Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0153

“For pushing. I keep pushing the issue about Rowan not realizing how much it is hurting you. I just want you to be happy and a part of me thinks Rowan is your happiness. You’ve loved him so long that it’s hard

to believe that all of it is gone.”

“Letty…” She was on a rant so she doesn’t give me a chance to speak.

“I want you to have a chance to be happy. You told me that you used to want Rowan to have feelings for. you, but now that it seems he has, you don’t believe it and you’re against it. I just don’t get it”

I sigh. This again?

I was getting tired of hearing them speak about Rowan and his so–called feelings. It grated on my mind every time they did. Rowan didn’t factor in my life and neither did his feelings. He could take them and

shove them up his stuck up ass for all I cared. 1

I’m going to explain it this once and then I never want to hear about this ever again” I breathe before

continuing.

1 loved Rowan and a part of me will probably forever will. Sure, you can’t get over that kind of love but it can be slowly killed by actions from the one you love. Rowan hurt me in so many ways that the love I once had for him turned into poison. A poison that was slowly killing me inside. That love I had became too painful for me, so in order to preserve the little pieces of myself I had, I buried it so deep that it could

never be dug up again”

I feel my heart hurt when I speak of the love I had for Rowan. Like I said, it was probably still there, but it

The pain he

lifted a hand against me, but sometimes I wish

the mental one and those inflicted on the

on my worst enemy. Burying that love was the

survive the hurricane

hurts me, but I have to make her

mean to drench up such painful

know, Letty and I know you want me to be happy, but Rowan isn’t the key. If we were never

feelings for me except hate, and even if he miraculously developed

never to mention it

exhale in

I swore off men? Love isn’t for me. Looking at the men I’ve been with, history has taught me I have horrible taste when

laugh. She had a field day the day I announced I was

her laugh is more robust and I’m glad I was able to draw her from the melancholy feelings she had.

“Speaking of which…”

Explaining to her why I had to be a

understand. I see no problem with it

to

sent you like we asked you too?” She asks

time.

to go after the meeting with

you better get your butt up and go..your feedback is very important”

“I have to