Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0156

Rowan

Fuck! I watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big time.

I

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when I saw

her almost n*ked b*dy.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away that I

realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for F***s sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her n*ked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t F***ing explain it, but it was. It was like I was

seeing her for the first time.

Our S** life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I sough Intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma.

myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt.

and my vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have brought myself to do it even if I wanted to.

through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration: The intensity at which I’d wanted Ava a few minutes ago

of her S**y little b*dy out of my F***ing mind. Or the image I had of moving her panties to the

been my entire F***ing life. The

again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to escape the memories, but also the need

usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had bought some toy for Noah online and she’d wanted me to pick it up for

Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow

now I’m F***ing sure she’ll want to

I drive off. Heading towards

that it was barely hard to breathe. Everything inside me was colled and I still couldn’t get the damn image of Ava out

record time. Picking up the toy, I head on inside. I was

my club to get myself a F***ing drink.

asks looking

my molars against the frustration I was currently

when something is right. When her child is struggling.

she

but for a F***ing moment I think of talking to her. I

now has me all tied up in knots? That she’s all I think about almost every

the changing room? That it wouldn’t have been enough and I would have taken her back to my home and started

her question pulls me from