Chapter 0187

Rowan.

I stare at the door, wondering what the hell I was doing here. I should give Ava her space, but F*** it. I can’t seem to stay away from her. I’m drawn to her in a way I can’t F***ing explain.

Knocking, I wait rather impatiently for the door to be opened. A minute later, the door opens revealing

Noah.

“Dad” he throws himself at him and I catch him. “I thought I would have to wait till Saturday to see you”

I hug him close to me. Feeling myself relax and melt. “Hey buddy”

How could I ever have hated Ava? I wonder. She gave me the best gift when she gave birth to Noah. I should have appreciated her then instead of punishing her. The night I thought was the worst night of my

life, brought about the best gift I could have gotten.

I didn’t see it then because I had my head so up my ass I couldn’t see straight. My eyes are opened now. I see it so F***ing clearly. Ava was right. I used to regret that night not realizing that without that night.

happening, there wouldn’t be Noah and no matter what, I would never regret my son.

“Come in. Mom is in the shower. She said she needed to soak her tired, aching bones.” He informs me. I’m having my dinner and there is enough. You can have some if you haven’t eaten dinner yet”

He leads me into the kitchen. He gets on the stool and resumes eating after pointing to the food. I

a plate and

it when we were married. Taking the small things for

her cooking.

catch” Noah begins making, me turn to

I agree, not really sure where he

few days ago there was a

who’ll get her as his wife” he says it so

“What man?”

jealousy, but it’s F***ing hard. The need to scream that Ava is mine is

her new friend” the smirk is still in place

I don’t know who I like better for mom. Him or Unole

at him, but he just

me jealous and I should let it go, but I can’t. I have never

than I

who was at the door?” her voice comes from the other room, interrupting me

anything

her face is free from makeup. She looks so damn beautiful that

tear it from her

you doing here?” she ask, her face changing

that too. She used to be so expressive, now I barely know what she’s feeling

“Rowan?” she calls again.

don’t know what to F***ing tell her. How am I supposed to tell

to see her.

to tell me

atmosphere.

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