Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 92
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She deserves better.
Rowan.
My eyes snap open. Rays of light hitting me square in the face. I groan in pain. My head was
pounding as if there was someone using it as a fucking drum.
It takes a while to register that I am in my room, in Gabe’s house. It’s something we both did. He
has a room at my house, and I have one in his.
Groaning, I stand up and head to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and step under it. Using my
hands for support, I lean against the wall and try to put my jumbled thoughts in order. I don’t
remember much of last night except drinking.
Fuck! How the hell did I get here? How is it possible that I fell in love with Ava and didn’t realize it
sooner?
The moment the realization hit me, I went straight to the club. I rarely get drunk. I promised
myself not to ever get butt drunk after Noah was born. Normally, I just take a class or two, and
that’s enough. Yesterday, though, I needed it. I needed it badly.
There is no remedy for what I was feeling. No fucking cure. How do you even begin to deal with
the realization that you love the woman that you hated? The same woman you spent nine fucking
years hurting?
I sigh and get out of the bathroom. Feeling like I have aged at least thirty years. I haven’t been this
out of sorts in years.
After getting dressed, I head downstairs. I find Gabe having breakfast.
“Where is June?” I ask, referring to his housekeeper.
“She’s made us breakfast and left. She said that she wanted an early start to the market so she
could get fresh veggies.”
June had a thing against buying from grocery stores. For some reason, she believed that they
weren’t as fresh or organic as they wanted us to believe. She buys all vegetables, fruits, meat,
eggs, and milk from the local market, which is owned by a bunch of farmers.
“How are you feeling?” Gabe asks as I pour myself some coffee.
“Like I’ve been hit by a truck.”
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tell her immediately. I would have if my rational side hadn’t
believed me at
with this new awareness, I was fucking terrified. Is this how she
feel? Loving me but also knowing that
Gabe begins, “I thought you swore never to get
it. I needed to numb the pain. You can’t understand how difficult it was to realize that I love Ava. That all this time I’ve caused her nothing but pain. It was suffocating
have lost my chance with her all because I couldn’t let go
pick Noah up, and she frowns at me in disapproval. Or when, at times, she looks at
it, trying to let it not affect me because I crave her. I follow her around like a damn lost puppy, begging for any scraps of
way to
What she is dishing out is nothing compared to what I did to her. Yet it still fucking hurts. How the hell did she survive me for
nine fucking years?
with me. Wants me to be completely out of her life for
deserves better, but I can’t let her go no matter how I fucking
that happen? The last time I
asks me, looking puzzled.
you were in
insisted that I had suppressed feelings
he was about that. He wouldn’t let it go, even after I told
wasn’t in love with Ava. I guess he just knows me better
I didn’t want to
but your insistence at
was wrong.”
fucking right. My only wish is that I had relegalized this sooner. Maybe
have been easier to mend
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memories. Memories
her. I broke her. My actions and words chipped at her
until there was nothing
Gabe whistles and I glare
to know when it happened. When did
pinpoint the exact time. Maybe it happened when we were still married,
recent thing. All I know is that I love
frustrated and fucking scared. What a
you love someone!
was always there. Probably came after Noah was born. I also
because you held on to the memory of Emma. She was your
true love. You can’t live with someone for nine years and not
You wouldn’t even have touched her if you
got what I needed from her while still hating her. I
Emma.” I tell him, feeling sick
treated her. 1
1
you imagine you were fucking Emma
you back? Something that would guard you from enjoying the
felt that enjoying S**
of Emma that you held
on the stool completely
I
like that. I admit
how would I explain how the hell I was able to get it up
Emma as an escape
betrayed the love of my life once; how then could I
with and enjoying Ava’s body? It all made sense
Emma was never the love of my fucking
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In Chapter 92 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 92 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 92 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
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Ex-Husband’s Regret Chapter 92