Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0126

Ava.

I’m clearing the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to terms

with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a sibling. Now!

have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing those

close to me away wasn’t doing me any good…

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before sniffing. “I

missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging them.

I shut down. I try to bury them so that

than acknowledging them. Now I know that isn’t healthy

all

“Are you okay now?”

I will be” I

I plan to do that, but I was going to come out

believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know

be a good

her.

don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I

almost did.

whisper, when she doesn’t say

surprise. “When did

“About a week ago”

11/1

Noah, this baby is unexpected and unplanned. That won’t stop me from loving him or her

I

his or her father

me as the surprises fades and joy fills her

I thought you wouldn’t, given who the father

baby is a blessing, and this

is your saving grace. He or

breath

drowning. Ava. I could see it. Everyone could see it. I believe this baby

managed to do. Pulling you

think about what she’s said and it’s true. It’s because of Noah

willing to get the help I

when I kept pushing you away, you still kept trying.

was

single thing makes me