Chapter 0514

Chapter 0514



Chapter 0514

"How did you feel seeing Gunner?" Mia asks, her eyes as always were perceptive. Staring at me like she could see straight into my soul.

Given that I've gone back to work, we've had to move things around to fit my new schedule. Most of my sessions are now scheduled between four thirty and six in the evening.

I already know the answer to that. I don't need to think about it. Thinking about that day, though, fills my eyes

with tears.

*Heart wrenching," I all but whisper the words.

It feels like it's been forced out of me. Out of the deepest parts of my soul. I try to force the sob that threatens to break free, but it's useless. I tears out of me painfully, leaving me breathless.

Mia asks,

and wipe the tears falling down my face. It does no good because they keep flowing like a damn river. Getting angry at them for how they keep falling,

begin giving up on my battle against the tears

with those emotions is still imprinted on my head

*Emma,"

angrily wipe away my tears with the back of

destroyed me, knowing that it was my fault. That I am the one that put emotions in

intensity of my emotions chocks me. Robbing

When I go to sleep, they are there in my dreams. When I wake up, they are there, staring accusingly at me. I see them everywhere I

you. I sense a lot of anger and

feel disgusted with myself. How can I call myself a mother when I caused such havoc in my child's life? How can I be okay with myself when I literally brought such emotions into him? Children should remain innocent for as long as they can. They should not feel any kind of

second chance?" She asks.

guard. I've never really thought about it because it has never crossed my mind. Do I deserve forgiveness? Do I

a broken record. It echoes inside, its haunting melody making me

I dig deep inside me to try and find the answer to that question. Trying to find

or force me to

and I sigh. "No, I don't

looks up, her eyes soft as she stares at me with nothing but understanding and warmth. She doesn't judge

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