Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0126

Ava.

I’m clearing the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to terms

with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a sibling. Now!

have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing those

close to me away wasn’t doing me any good…

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before sniffing. “I

missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging them.

I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can

down is usually better than acknowledging

all

“Are you okay now?”

way, but I

plan to do that, but I was

my

I plan to be a good mother. I

her.

shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think

almost did.

I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after

in surprise.

“About a week ago”

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unexpected and unplanned. That won’t stop me from loving him or her

I

another child. I may not like his or her father

the surprises fades and joy fills her

thought you wouldn’t, given

is a blessing, and this

you’ve recently been through. This baby is your saving grace. He or she

a deep breath as emotions clogs

Ava. I could see it. Everyone could see it. I

Pulling

true. It’s because of Noah and this child that I want to

to get the help I

kept pushing you

was close

thing makes me emotional