Chapter 0514

Chapter 0514



Chapter 0514

"How did you feel seeing Gunner?" Mia asks, her eyes as always were perceptive. Staring at me like she could see straight into my soul.

Given that I've gone back to work, we've had to move things around to fit my new schedule. Most of my sessions are now scheduled between four thirty and six in the evening.

I already know the answer to that. I don't need to think about it. Thinking about that day, though, fills my eyes

with tears.

*Heart wrenching," I all but whisper the words.

It feels like it's been forced out of me. Out of the deepest parts of my soul. I try to force the sob that threatens to break free, but it's useless. I tears out of me painfully, leaving me breathless.

so?" Mia asks,

tears falling down my face. It does no good because they keep flowing like a damn river. Getting angry at them for how they keep falling, I ball the tissue in frustration

on my battle against the tears that kept falling down my face. "There was so

his eyes glaring at me with those emotions is still imprinted on my head and heart. They still

*Emma,"

my tears with the back

Mia. It destroyed me, knowing that it was my fault. That I am the one that put emotions

start heaving. I am having difficulty breathing as the intensity of my emotions chocks me. Robbing me of the ability to breathe

they are there, staring accusingly at me. I see them everywhere

you. I sense a lot of anger

can I call myself a mother when I caused such havoc in my child's life? How can I be okay with myself when I literally brought such emotions into him? Children should remain innocent for as long as they can. They should not feel any kind of hatred, anger, or bitterness. I took Gunner's innocence when I caused him to feel such emotions. "I'm not really happy with myself,"

second chance?" She asks. "Do you think you

it has never crossed my mind. Do I deserve forgiveness? Do I

like a broken record. It echoes inside, its haunting melody making me seek

nothing at all. I dig deep inside me to try and find the answer

push me or force me to come up with the answer sooner. She just silently jots down

to me, and I sigh. "No, I don't believe that I deserve

she stares at me with nothing but understanding and warmth. She doesn't judge or

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