Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0156

Rowan

Fuck! I watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big time.

I

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when I saw

her almost n*ked b*dy.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away that I

realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for F***s sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her n*ked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t F***ing explain it, but it was. It was like I was

seeing her for the first time.

Our S** life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I sough Intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma.

hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava. Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the

couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have brought myself to do it even if I wanted

The intensity at which I’d wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my

of her S**y little b*dy out of my F***ing mind. Or the

hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire F***ing life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me. it

room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to escape the memories, but also the

designer. Mom had bought some toy for Noah online and she’d wanted me to pick it up for her.

was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what

because now I’m F***ing sure

I drive off.

hard to breathe. Everything inside me was colled and

get to the house in record time. Picking up the toy, I head on inside. I

going to my club to get myself a F***ing drink.

did you get it?” mom asks looking up from the sofa she was

my head. Gritting my molars against

always, a mother knows when something is right. When her child is struggling.

wrong?” she asks frowning.

to heart man but for a F***ing moment I think of talking to her. I stop myself

can I tell her that the woman we’ve spent almost a decade hating, now has me all tied up in knots? That she’s all I think about

tell her that if Ava hadn’t pushed me away, I would have probably F***ed her in the changing room? That it wouldn’t have been enough and I

the article?” her question pulls