Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0126

Ava.

I’m clearing the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to terms

with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a sibling. Now!

have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing those

close to me away wasn’t doing me any good…

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before sniffing. “I

missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging them.

or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them

better than acknowledging them. Now

all

“Are you okay now?”

but I will be” I

how I plan to do that, but I was going to

I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to

like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the

her.

those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had

almost did.

I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything

shrieks in surprise. “When

“About a week ago”

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with Noah, this baby is unexpected and unplanned. That won’t

I

or her father right now, but it’s not

me as the

happy about the news. I thought you wouldn’t, given who

blessing, and this baby is who you need to pull you through

your saving grace. He or she

takes a deep breath as

could see it. I believe this baby has done

managed to do. Pulling you out of

think about what she’s said and it’s true. It’s because of Noah and this child that I

to get

I kept pushing you away, you still kept trying. You never gave up

was close

makes me emotional