Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 92
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She deserves better.
Rowan.
My eyes snap open. Rays of light hitting me square in the face. I groan in pain. My head was
pounding as if there was someone using it as a fucking drum.
It takes a while to register that I am in my room, in Gabe’s house. It’s something we both did. He
has a room at my house, and I have one in his.
Groaning, I stand up and head to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and step under it. Using my
hands for support, I lean against the wall and try to put my jumbled thoughts in order. I don’t
remember much of last night except drinking.
Fuck! How the hell did I get here? How is it possible that I fell in love with Ava and didn’t realize it
sooner?
The moment the realization hit me, I went straight to the club. I rarely get drunk. I promised
myself not to ever get butt drunk after Noah was born. Normally, I just take a class or two, and
that’s enough. Yesterday, though, I needed it. I needed it badly.
There is no remedy for what I was feeling. No fucking cure. How do you even begin to deal with
the realization that you love the woman that you hated? The same woman you spent nine fucking
years hurting?
I sigh and get out of the bathroom. Feeling like I have aged at least thirty years. I haven’t been this
out of sorts in years.
After getting dressed, I head downstairs. I find Gabe having breakfast.
“Where is June?” I ask, referring to his housekeeper.
“She’s made us breakfast and left. She said that she wanted an early start to the market so she
could get fresh veggies.”
June had a thing against buying from grocery stores. For some reason, she believed that they
weren’t as fresh or organic as they wanted us to believe. She buys all vegetables, fruits, meat,
eggs, and milk from the local market, which is owned by a bunch of farmers.
“How are you feeling?” Gabe asks as I pour myself some coffee.
“Like I’ve been hit by a truck.”
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tell her immediately. I would have if my rational side hadn’t won. It was too soon to tell her. She
believed me at
with this new awareness, I was
also knowing
begins, “I thought you swore never to get drunk ever
needed to numb the pain. You can’t understand how difficult it was to realize that I love Ava. That all this time I’ve caused her nothing but pain. It was suffocating
my chance with her all because I couldn’t let
time I show up to pick Noah up, and she frowns at me
a damn lost puppy, begging for any scraps
way to
thought of what she went through at my hands. What she is dishing out is nothing compared to what I did to her. Yet it still fucking hurts.
nine fucking years?
me to be
can’t let her go no matter how I fucking
The last
asks me, looking puzzled.
sure you were in love with
weren’t you the one that insisted that I had suppressed feelings
He wouldn’t let it go,
guess he just knows me better than I know myself. He
I didn’t
but your insistence at times made me doubt that maybe
was wrong.”
fucking right. My only wish is that
been easier to
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off into space. Lost in the bitter memories. Memories where I had
ruined her. I broke her. My actions and words
there
honestly don’t wish to be in your shoes” Gabe whistles and I glare at him. “But you still
want to know when it happened. When did you fall for
the exact time. Maybe it happened
I know
I was frustrated and fucking scared. What a
you love someone!
always there. Probably came after Noah
on to the memory of Emma. She was
with someone for nine years and not feel a
Ro. You wouldn’t even have touched
I needed from
times I imagined she was Emma.” I tell him,
treated her. 1
1
you imagine you were fucking Emma because you missed her
that would guard
Ava because you felt that enjoying S** with her would be a betrayal
Emma that you held on to for dear life?”
on the stool
I
that. I
how the hell I was able to get it up
was right, and I used Emma as an escape from what I truly
my head, I had already betrayed the love of my life once; how then could I betray
sleeping with and enjoying Ava’s body? It all made sense in my head then,
that Emma was never the love of my fucking
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In Chapter 92 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 92 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 92 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Chapter 92
Ex-Husband’s Regret Chapter 92