Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0153

“For pushing. I keep pushing the issue about Rowan not realizing how much it is hurting you. I just want you to be happy and a part of me thinks Rowan is your happiness. You’ve loved him so long that it’s hard

to believe that all of it is gone.”

“Letty…” She was on a rant so she doesn’t give me a chance to speak.

“I want you to have a chance to be happy. You told me that you used to want Rowan to have feelings for. you, but now that it seems he has, you don’t believe it and you’re against it. I just don’t get it”

I sigh. This again?

I was getting tired of hearing them speak about Rowan and his so–called feelings. It grated on my mind every time they did. Rowan didn’t factor in my life and neither did his feelings. He could take them and

shove them up his stuck up ass for all I cared. 1

I’m going to explain it this once and then I never want to hear about this ever again” I breathe before

continuing.

1 loved Rowan and a part of me will probably forever will. Sure, you can’t get over that kind of love but it can be slowly killed by actions from the one you love. Rowan hurt me in so many ways that the love I once had for him turned into poison. A poison that was slowly killing me inside. That love I had became too painful for me, so in order to preserve the little pieces of myself I had, I buried it so deep that it could

never be dug up again”

I feel my heart hurt when I speak of the love I had for Rowan. Like I said, it was probably still there, but it

under years of his cruelty. The pain he inflicted later became

a hand against me, but sometimes I wish he had. Physical wounds were easier

and those inflicted on

in a way I would never wish on my

survive the hurricane that

her sobbing. It hurts me, but I have to

sorry, Ava. I didn’t mean to drench up such painful

happy, but Rowan isn’t the key. If we were never happy in the nine years we were married, what makes

feelings for me except hate, and even if he miraculously developed

I promise never

exhale in relief.

men? Love isn’t for me. Looking at the men I’ve been with, history has taught

had a field day the day I announced I was done with men.

Free S** toys for you” this time her laugh is more robust and I’m glad I was able to draw her from the melancholy feelings she

“Speaking of which…”

had to be a silent partner instead. Just like I had

see no problem with it and I’m sure that Corrine will understand

speak to her

did you buy from the list we sent you like we asked you too?” She

time.

was planning to go after the meeting with my

go..your feedback is very important” she pauses and I

“I have to go, there’s