Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0233

Rowan

“Sir? Is there anything you need me to get for you from the restaurant?” My secretary asks, but I continue staring outside my office window.

The view was really great. It was one of the reasons why I chose it, but today it didn’t offer me the tranquility it usually does.

“No. Not today,” I answer without looking at her.

“Okay then, I’ll be back in thirty minutes”

I don’t answer her and after a few seconds I hear the door closing. I sigh in frustration. For some reason the feeling of foreboding clung to me. It surrounded me in waves. Today more so than the previous days.

I don’t know what it is, but my heart is anxious. I can’t settle nor can I F***ing focus. It’s like

trying to tell me something, but I can’t figure out what.

my soul is

think about Ava and our talk. I get her. Damn do I get her

than ten years drilling into her that

to show her just how little

something that was beyond her control. I drilled into her head that I hated her

around and

understand her. I understand her reluctance to believe me.

also have to consider the pain I’ve caused her. Nine years of pain and mistreatment isn’t something you get over within

remain with her though and considering the damage I caused, I can’t help but wonder

crave that more than anything, but if she doesn’t take me back, then let it be

To focus on her beautiful face and tactics

way before. Never had this unshakable feeling like something bad was going

it doesn’t work. I stand up and start pacing again. I felt wired.

I

crazy.

F***ing care. Not when I feel like my F***ing heart was being squeezed by a

turn on the TV. Maybe hearing other people’s voices will help me calm down. It

it was distorted, jumbled and confused the hell out of

to my

my door opened. I turn to find Gabe. He looked like hell froze over. He was breathing heavily, his eyes looked bloodshot