Chapter 0500

Emma

I walk into Mia's office for yet another therapy session. Just like we always do, I first take off my shoes before sitting down.

"Hi Emma," Mia asks, smiling at me. Her smile, just like always, is inviting and warm. It makes you calm and relaxed.

"Hi Mia"

"Okay, you know what we have to do first, right?"

She asks and I nod my head.

I take a deep breath before closing my eyes. I sort through my thoughts. I don't hold onto them for long or dwell on them. Instead, I let them go without trying to dive into them.

I push out the thoughts about Calvin, Gunner, my brother, mom and Ava. I clear my head until there is nothing. Until my head is empty and I am at peace.

Once that's done, I open my eyes.

"Are you ready for us to begin?" Mia, who was watching me, asks.

I nod "Yes."

ready to get your life back

deep breath, I fully focus on her and let her question bounce in my head

contact with my previous firm. They have a branch here in

out of nowhere, I quit my job. I never expected that they'd take

expected them to turn me away and tell me to fuck off. I was surprised when my senior got excited at hearing me. She immediately accepted my request, even after I told her that I wasn't coming back to the city I'd called home for the last

to get your life back?"

it. Gunner is the reason I am doing all this. He is the reason why I sought therapy to heal

"What about him?"

her a sheepish smile. "I quit my job

then writes something in

using Gunner and Calvin as a bandaid. I am afraid that you are settling

think this way about me and about my intentions to mend things with Calvin and

of my mouth. It opens and closes, but nothing. I lack the

be too young to understand everything but if that's what I am thinking, then that's what Calvin will think too. Are you sure that you haven't settled for them because the person

turned, I would have thought the same thing. Calvin and Ava are friends so he knows that she and Rowan are together. He knows Rowan chose Ava. What's to stop him from thinking that the reason I am now begging for forgiveness is because Rowan didn't want me? I've was hang up on him for years, what's to stop Calvin from thinking that my change of heart is because I

am settling but because I genuinely want forgiveness and a chance at redemption. I want to be in Gunner and Calvin's life."

should

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