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Chapter 168

T’en still reeling from everything that Rowan told me. Everything that he told me made sense, but I just don’t know whether I can trust his mond

My mind has been in turmoil since then. I didn’t know whether to believe him or not. I get that he had a hard time letting go of everything he and Emma had planned for the future I get that he also had a hard time letting go of a love that he thought would be eternal. Hell, t understand that if I were in his shoes, I would have struggled too with my feelings, but what about me?

What about what I’ve been through at his hands? What about the paint endured and the feelings I’m still struggling with? I’ve loved Rowan even when I shouldn’t have, and I think the moment I realized that I should have let go.

I want a future with him, but how can I fight against my memories of everything he’s ever done to hurt me? I can forgive, but I’m really not sure that I can forget, and that’s where the problem lies. I believe that past pain and memories will always pull us back a few steps behind, every time we make progress.

“We’re here, ma’am,” Boris, who is my driver and also my bodyguard, says, pulling me out of my thoughts.

outside, and we’re packed right outside my parent’s

the door for me, and helps me unbuckle Iris. I thank him once that’s done and

because she was hungry, or the long ride to my parents house.

I can even knock, and Nora’s excited face

giddily, making me grin at her excitement

inner turmoil.

I murmur

and does the same. In their arms, I feel something that I never felt with Kate and James. The countable times they hugged me, it felt cold, but with Nora and Theo, it felt warm, and I felt like I was

you to come” she says as

you know… She’s been so excited. It was

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the same,” she then turns to

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