Chapter 0439 Emma.

I'was in the kitchen having breakfast, but my food wouldn’t go down easily. Every I time tried to swallow it would get stuck because of how nervous and anxious I was.

“Are you okay?” my mother asks when I finally give up and let the fork and knife drop from my hands.

“I don’t know mom, I’m nervous,” my voice sounds shaky even to my own ears.

God. What was I thinking? Was this even a good idea to begin with? Was I even ready for this or am I just trying to stall? The questions keep pounding in my head as I look at my food in disgust. My appetite was severely lacking, and it’s been that way for months, but today it’s so much worse.

Mom grabs my hand in hers, before rubbing them gently. Her face softens as she looks at me.

“I know it’s scary sweetheart, but you have to do this,” she tells me gently with a small smile. “It’s for your own good.

I Youwon't be able to move on until you heal your wounds.” I hear her. I know she’s right, but that still doesn’t make it easy.

ago, but not before booking me a therapy

couldn’t back out now. I didn’t want to disappoint her too. Not like I'd disappointed

afraid I guess,” I whisper, fighting back the tears that threatened to fall. “I’m afraid that my therapist will confirm just how much of a bad person I am.”

now, I feel young again. I feel like the girl who would always run to her I mother for reassurance when she was doubting herself or

contentment before lifting her hand

though it’s genuine, I still see the sadness in them. 1 know she still feels horrible about how she treated

in her life and has completely cut them off. 1 know it pains them,

biological parents and left mom and Travis in the dirt “Maybe I'm not the only one who needs therapy,” I

Emma.” I release a sigh, not really surprised by her reaction. My mother is stubborn (I guess I

know what am talking

you are holding to. You need this just as much as Ido” Her lips press in a firm line and she doesn’t say anything. I don’t

a few days, but

emotions. Ones that can freeze you in the past, refusing to let go of you. This family, the Sharp family,

and I eggs, I eat my banana and

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