Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0233

Rowan

“Sir? Is there anything you need me to get for you from the restaurant?” My secretary asks, but I continue staring outside my office window.

The view was really great. It was one of the reasons why I chose it, but today it didn’t offer me the tranquility it usually does.

“No. Not today,” I answer without looking at her.

“Okay then, I’ll be back in thirty minutes”

I don’t answer her and after a few seconds I hear the door closing. I sigh in frustration. For some reason the feeling of foreboding clung to me. It surrounded me in waves. Today more so than the previous days.

I don’t know what it is, but my heart is anxious. I can’t settle nor can I F***ing focus. It’s like

trying to tell me something, but I can’t figure out what.

my soul is

myself, I think about Ava and our talk. I get her. Damn do I get

that Emma

just how little I cared for her. I’ve spent nine years punishing

her head

then could I turn around and

her reluctance to believe me. If the roles had been switched I wouldn’t have believed it

and mistreatment isn’t something you get over within a day or week. Hell. It will probably take years to heal the

her though and considering the damage I caused, I can’t help but wonder if

crave that more than anything, but if she doesn’t take me back, then

To focus on her beautiful face and

this way before. Never had this unshakable feeling

up and start pacing again. I felt

I

crazy.

my hair, probably messing it up, but I don’t F***ing care. Not when I feel like my F***ing heart was being squeezed by a tight

turn on the TV. Maybe hearing other people’s voices

it was distorted, jumbled and confused the hell out of

to my

stood pacing through the room when my door opened. I turn to find Gabe. He looked like hell froze over.