Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0156

Rowan

Fuck! I watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big time.

I

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when I saw

her almost n*ked b*dy.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away that I

realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for F***s sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her n*ked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t F***ing explain it, but it was. It was like I was

seeing her for the first time.

Our S** life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I sough Intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma.

drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the

After watching my parents, I took marriage and my vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have brought myself to

my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration: The intensity at which I’d wanted Ava a

of her S**y little b*dy out of my F***ing mind. Or the image I had of moving

I was F***ing hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my

escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every

usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had bought some toy for Noah online and she’d wanted me

off the parking lot. She looked nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious

because now I’m F***ing sure she’ll want to distance herself

into my car, I drive off. Heading towards my parent’s

Everything inside me was

the house in record time. Picking up the toy, I head on inside. I was going to

club to get myself a

here, did you get it?” mom asks looking up from the sofa she was sitting on.

my head. Gritting my molars against the

is right. When her

something wrong?” she asks

not a heart to heart man but for a F***ing moment I

all tied up in

Ava hadn’t pushed me away, I would have probably F***ed her in the changing room? That it wouldn’t have been enough and I would

article?” her question pulls me from my daydreaming.