Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0184

Ava.

I’m still reeling from the nerve of Rowan days after my appointment. I mean how dare he pretend like he didn’t know what the hell I had gone through when I was pregnant.

Him, the Sharps and his damn family were all responsible. I almost lost my baby because of them and they still wonder why the hell I can’t forgive them?

Thinking about it just pissed me the F*** off. I was drowning yet they didn’t care. They didn’t bother. All because they blamed for that night. Did I have S** on my own? Did I drag Rowan to the bed and force myself on him? He was a willing participant yet they blamed me. Punished me.

Sometimes I look back and I think that it was just an excuse. They used that night and the results to alienate me. They’ve never treated me like one of them. So this was the perfect excuse for them to cut

me off completely.

What I told Rowan was the truth. I couldn’t regret him because he gave me Noah, but I do wish that I’d ran away when I was pregnant. Maybe then my life would have been completely different.

‘Everything happens for a reason, Ava‘ my inner voice says. The journey that you went through was meant to bring you to this moment. It was meant to bring to your parents, to Letty, to Corrine, to Calvin and Gunner. It’s because of that same journey that you met Ethan and now you are expecting this precious. baby. Everything happens to align for something better

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right. I would have had a different life had I ran away, but what’s to say I would have met those in my life right now? It’s the same thing with Rowan. Taking back that night would mean taking back Noah and everyone that’s in my life

stress and worries go. I was determined to move on and heal. It’s difficult with people digging at the wound,

to lay down, when I heard a crash from the kitchen. I sit up

up, I slowly walk towards the kitchen. I used

were stupid. Like, just ran away. Why are you

what is possibly

though, behaving exactly like them even though I knew there was

heads.

for example, but I want to

one. I move around the kitchen counter to check the back door. The glass was broken,

seize my heart. Not again! This time is even worse because I was alone and pregnant.

on the opposite side looking out

his voice sending

back.

to think Rowan’s voice is cold, but Reapers is like