Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0311

Don’t even get me started on Gunner. He is just a kid, yet I’ve done so much damage that I don’t even know where to begin fixing what I’ve broken. He’s my flesh and blood, yet I’ve done everything to run from that little fact.

I feel ashamed when I think of all I’ve put him through. I remember how Ava stood up for Noah. How she was ready to go toe to toe with me for his sake. I remember the fire burning in her eyes. She was ready to do anything to protect her son, yet I’ve done everything to hurt my

own son.

“I don’t have all fucking day, Emma.” His sharp voice brings me back to reality.

“I was just driving around, and I ended up here,” I whisper, feeling really awkward.

The last time I saw him was when he told me that he was done with me. I never really got to know Calvin, and now I feel awkward around him. When you take out sex in the equation, we were basically strangers to each other.

to see you again… That I didn’t want you in my life or Gunner’s,” he folds his hands around his chest and making his bicep bulge.

I answer, looking down at my feet. I feel so ashamed that it’s hard to

contact with me.

are quiet for a while, and Mom’s words come back

about you start by righting your wrongs?

Gunner even forgive

my musings. “I don’t want Gunner to come home and

stare at him. The more I thought about them, the more I accepted them. Maybe it was time I made amends. The moment they settle inside me, peace washes

do. It was time to fix everything I destroyed with my

I ask, begging with my eyes. “I’m sorry for all the shit I put you and Gunner through. I want to fix things. Give me a chance to fix things and redeem myself. I want to be

eyes penetrating mine. I hold my breath, waiting for his answer.