Chapter 0514

Chapter 0514



Chapter 0514

"How did you feel seeing Gunner?" Mia asks, her eyes as always were perceptive. Staring at me like she could see straight into my soul.

Given that I've gone back to work, we've had to move things around to fit my new schedule. Most of my sessions are now scheduled between four thirty and six in the evening.

I already know the answer to that. I don't need to think about it. Thinking about that day, though, fills my eyes

with tears.

*Heart wrenching," I all but whisper the words.

It feels like it's been forced out of me. Out of the deepest parts of my soul. I try to force the sob that threatens to break free, but it's useless. I tears out of me painfully, leaving me breathless.

Mia asks, handing

it and wipe the tears falling down my face. It does no good because they keep flowing like a damn river. Getting angry at them for how they keep falling, I ball the tissue in frustration

saw it in his eyes, he hated me." I begin giving up on my battle against the tears that kept falling down my face. "There was so much

on my

*Emma,"

tears with the

me, Mia. It destroyed me, knowing that it was my fault. That I am the one

the intensity of my emotions

are there in my dreams. When I wake up, they are

now, I am worried about you. I

anything because I can't deny it. I honestly feel disgusted with myself. How can I call myself a mother when I caused such havoc in my child's life? How can I be okay with myself when I literally brought such emotions into him? Children should remain innocent for as long as they can. They should not feel any kind of hatred, anger, or bitterness. I took Gunner's innocence when I caused him to feel such emotions. "I'm not really happy

think you deserve a second chance?" She asks. "Do you

off guard. I've never really thought about it because it has never crossed

question keeps playing in my head like a broken record. It echoes inside, its haunting melody making me

at the wall in front of me. My eyes are looking but I see nothing at all. I dig deep inside me to try and find the answer to that question. Trying to find the particular words to express just what

with me, as I think. She doesn't push me or force me to come up with the answer sooner. She just silently jots down something in

I don't believe that I deserve forgiveness or a

soft as she stares at me with nothing but

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