Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0394

"Why the hell did I let you convince me to go out for lunch?" I grumbled as I watched the landscape flash by us.

It's been a long time since I've been outside our family estate. I think the last time I was outside was when I attended Ava's wedding. To be honest, I'd been shocked when she invited me. Of all the people, I thought I would be the last person she would want at her wedding.

"Because you needed to get outside," Molly replied, pulling me back to the conversation.

"I do leave the house, Molly," I said, defending myself.

Her scoff irritates me so much.

"Going to the garden doesn't count as going out," she retorted. "Now, stop complaining and just sit back and relax. You'll enjoy this small outing; I promise you that.

"I doubt that."

With that, I lean back against the chair and close my eyes. My mind was racing a thousand thoughts per minute. I couldn't grasp them or control them.

Since my talk with Molly in my room, my mind has been racing with ideas. I know it won't be easy but she's right, I can sit in my room, wallowing and cursing my stupidity. If I continue like that, I may never get the chance to have my son with me.

My biggest challenge, though, is Calvin.

Gunner is still young and I believe I can get him to forgive me. I really want him to forgive me. I want to have a relationship with him. It's not too late. The problem is Calvin. I know he won't easily forgive me nor will he let me near our son.

time today, I try to focus on something else. It doesn't help because my mind keeps going back to Gunner

Molly

my driver helps us out. I look around, realizing

so excited; I've been dying to try this

been years since I've been here. This was the same restaurant Rowan brought me to when I came back. This is the same restaurant where he almost broke my hand after he witnessed Ava and Ethan. Damn, it

laugh leaves my mouth

Molly asks

walk inside. When I'm done, we've

Molly says

years before came back, Why the hell did I think that nothing had changed between them? It was stupid to think that Rowan hadn't developed feelings

don't think you were stupid; you were just blinded by a

wanted to argue with her but I didn't. There was no sugarcoating my stupidity. I'm the perfect example of how even the best of lawyers can

as she gives me one of

"What?" I asked nervously.

brain of hers,

same thing happened with you," she answered after a

are you

for years and I was wondering if the same thing applied to you and Calvin. After all,

in my seat when her statement registers in my head... but

us. Yes, he had feelings for me,