Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0156

Rowan

Fuck! I watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big time.

I

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when I saw

her almost n*ked b*dy.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away that I

realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for F***s sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her n*ked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t F***ing explain it, but it was. It was like I was

seeing her for the first time.

Our S** life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I sough Intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma.

touched Ava. Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to push it back

I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have brought

strands in frustration: The intensity at which I’d wanted Ava a few minutes

mind. Or the image I had of moving her panties to

hadn’t even seen her whole b*dy yet I was F***ing hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

filling my bones. I was not only trying to escape the memories, but also the need that

an exclusive designer. Mom had bought some toy

as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked nervous and shifty, so

F***ing sure she’ll want

I drive off. Heading towards my

up so tight that it was barely hard to breathe. Everything inside me was colled and I still couldn’t get the damn image

to the house in record time. Picking up the toy, I

to my club to get myself a F***ing drink.

you get it?” mom asks looking up from the sofa she

molars against the frustration I

knows when something is right.

something wrong?” she asks

heart to heart man but for a F***ing moment I think of talking to her. I stop myself though because how–can I?

I tell her that the woman we’ve spent almost a decade hating, now has me all tied up in knots? That she’s all I think about almost every

Ava hadn’t pushed me away, I would have probably F***ed her in the changing room? That it wouldn’t have been enough and I would have taken her back to my home and started all over again?

question pulls