Chapter 0514

Chapter 0514



Chapter 0514

"How did you feel seeing Gunner?" Mia asks, her eyes as always were perceptive. Staring at me like she could see straight into my soul.

Given that I've gone back to work, we've had to move things around to fit my new schedule. Most of my sessions are now scheduled between four thirty and six in the evening.

I already know the answer to that. I don't need to think about it. Thinking about that day, though, fills my eyes

with tears.

*Heart wrenching," I all but whisper the words.

It feels like it's been forced out of me. Out of the deepest parts of my soul. I try to force the sob that threatens to break free, but it's useless. I tears out of me painfully, leaving me breathless.

Mia asks,

because they keep flowing like a damn river. Getting angry at them for how they keep falling, I ball the tissue in frustration

battle against the tears that kept falling down my face. "There was so much anger reflected in his

image of his eyes glaring at me with those emotions is still imprinted on my head and heart. They still burn me in ways I can't even begin to

*Emma,"

tears with the

my fault. That I am

I am having difficulty breathing as the intensity of

to sleep, they are there in my dreams. When I wake up, they are there, staring accusingly at me. I see

about you. I sense a lot of anger

deny it. I honestly feel disgusted with myself. How can I call myself a mother when I caused such havoc in my child's life? How can I be okay with myself when I literally brought such emotions into him? Children should remain innocent for as long as they can. They should not feel any kind of hatred, anger, or bitterness. I took Gunner's innocence when I caused him to feel such emotions. "I'm not really happy with myself," I tell her honestly, my head bowed down in shame

second chance?" She asks. "Do you think you deserve

really thought about it because it has never crossed my mind. Do I

echoes inside, its

all. I dig deep inside me to try and find the answer to that question.

with me, as I think. She doesn't push me or force me to come up with the answer sooner. She just silently jots down something in her

to me, and I sigh. "No, I don't believe

at me with nothing

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