Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 500

Chapter 0500

Emma

I walk into Mia's office for yet another therapy session. Just like we always do, I first take off my shoes before sitting down.

"Hi Emma," Mia asks, smiling at me. Her smile, just like always, is inviting and warm. It makes you calm and relaxed.

"Hi Mia"

"Okay, you know what we have to do first, right?"

She asks and I nod my head.

I take a deep breath before closing my eyes. I sort through my thoughts. I don't hold onto them for long or dwell on them. Instead, I let them go without trying to dive into them.

I push out the thoughts about Calvin, Gunner, my brother, mom and Ava. I clear my head until there is nothing. Until my head is empty and I am at peace.

Once that's done, I open my eyes.

"Are you ready for us to begin?" Mia, who was watching me, asks.

I nod "Yes."

you told me you are ready to get your life back together. How's

and let her question bounce in

They have a branch here in the city and

years since I had a mental breakdown because of guilt and out of nowhere, I quit my job. I never expected

took the leap to call them and ask for my old job back, I expected them to turn me away and tell me to fuck off. I was surprised when my senior got excited at hearing me. She immediately accepted my request, even after I told her that I wasn't

decided to get your

it. Gunner is the reason I am doing all this. He is the reason why I

"What about him?"

try to be a good mother to him when my life is a mess now, can I?" I give her a sheepish smile. "I quit my job and moved with my mum while I was basically wasting away in my bedroom.

something in her note book before

worried that you are using Gunner and Calvin as a bandaid. I am afraid that

words tear something inside me. I feel offended and hurt that she would think this way about me and about my intentions to

quiet as I just stare at her. No words come out of my mouth. It opens and closes, but nothing.

Gunner may be too young to understand everything but if that's what I am thinking, then that's what Calvin will think too. Are you sure that you haven't

building inside me. Now that she put it that way, I understand. Hell, if the tables were turned, I would have thought the same thing. Calvin and Ava are friends so he knows that she and Rowan are together. He knows Rowan chose Ava. What's to stop him from thinking that the reason I am now begging for forgiveness is because Rowan didn't want me? I've

forgiveness and a chance at redemption. I want to

should

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