Chapter 0514

Chapter 0514



Chapter 0514

"How did you feel seeing Gunner?" Mia asks, her eyes as always were perceptive. Staring at me like she could see straight into my soul.

Given that I've gone back to work, we've had to move things around to fit my new schedule. Most of my sessions are now scheduled between four thirty and six in the evening.

I already know the answer to that. I don't need to think about it. Thinking about that day, though, fills my eyes

with tears.

*Heart wrenching," I all but whisper the words.

It feels like it's been forced out of me. Out of the deepest parts of my soul. I try to force the sob that threatens to break free, but it's useless. I tears out of me painfully, leaving me breathless.

so?" Mia asks, handing

It does no good because they keep flowing like a damn river. Getting angry at them for how they keep falling, I ball the tissue in frustration before chucking it in

he hated me." I begin giving up on my battle against the tears that kept falling down my face. "There was so much

glaring at me with those emotions is still imprinted on my head and heart.

*Emma,"

away my tears with the back of my

was my fault. That I am

intensity of my emotions

my dreams. When I wake up, they are there, staring accusingly at me. I see them everywhere I look. Everywhere I turn. I don't know what

Gunner. Right now, I am worried about you.

can't deny it. I honestly feel disgusted with myself. How can I call myself a mother when I caused such havoc in my child's life? How can I be okay with myself when I literally brought such emotions into him? Children should remain innocent for as long as they can. They

think you deserve a second chance?" She asks. "Do you think you deserve

catches me off guard. I've never really thought about it because it has never crossed my mind. Do I deserve forgiveness? Do I deserve

question keeps playing in my head like a broken record. It echoes inside, its haunting melody making

inside me to try and find the answer to that question. Trying to find the

with me, as I think. She doesn't push me or force me to come

sigh. "No, I don't believe that I deserve forgiveness or

at me with nothing but understanding and warmth. She doesn't

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