Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0126

Ava.

I’m clearing the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to terms

with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a sibling. Now!

have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing those

close to me away wasn’t doing me any good…

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before sniffing. “I

missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging them.

or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them

down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I

all

“Are you okay now?”

the way, but I will be”

but I was going

of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to

be a good mother.

her.

think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

almost did.

when she doesn’t

shrieks in surprise. “When did you

“About a week ago”

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with Noah, this baby is unexpected and unplanned.

I

or her father right now, but

the surprises fades and

I thought you wouldn’t, given who the

that a baby is a blessing, and this baby is who

recently been through. This baby is your saving grace. He or she came

deep breath

could see it. Everyone could see it. I believe this baby has

has managed to do. Pulling you out of

said and it’s true. It’s because of Noah and this child that

willing to get the help

when I kept pushing you away, you still

I was

thing makes