Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0202

Rowan.

My feet hit the pavement as I run. I usually run in the morning, but today I decided otherwise. It was around seven in the evening, and I needed this run.

I speed up, feeling my muscles burn. I wanted to outrun my guilt. Wanted to outrun my heartache. I wanted to outrun my F***ing foolishness.

The guilt of how much I had hurt Ava was eating me alive. Destroying me from the inside out. I haven’t

been able to face her since I discovered my feelings for her.

I look at myself in the mirror, and all I see is a despicable human being. I am disgusted by my actions.

Disgusted by all that I did to her.

I thought I was a good man. The kind that loves fiercely. I was always proud of myself for holding on to my love for Emma. I thought it meant that my feelings for her were true. What I didn’t realize was that while doing that, I was hurting the woman I actually loved.

“Fuck!” I curse myself and the world.

did I get

from my house. I don’t have time to slow down because once I do, my demons will be back to haunt me. To taunt me

to her, but it hurt her pretty badly. I remember her eyes shutting down in pain as she

messed up big time. Now everything is F***ed up and I

and I am pulled from my

caller’s ID. My breaths coming in

me! Noah

haven’t been by to see

How are

good. I’m super excited,” he all but

curiosity gets the best of me, even though part of me thinks that I

such a

him brought a sense of peace. Right now, he was my lifeline because I felt like

best friend

“Yeah”

and she agreed.

cheer him up, so I talked to mon We’re going to an amusement park tomorrow. Mom, me, Gunner and his dad,” he shouts

another man near her

she deserves better, but I honestly

I ask, my voice