Chapter 0439 Emma.

I'was in the kitchen having breakfast, but my food wouldn’t go down easily. Every I time tried to swallow it would get stuck because of how nervous and anxious I was.

“Are you okay?” my mother asks when I finally give up and let the fork and knife drop from my hands.

“I don’t know mom, I’m nervous,” my voice sounds shaky even to my own ears.

God. What was I thinking? Was this even a good idea to begin with? Was I even ready for this or am I just trying to stall? The questions keep pounding in my head as I look at my food in disgust. My appetite was severely lacking, and it’s been that way for months, but today it’s so much worse.

Mom grabs my hand in hers, before rubbing them gently. Her face softens as she looks at me.

“I know it’s scary sweetheart, but you have to do this,” she tells me gently with a small smile. “It’s for your own good.

I Youwon't be able to move on until you heal your wounds.” I hear her. I know she’s right, but that still doesn’t make it easy.

had left a couple of days ago, but not before booking me a therapy session.

that I'd give it a try, so I couldn’t back out now. I didn’t

tears that threatened to fall. “I’m afraid that my therapist

that. “Her work isn't to judge you, and she won't. Her work is to help you heal and that’s what she'll do if you only let her.” Right now, I feel young again. I feel like the girl who would always run to her I mother for reassurance when she was doubting herself or feeling insecure. I did love

nervous” I sigh in contentment before lifting her hand and rubbing it against

still see the sadness in them. 1 know she still feels horrible about how she treated Ava. Just like me, mom and Travis

has refused to have anything to do with them. She doesn’t want them in her life and has completely cut them off. 1 know it pains

to help them. Ava completely embraced her biological parents and left mom and Travis in the dirt “Maybe I'm not

don’t know what you mean, Emma.” I release a sigh, not really surprised by

know what am talking

and regrets you are holding to. You need

a few days, but not right

you. This family, the Sharp family, seems to have a lot of them. We all needed

my banana and drink my I coffee.

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