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Rowan.

I still can’t get Letty’s words out of my head. When I came home early that day, I expected to spend some alone time with Ava. What I didn’t expect was to hear Letty telling Ava that she’d been falling in love with

Ethan.

The pain that shot through my F***ing heart had almost blinded me. Even though I hated the relationship Ava had with Ethan, I always thought it was purely physical. That it was nothing more than S**.

The fact that s

she’d been falling for him hurt more than knowing that she had slept with him. It nearly killed

me to know that she had started seeing a future with the man.

I had masked my pain with anger. I didn’t know how to tell her that the possibility that she had felt a fraction of love for Ethan had crashed my soul into a bloody pulp. It had been too painful for me to voice.

it out.

The “what ifs‘ kept playing in my head. Refusing to give me peace of mind. I couldn’t help but wonder what would have happened if Ethan hadn’t turned out to be the bad guy. Would she be with him right

now? Would the love she had for me be replaced with the one for Ethan? Would she have been

completely over me right now?

It was driving me insane knowing that the only F***ing reason that I had a chance with her was because

Ethan F***ed up.

“Rowan!” The shout jolts me back to the present.

I stare at my brother in confusion, wondering when the hell he got into my office. I was so lost in thought

that I didn’t hear him enter my office.

“What?” I shuffle the papers that were in front of me before pushing them aside.

He walks across the room and sits before my desk. “I’ve been trying to get your attention for more than

five minutes.”

I don’t say anything. What was there to say? I’ve been distracted these past couple of days, and it’s all

because of Ava. She is on my F***ing mind every second of every day.

Damn it. I was married to the woman for almost a decade, and she has never had this effect on me. Now

I’m addicted to her like and addict’s favorite drug.

She’s embedded to deeply inside me that I couldn’t fish her out even if I wanted. I wouldn’t even do it:

mine, and there is no F***ing way I’m leaving her

“I can see you have a lot on your mind,” he looks at me in that scrutinizing way I hate. “Mind sharing?”

This is so F***ing hard. How do I tell him that I am so F***ing insecure now about Ava’s feelings towards Ethan? I’ve never been the insecure kind, but with Ava, I am. I’m not ashamed to admit that to myself.

Unable to sit still, I stand up and walk to the floor to ceiling window. I stare outside. One of the reasons I chose this building and office was because of the view.

My office was located on the fifteenth floor. I could practically see the whole city from here. There is also the fact that I could easily see the sun setting over a nearby lake.

“Rowan”

Sighing, I turn to face my brother. “I don’t even know where to begin.”

I’m going to take a guess and assume this about Ava?” he asks

I run my hand through my hair, messing it up in the process.

“Yes”

you can tell me anything…

for only a second before I tell him everything. I couldn’t F***ing hold it

me to the brink of

always does, he sits patiently and listen

until I’m finished.

back on my chair after I’m done while staring at him. His face is contemplative. I’m F***ing dying to hear what he has to say. What advice he has to give because I’m at my wits

to me like you still jealous of Ethan,” he says

I can master. “That’s already F***ing

Shouldn’t that be enough? Shouldn’t that give you a

frustration. Exhaling. I try

she’s going to insist on seeing Ethan because she’ll not only want iris to know her dad, but she’ll

figures out where my issue is

she’ll fall for Ethan all

again and start pacing. “The slate has been wiped clean. There is no hidden agenda and Ava knows the truth about him. What’s stopping her from falling in love with him all over again? He may have betrayed her, but he

I would do if that happens. That possibility scares me so much because I love her so F***ing much.’m just afraid

Ethan is in prison. I don’t think she would wait for him to be released. Twenty one

talking about…her love and loyalty knows no bounds. I mean come on, she continued to love me even when I treated her like shit, do you think if she falls for him, she’ll leave

because he’s in prison?”

his head and sighs.

I exhale in disappointment.

this” he continues. “Just take it one day at a time

not, it’s her choice. Right now

relax and ease the worry from my heart. Feeling like a F***ing boulder

shoulders.

I was starting to relax until

I answer without looking

been an

voice immediately and begin

“What happened?”

us at the hospital?” he says instead. “Ava has been rushed to the

am going to kill

Chapter 0282

Rowan

to spend some alone time with Ava. What I didn’t expect was to hear Letty telling Ava that she’d been falling in love

Ethan.

I hated the relationship Ava had with Ethan, I always thought it was purely physical. That it was nothing more

been falling for him hurt more than knowing that she had slept with

to know that she had started seeing a future with

she had felt a fraction of love for Ethan had crashed my soul into a bloody

it out.

Ethan hadn’t turned out to be the bad guy. Would she be with him right now? Would the love she had for me be replaced with the one for

over me

driving me insane knowing that the only F***ing reason that I

Ethan F***ed up.

me

at my brother in confusion, wondering when the hell he got into my

I didn’t hear him enter

in front of

across the room and sits before my desk. “I’ve been trying

five minutes.”

I’ve been distracted these past couple of days, and it’s all because of Ava. She is on my F***ing

a decade,

to her like and

her out even

is

see you have a lot on your mind,” he looks

F***ing insecure now about Ava’s feelings towards Ethan? I’ve never

up and walk to the floor to ceiling window. I stare outside. One of the reasons I chose this building

was located on the fifteenth floor. I could practically see the whole city from here. There is also

“Rowan”

turn to face my brother. “I don’t even know where to

to take a guess and

hand through my hair, messing it up in the

“Yes”

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