Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0233

Rowan

“Sir? Is there anything you need me to get for you from the restaurant?” My secretary asks, but I continue staring outside my office window.

The view was really great. It was one of the reasons why I chose it, but today it didn’t offer me the tranquility it usually does.

“No. Not today,” I answer without looking at her.

“Okay then, I’ll be back in thirty minutes”

I don’t answer her and after a few seconds I hear the door closing. I sigh in frustration. For some reason the feeling of foreboding clung to me. It surrounded me in waves. Today more so than the previous days.

I don’t know what it is, but my heart is anxious. I can’t settle nor can I F***ing focus. It’s like

trying to tell me something, but I can’t figure out what.

my soul is

distract myself, I think about Ava and our talk. I get her. Damn do I get

her that Emma was the

everything in my power to show her just how little I cared for her.

beyond her control. I drilled into her head that I hated her with every fiber of my

I turn around

but I understand her. I understand her reluctance to believe me. If the roles had been switched I wouldn’t have believed it

that, I also have to consider the pain I’ve caused her. Nine years of pain and mistreatment isn’t something you get

considering the damage I caused, I can’t help but wonder if

my life. I want to build a life with her. I crave that more than anything, but if she doesn’t take me back, then let it be so.

her beautiful face and tactics

before. Never had this unshakable feeling like something bad

I stand up and start pacing

I

crazy.

care. Not when I feel like my F***ing heart

the TV. Maybe hearing other people’s voices will help

own since it was distorted, jumbled

to my

for how long I stood pacing through the room when my door opened. I turn to find Gabe. He looked like hell froze over. He was breathing heavily, his eyes looked bloodshot and there