Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0233

Rowan

“Sir? Is there anything you need me to get for you from the restaurant?” My secretary asks, but I continue staring outside my office window.

The view was really great. It was one of the reasons why I chose it, but today it didn’t offer me the tranquility it usually does.

“No. Not today,” I answer without looking at her.

“Okay then, I’ll be back in thirty minutes”

I don’t answer her and after a few seconds I hear the door closing. I sigh in frustration. For some reason the feeling of foreboding clung to me. It surrounded me in waves. Today more so than the previous days.

I don’t know what it is, but my heart is anxious. I can’t settle nor can I F***ing focus. It’s like

trying to tell me something, but I can’t figure out what.

my soul is

about Ava and our talk. I get her. Damn

ten years drilling into her that Emma was the

in my power to show her just how little I cared for

beyond her control. I drilled into her head that

around and claim to love

believe me. If the roles

I’ve caused her. Nine years of pain and mistreatment isn’t something you get over within a day or week. Hell. It will

and considering the damage I caused, I can’t help

her. I crave that more than anything, but if she doesn’t take me back,

try to focus on her. To focus on her beautiful face and tactics I could use to get her to take me

way before. Never had this unshakable feeling like

it doesn’t work. I stand up and

I

crazy.

up, but I don’t F***ing care. Not when I feel

TV. Maybe hearing other people’s voices will help me calm

since it was distorted, jumbled

to my

through the room when my door opened. I turn to find Gabe. He looked like hell froze over.