Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0470

Connie.

I am dead on my feet as I ride the elevator to my penthouse. Just another day where I work way past my normal working hours so that I don't have to come back to an empty apartment.

I miss Reaper a lot.

When I first laid eyes on him at the hospital after Ava got shot, I didn't think much about the pull I felt towards him. Sure, the attraction was instant and I just felt like my soul knew him, but he was Reaper. The same man that had kidnapped one of my best friends.

If I'm being honest, I'd never felt for a guy what I felt for Reaper that first time. I don't get attracted to a guy the first time I see them. It's something that builds up as I get to know them. With Reaper it had been different and that had scared the crap out of me.

I'd thought that first meeting was it. That it would be the last time I saw of him, and soon my attraction would be forgotten. Well, that was the plan, until he showed up at my apartment one night.

I should be ashamed to say that I gave it up that very night, but I am not. Reaper gave me the best fucking that I'd ever gotten in my life. After we were done and he was dressing, I didn't feel bad. I got to cum and if I never saw him again then at least I'd have the memories. I would never regret allowing him in my bed without even getting to know him first.

I knew the kind of man he was. I knew he was the type to hit it and quit it. I was okay with that. I'd never done a one nightstand before, but I realized I didn't mind that it was with Reaper.

He left that night, as silently as he came to my home. I never expected to see him again so imagine my shock when two weeks later he showed up at my door again. Just like the first time, we didn't talk. Just got down to business, and just like before, the sex had been amazing.

This went on for a couple of months. He would come to me after two weeks. We would fuck and he would leave afterwards. No cuddling after sex. No spending the night. The moment we both orgasmed, he put on his clothes and silently left.

I know you're probably wondering what the fuck I was thinking. Wondering how could I let him treat me in that manner. Like I said, I didn't mind. I loved the sex. Loved what we had. I wasn't looking for a relationship and neither was he. Our arrangement was perfect for both of us.

This went on for a couple of months. That is until, he decided to change the rules. I'll never forget the night that started us on this journey. The night, instead of getting off me, pulling his clothes on and leaving. He pulled out of me, fell beside me and pulled me into his arms. He then informed he was spending the night. He didn't ask for permission. Just told me what was going to happen.

I had started having feelings for him, but I think that night they became solid. That night, I fell for him.

instead of leaving the moment he was done cumming, he pulled me to him and spent the night. He was gone before I ever woke up, but the more we spent the night, the

first time I told him I loved him. It had been a year since he started the night visits and I had been so fucking nervous that I almost gave myself a panic

so afraid that he would reject me. I knew the risks I was taking. Knew that there was a possibility he didn't feel the same and that he would stop coming to me... But I am not the kind of person to wait. If something needs to be done, I get it done. I wanted to know if he felt the same, so I put my big girl panties on and decided I

a happiness took over his features. He turned me over, slipped into my already wet and sore

like the stars had aligned as my heart filled with warmth. Unlike before, he woke me up before leaving and made sweet, slow, love to me that left

the memories as I enter the code to unlock my door. Entering

*Hello, darling."

and husky voice. I quickly look up to find Reaper seated on the sofa, his

been so lost in thought that I didn't

a joyous scream, I drop my bags, run, and launch

my God, you are here!" I hug

months. That's the longest

missed you so fucking much," I can't stop

hands come up and he

"You know it had to be done. I needed that hit on me gone so I can be with you anytime I want. I was tired of seeing you a few nights a month. Tired of not being able to take you out on dates. Tired of not being able to sleep and wake up beside you without worrying

us. All I ever wanted since I first realized I

"Is it

strike a deal with the F.B.I. I'm

grin. Some people will judge me for falling in love with a criminal, but I just didn't give two shits. It's not like everyone in our world was genuine in their business

my man. His eyes are shinning and I can't help myself when I seal

nothing gentle about it. I like it like that. I love that

after I feel the bulge underneath me, that I realize I was straddling

it's finally over?" I ask,

years.

"Yes, Love, it is."