Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 193
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“I honestly don’t wish to be in your shoes” Gabe whistles and I glare at him. “But you still haven’t
answered me I want to know when it happened. When did you fall for her?”
don’t know. I can’t pinpoint the exact time. Maybe it happened when we were still married, or maybe it’s
a recent thing. All I know is that I love her now.”
I run my hand through my hair. I was frustrated and F***ing scared. What a lousy time to realize you
someone!
love
7 think it was always there. Probably came after Noah was born. I also think you didn’t allow yourself to love her because you held on to the memory of Emma. She was your first love, so you assumed she was your true love. You can’t live with someone for nine years and not feel a thing for them. I know you, Ro. You wouldn’t even have touched her if you didn’t feel something for her.”
“Sex is a biological process. I just got what I needed from her while still hating her. I am ashamed to say there were times I imagined she was Emma.” I tell him, feeling sick to the core at how I treated her.
“Really? Did you imagine you were F***ing Emma because you missed her or because you needed something to hold you back? Something that would guard you from enjoying the intimacy between you and Ava because you felt that enjoying S** with her would be a betrayal to the memories of Emma that you held on to for dear life?”
I sit on the stool completely dumbfounded. I never thought about it like that. I admit I was attracted to her, otherwise, how would I explain how the hell I was able to get it up and going? Maybe Gabe was right, and I used Emma as an escape from what I truly felt for Ava.
In my head, I had already betrayed the love of my life once; how then could I betray her over and over again by sleeping with and enjoying Ava’s b*dy? It all made sense in my head then, but now I’m starting to realize that Emma was never the love of my F***ing life.
“Fuck. I messed up big time,” I holler, feeling like a crashing weight was on my shoulders.
“Do you love Emma?” he asks and shake my head in a no.
all the love you had for her
it for a minute before
it felt all kinds of wrong. I didn’t even allow her to k*ss me for F***s sake. That should have been my first clue that I was
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realize what you felt for her. It took seeing her happy with another man to bring forth the love you suppressed. You held on to Emma because of the way things ended abruptly between the two of you. None of you got any
but it doesn’t help my case. So much damage has already been done. I said words I could never take
you going to do?” he asks me
Ava is F***ing beautiful, and she can get any man she wants. There are already some who are sniffing
feel so dejected. What is to stop her
a
she was able to change Ethan. I saw it in his eyes. He had fallen for her. Any woman who is
sure you’ll figure it out.
I was as confident in myself as he was in me, because deep down I know I don’t deserve
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your shoes” Gabe whistles and I glare at him. “But you still haven’t answered me. I
the exact time. Maybe it happened when we were still married, or maybe
through my hair. I was frustrated and F***ing scared. What a lousy time to realize
to love her because you held on to the memory of Emma. She was your first love, so you assumed she was your true love. You can’t live with someone for nine
what I needed from her while still hating her. I am ashamed to say there were times I imagined
missed her or because you needed something to hold you back? Something that would guard you from enjoying the intimacy between
explain how the hell I was able to get it up and going? Maybe Gabe was right, and I used Emma as an escape from
life once; how then could I betray her over and over again by sleeping with and enjoying Ava’s b*dy? It all made sense in my head then, but now I’m starting to realize that Emma was never the love of my F***ing
up big time,” I holler, feeling like a crashing weight was
you love Emma?” he asks and shake my head
Is all the love you had
about it for
realize that it felt all kinds of wrong. I didn’t even allow her to k*ss me for
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the rage I felt every time imagined Ava and Ethan together. It was all
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In Chapter 193 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 193 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 193 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Chapter 193
Ex-Husband’s Regret Chapter 193