Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 92
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She deserves better.
Rowan.
My eyes snap open. Rays of light hitting me square in the face. I groan in pain. My head was
pounding as if there was someone using it as a fucking drum.
It takes a while to register that I am in my room, in Gabe’s house. It’s something we both did. He
has a room at my house, and I have one in his.
Groaning, I stand up and head to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and step under it. Using my
hands for support, I lean against the wall and try to put my jumbled thoughts in order. I don’t
remember much of last night except drinking.
Fuck! How the hell did I get here? How is it possible that I fell in love with Ava and didn’t realize it
sooner?
The moment the realization hit me, I went straight to the club. I rarely get drunk. I promised
myself not to ever get butt drunk after Noah was born. Normally, I just take a class or two, and
that’s enough. Yesterday, though, I needed it. I needed it badly.
There is no remedy for what I was feeling. No fucking cure. How do you even begin to deal with
the realization that you love the woman that you hated? The same woman you spent nine fucking
years hurting?
I sigh and get out of the bathroom. Feeling like I have aged at least thirty years. I haven’t been this
out of sorts in years.
After getting dressed, I head downstairs. I find Gabe having breakfast.
“Where is June?” I ask, referring to his housekeeper.
“She’s made us breakfast and left. She said that she wanted an early start to the market so she
could get fresh veggies.”
June had a thing against buying from grocery stores. For some reason, she believed that they
weren’t as fresh or organic as they wanted us to believe. She buys all vegetables, fruits, meat,
eggs, and milk from the local market, which is owned by a bunch of farmers.
“How are you feeling?” Gabe asks as I pour myself some coffee.
“Like I’ve been hit by a truck.”
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rush back to her house and tell her immediately. I would have if my rational side hadn’t won. It was too soon to tell her. She
me at
awareness, I was fucking terrified. Is this
but also knowing that I hate
“I thought you swore never to
I needed it. I needed to numb the pain. You can’t understand how difficult it was to realize that I love Ava. That all this time I’ve
may have lost my chance with her all because I couldn’t let go of my
pretend I don’t notice it every time I show up to pick Noah up, and she frowns at me in disapproval.
I follow her around like a damn lost puppy, begging for any scraps of affection she’ll give
the only way to be near
to what I did to her. Yet it still fucking hurts. How the hell did she survive me
nine fucking years?
with me. Wants me to be completely out of her
because she deserves better, but I can’t let her go no matter how I fucking
The last time I
asks me, looking puzzled.
in
insisted
about that. He wouldn’t let it go, even
I wasn’t in love with Ava. I guess he just
didn’t want to
gut was telling me you loved Ava, but your insistence at times made me doubt that maybe
was wrong.”
only wish is that I
easier to mend what I
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the bitter memories. Memories where I had her, but
ruined her. I broke her. My actions and words chipped at her heart slowly by
until there was
shoes” Gabe whistles and I glare at him. “But
me. I want to know when it happened.
I can’t pinpoint the exact time. Maybe it happened when we were still
it’s a recent thing. All I know is that I love her
my hand through my hair. I was frustrated and fucking scared. What
you love someone!
it was always there. Probably came after Noah was born. I also
her because you held on to the memory
true love. You can’t live with someone for nine
You wouldn’t even have touched
a biological process. I just got what I needed
I imagined she was Emma.” I tell him, feeling sick to
treated her. 1
1
you imagine you were fucking Emma
back? Something that would guard you from enjoying
enjoying S** with her would be a betrayal
that you held on
on the stool
I
it like that. I admit
I explain how the hell
used Emma as an escape from what I
betrayed the love of my life once; how then could I
by sleeping with and enjoying Ava’s body? It all made sense in my
was never the love of
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In Chapter 92 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 92 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 92 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Chapter 92
Ex-Husband’s Regret Chapter 92