Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0522

Emma

I stare at the mess in front of me, not really sure what to do with it. I've been off these past few days and I haven't been able to pinpoint the exact reason as to why I've been feeling this way.

I've tried thinking about it, but nothing comes to mind. All I know is that I have been feeling off. Like something is wrong or something bad is about to happen. I can't shake the feeling no matter what I do. It sits still, heavily weighing on my heart.

Have you ever felt that way? Like you are having premonition of something that's about to happen? It frustrates me because I can't pin it down, and it's driving me insane.

Sighing, I look down at my gloved hands. Mia suggested that I should do something to take my mind off my worries and to relax. Yesterday I talked to Ava, and I happened to mention it. She suggested I should try gardening. According to her, it used to help her, especially when she was stressed and wanted to do something to take her mind off things.

Ava told me she used to plant vegetables, but she suggested I could try planting flowers if I didn't want to plant vegetables.

So here I am, having no fucking clue about what I am doing. Ava was always the outdoor one. She loved playing with dirt and digging whatever treasure she thought she could find. When we got older, she transitioned to planting anything that could be planted. Most of the herbs and vegetables we used for cooking were planted by her. We also always had fresh flowers in vases around the house. They were also courtesy of Ava.

Does it just

I was so lost in thought that

him, to my hands, to the sachets of flower seed, and then back to him

sitting on the back of my legs. "I thought

curiosity and some hesitancy. It's like, as much as he is curious about me, he is not sure whether to trust me given

help you," he finally says,

my voice comes out a little

a lot of gardening with Aunt Ava because I liked

down the emotions, but I can't. The fact that he is willing to help and work with me is a miracle. I

father okay with you being

as I am happy that he is here, I didn't want to undermine Calvin or do anything that would bring a rift between them. I understand that Calvin still doesn't trust me and he hates me. If he wasn't

said he'd follow my lead," Gunner answered, getting down on

Here

"Why are you crying?"