Chapter 0443 / Ava stands up and walks towards me the I moment I get outside the door.

“How was it?” she asks, her eyes shifting I between mine.

If I am being honest, then I’m surprised she’s still here. When she said that she would wait for me, I didn’t expect her to.

Ijust thought she would wait till I was inside, then leave. I never thought she’d wait the entire one and a half hour.

“It was surprisingly nice,” I reply, not really sure how to put it.

I'liked the session more than I thought I would. For so long, I kept what I was feeling inside me. Sure, I told Molly, but I never allowed myself to feel the emotions. I never told her how I felt. The heartbreak, the pain, the emptiness, all of it, I kept it to myself.

I Being able to do that with Mia was eye- opening. I don’t know how she did it. I I don’t know how she got me to open up...

But everything just came tumbling out of my mouth and heart. Every feeling I've tried fleeing from. Every pain I’ve tried burying. Everything just tumbled out of I me. I I'm nowhere near okay, but I feel good. I feel great that I was able to release that part of myself that I’ve been trying to bury.

good, come on then” Ava tells me gently. “Let’s get you cleaned up, and then we can get some ice cream.” I feel

With Ava? Did I wake up in an alternate universe or some shit? Before I can even question her on her actions, she pulls me to a corridor. We enter

when

to carry wipes when "coming in for my session,” she

at

mascara was smudged all over my face. If I had known this would

break my defenses and have me bawling like a child. I've always held myself upright and uptight. For Mia to be able to break

her hand and begin wiping the mascara. We stay silent as I get myself cleaned up. Once I'm done,

God Ava and I

look?” I ask when

says it more as a question than a

We pack everything

next appointment, we leave the building. We were outside and I was just

but it still catches me by surprise. I didn’t know what to do. Do I accept her invitation?

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