Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0149

When I was around her, she rarely smiled. Let alone laugh. If she smiled, it was cold and detached. The fact that someone else was making her laugh was a F***ing hard pill to swallow.

“Yeah, what did Noah say to make you so mad?” Travis jumps in looking at me curiously.

“Nothing. Just some stuff about their new neighbor being cozy in Ava’s house and making her laugh” I

ground out, fisting my hands.

Travis and Gabe look at each other before laughing. I didn’t care though, because my mind was in turmoil. a

The need to punch something or someone was there and it was F***ing strong. All I could see is red.

There was this primal part of me that wanted to scream that she was mine. That no other man should

dare come close to her.

me took me by surprise because I never considered her as mine. She has always just been

The woman w

my F***ing

after their laughter dies down. “It’s not a secret that he wants you and Ava back together. He wanted to see your reaction and from how you’ve reacted it just proves to him that you care about Ava and that you care a lot”

but I can’t. If I was being honest, then I would admit that I was

To laugh a lot around me. I want to be the one in her house helping her set the damn table. Heck, I want to be the

to a stand still. I am Rowan Woods for F***s sake, yet I don’t mind getting down on my knees, with my hands in the dirt to help Ava plant her garden. As long as I was next

those thoughts cross my mind. I never would have imagined wanting anything to do with Ava, but

back?” Travis looks

do I tell him that I can’t connect or comprehend all these feelings that were running amuck in my heart. That the intense feelings I have for Ava now, confused

just didn’t make any F***ing sense. Why now? Why not all those years

a headache. Worst of all, I didn’t have a damn answer to any of

them.

I ignore the questioning looks from my

Noah and the confused look from Kate.

to sort out my head

everyone, but I was wrong.

sitting in the

me, she jumps on her

Rowan, talk to me. Tell me how I can