Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 92
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She deserves better.
Rowan.
My eyes snap open. Rays of light hitting me square in the face. I groan in pain. My head was
pounding as if there was someone using it as a fucking drum.
It takes a while to register that I am in my room, in Gabe’s house. It’s something we both did. He
has a room at my house, and I have one in his.
Groaning, I stand up and head to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and step under it. Using my
hands for support, I lean against the wall and try to put my jumbled thoughts in order. I don’t
remember much of last night except drinking.
Fuck! How the hell did I get here? How is it possible that I fell in love with Ava and didn’t realize it
sooner?
The moment the realization hit me, I went straight to the club. I rarely get drunk. I promised
myself not to ever get butt drunk after Noah was born. Normally, I just take a class or two, and
that’s enough. Yesterday, though, I needed it. I needed it badly.
There is no remedy for what I was feeling. No fucking cure. How do you even begin to deal with
the realization that you love the woman that you hated? The same woman you spent nine fucking
years hurting?
I sigh and get out of the bathroom. Feeling like I have aged at least thirty years. I haven’t been this
out of sorts in years.
After getting dressed, I head downstairs. I find Gabe having breakfast.
“Where is June?” I ask, referring to his housekeeper.
“She’s made us breakfast and left. She said that she wanted an early start to the market so she
could get fresh veggies.”
June had a thing against buying from grocery stores. For some reason, she believed that they
weren’t as fresh or organic as they wanted us to believe. She buys all vegetables, fruits, meat,
eggs, and milk from the local market, which is owned by a bunch of farmers.
“How are you feeling?” Gabe asks as I pour myself some coffee.
“Like I’ve been hit by a truck.”
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wanted to rush back to her house and tell her immediately. I would have if my rational side hadn’t won. It was too soon to tell her. She wouldn’t
me at
awareness, I was fucking terrified. Is this
Loving me but also knowing that
you swore never to get
know, but I needed it. I needed to numb the pain. You can’t understand how difficult it was to realize that I love
that I may have lost my chance with her all because I
it every time I show up to pick Noah up, and she frowns at me in
I follow her around like a damn lost
the only way to
through at my hands. What she is dishing out is nothing compared to what I did to her. Yet it still fucking hurts.
nine fucking years?
be completely out of her life for good. I want to
that because she deserves better, but I can’t let her
did that happen? The
asks me, looking puzzled.
were in
one that insisted that I had
that. He wouldn’t let it go, even after I told him
in love with Ava. I guess he just knows me better than I know myself. He
didn’t want
was telling me you loved Ava, but your insistence at times
was wrong.”
only wish is that I had
been easier to
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in the bitter memories.
her I ruined her. I broke her. My actions and words chipped
until there was nothing
wish to be in your shoes” Gabe whistles and I glare
me. I want to know when it happened. When did you
I can’t pinpoint the exact time. Maybe it
I know is that I love her
hand through my hair. I was frustrated and fucking scared. What a lousy time to
you love someone!
after Noah was born. I also think you
to love her because you held on to the memory of Emma. She was your first
You can’t live with someone for nine years and
have
biological process. I just got what I needed from
she was Emma.” I tell him, feeling sick to the core at
treated her. 1
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you imagine you were fucking Emma because you missed her or because
back? Something that would guard you from
Ava because you felt that enjoying
Emma that you held on to for dear
sit on the
I
about it like that. I admit I
to her; otherwise, how would I explain how the hell I was able to get it up
right, and I used Emma as
had already betrayed the love of my life once; how then could I betray her
by sleeping with and enjoying Ava’s body? It all made sense in my
realize that Emma was never the love
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In Chapter 92 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 92 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 92 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
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