the bathroom. Feeling like I have aged at least thirty years. I haven’t been this
out of sorts in years.
After getting dressed, I head downstairs. I find Gabe having breakfast.
“Where is June?” I ask, referring to his housekeeper.
“She’s made us breakfast and left. She said that she wanted an early start to the market so she
could get fresh veggies.”
June had a thing against buying from grocery stores. For some reason, she believed that they
weren’t as fresh or organic as they wanted us to believe. She buys all vegetables, fruits, meat,
eggs, and milk from the local market, which is owned by a bunch of farmers.
“How are you feeling?” Gabe asks as I pour myself some coffee.
“Like I’ve been hit by a truck.”
+16 BONUS
Ava, part of me wanted to rush back to her house and tell her immediately. I would have if
believed me
been scared, but with this new awareness, I
Loving me but also knowing
thought you swore never
know, but I needed it. I needed to numb the pain. You can’t understand how difficult it was to realize that I love Ava. That all this time I’ve caused her nothing but pain. It was suffocating me
her all because I couldn’t let go of my
it every time I show up to pick Noah up, and she frowns at me in disapproval.
her. I follow her around like a damn lost puppy, begging for any scraps of affection she’ll give
way
What she is dishing out is nothing compared to what I did to her. Yet it still fucking hurts. How the hell did she survive me
nine fucking years?
with me. Wants me to be completely out of her
deserves better, but I can’t let her go no matter how
that happen? The
asks me, looking puzzled.
were in love with Emma.”
that insisted
about that. He wouldn’t
love with Ava. I guess he just knows
I didn’t want
gut was telling me you loved Ava, but your insistence at times made
was wrong.”
My only wish is that I
have been easier to mend
+15 BONUS
Lost in the bitter memories. Memories where I had
actions and words chipped
there was
be in your shoes” Gabe whistles and
I want to know when it
don’t know. I can’t pinpoint the exact time. Maybe it happened when we were still married,
recent thing. All I know is that
hand through my hair. I was frustrated and fucking scared. What
you love someone!
came after Noah was
the memory of Emma.
with someone for nine years and
even have touched her if you didn’t feel something
process. I just got what I needed from her while still hating her. I
I imagined she was Emma.” I tell him, feeling sick to
treated her. 1
1
were fucking Emma because you missed
you back? Something that
you and Ava because you felt that enjoying S** with her would be
that you held on to
sit on the stool completely
I
like that. I
otherwise, how would I explain how the hell I was able
was right, and I used Emma as an escape from what
betrayed the love of my life once; how then could I
and enjoying Ava’s body? It all made sense in my head
was never the love of
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In Chapter 92 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 92 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 92 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
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