Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0156

Rowan

Fuck! I watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big time.

I

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when I saw

her almost n*ked b*dy.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away that I

realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for F***s sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her n*ked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t F***ing explain it, but it was. It was like I was

seeing her for the first time.

Our S** life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I sough Intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma.

hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava. Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore

watching my parents, I took marriage and my vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have brought myself to do it even if I

intensity at which

mind. Or the image I had of moving her panties to the side and sinking

seen her whole b*dy yet I was F***ing hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my

was not only trying to escape the memories, but also the need that had taken

had bought some toy for Noah online and she’d wanted me to pick it

as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that nervous.

now I’m F***ing sure she’ll want to distance herself even

off. Heading towards my parent’s house.

wound up so tight that it was barely hard to breathe. Everything inside me was colled and I still couldn’t get the damn image of

in record time. Picking up the toy, I head on

club to get myself a F***ing drink.

it?” mom asks looking up

molars

mother knows when something is right. When her child

wrong?” she

I think of talking to her. I stop myself though because

almost a decade hating, now has me all tied up in knots? That she’s

probably F***ed her in the changing room? That it wouldn’t have been enough and I would have taken her back to my home and started all over

the article?” her question pulls