Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 92
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She deserves better.
Rowan.
My eyes snap open. Rays of light hitting me square in the face. I groan in pain. My head was
pounding as if there was someone using it as a fucking drum.
It takes a while to register that I am in my room, in Gabe’s house. It’s something we both did. He
has a room at my house, and I have one in his.
Groaning, I stand up and head to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and step under it. Using my
hands for support, I lean against the wall and try to put my jumbled thoughts in order. I don’t
remember much of last night except drinking.
Fuck! How the hell did I get here? How is it possible that I fell in love with Ava and didn’t realize it
sooner?
The moment the realization hit me, I went straight to the club. I rarely get drunk. I promised
myself not to ever get butt drunk after Noah was born. Normally, I just take a class or two, and
that’s enough. Yesterday, though, I needed it. I needed it badly.
There is no remedy for what I was feeling. No fucking cure. How do you even begin to deal with
the realization that you love the woman that you hated? The same woman you spent nine fucking
years hurting?
I sigh and get out of the bathroom. Feeling like I have aged at least thirty years. I haven’t been this
out of sorts in years.
After getting dressed, I head downstairs. I find Gabe having breakfast.
“Where is June?” I ask, referring to his housekeeper.
“She’s made us breakfast and left. She said that she wanted an early start to the market so she
could get fresh veggies.”
June had a thing against buying from grocery stores. For some reason, she believed that they
weren’t as fresh or organic as they wanted us to believe. She buys all vegetables, fruits, meat,
eggs, and milk from the local market, which is owned by a bunch of farmers.
“How are you feeling?” Gabe asks as I pour myself some coffee.
“Like I’ve been hit by a truck.”
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that I loved Ava, part of me wanted to rush back to her house and tell her immediately. I would have if my rational
believed me
but with this new awareness, I was fucking terrified. Is this
feel? Loving me but also knowing that
swore never
pain. You can’t understand how difficult it was to realize that I love Ava. That all this time I’ve caused her nothing but pain. It was suffocating me
chance with her all because I couldn’t let go of my bitterness”
time I show up to pick Noah up, and she frowns at me in disapproval.
I follow her around like a damn lost puppy, begging for any scraps of
way
of what she went through at my hands. What she is dishing out is nothing compared to
nine fucking years?
to do with me. Wants me to be completely
better, but I can’t let her go no matter
that happen? The last time I
asks me, looking puzzled.
you were in love with
the one that insisted that I had
wouldn’t let
Ava. I guess he just knows me
didn’t
gut was telling me you loved Ava, but your insistence at times made me doubt that maybe
was wrong.”
were fucking right. My only wish is that I had relegalized this sooner. Maybe
to mend
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memories. Memories where I had her, but instead
actions and words
until there was nothing
whistles and I glare at him.
know when it happened. When did
don’t know. I can’t pinpoint the exact time. Maybe it happened when we were still
it’s a recent thing. All I know is that
frustrated and fucking scared. What
you love someone!
after Noah was born. I also think you
her because you held on to the memory of Emma. She was your first love, so you
love. You can’t live with someone for nine years and not
You wouldn’t even have touched her if you didn’t feel something
a biological process. I just got what I
she was Emma.” I tell him, feeling sick to the
treated her. 1
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were fucking Emma because you missed
that would guard you from enjoying the
Ava because you felt that enjoying S** with her
held on to
on the stool completely
I
that. I
I explain how the
Gabe was right, and I used Emma as an escape from what I truly
the love of my life once;
by sleeping with and enjoying Ava’s body? It all made sense in my head then,
starting to realize that Emma was never the
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In Chapter 92 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 92 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 92 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
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