Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0202

Rowan.

My feet hit the pavement as I run. I usually run in the morning, but today I decided otherwise. It was around seven in the evening, and I needed this run.

I speed up, feeling my muscles burn. I wanted to outrun my guilt. Wanted to outrun my heartache. I wanted to outrun my F***ing foolishness.

The guilt of how much I had hurt Ava was eating me alive. Destroying me from the inside out. I haven’t

been able to face her since I discovered my feelings for her.

I look at myself in the mirror, and all I see is a despicable human being. I am disgusted by my actions.

Disgusted by all that I did to her.

I thought I was a good man. The kind that loves fiercely. I was always proud of myself for holding on to my love for Emma. I thought it meant that my feelings for her were true. What I didn’t realize was that while doing that, I was hurting the woman I actually loved.

“Fuck!” I curse myself and the world.

the hell did I

run past the gas station a few miles from my house. I don’t have time to slow down because once I

badly. I remember her eyes shutting down in pain as she told me she hated me. I scoffed.

Now everything is F***ed up and

am pulled

checking the caller’s ID. My breaths coming in hard and

it’s me! Noah

been by

How are

excited,” he all

gets the best of me, even though part of me thinks that I

got you in such a good mood?” I

sense of peace. Right now, he was my lifeline because I felt like I was drowning. Like

you remember my best

“Yeah”

and she agreed.

mon We’re going to an amusement park tomorrow. Mom, me, Gunner and his

The thought of having another

but I honestly don’t think I can let

ask, my voice taking a hard