Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0126

Ava.

I’m clearing the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to terms

with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a sibling. Now!

have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing those

close to me away wasn’t doing me any good…

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before sniffing. “I

missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging them.

I

down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know that

all

“Are you okay now?”

but I will be” I assure

do that, but I was going to come out of

that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not

I plan to be a

her.

those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to

almost did.

she doesn’t

in surprise. “When

“About a week ago”

11/1

and unplanned. That won’t

I

I may not like his or her father right now, but it’s not their

the surprises fades and

news. I thought you wouldn’t, given who the father

blessing, and this baby is who you

through. This baby is your saving grace. He or she came to you just

takes a deep breath as emotions

were drowning. Ava. I could see it. Everyone could see

Pulling you out

she’s said and it’s true. It’s because of Noah and this child

I’m willing to get

Letty. Even when I kept pushing you away, you still

was close to

single thing makes me emotional