Chapter 0531

"It's okay, Lilly-Bear. I'm just about to have the baby... Remember what I told you will happen when it's time?"

She nods her head. "Yes. You said you'd be in pain, but I shouldn't worry because that's part of bringing the baby into the world."

"Good," I wince as another contraction hits me. "That's what's happening right now, so don't be afraid."

Gabriel grabs my hand and helps me out of the room. I breathe through my nose and out of my mouth, but let's be honest. That doesn't really help. Does it?

"I just don't understand. Why do you have to be in pain? Why can't the baby just come out of you without causing you pain?"

The last thing I want is to traumatize my daughter by explaining to her that the pain is necessary for pushing the baby out of me. She'll want to know why the baby needs to be pushed out, and I'll have to explain it's because the baby is big and my passage is smaller, so those contractions are needed to push the baby out. Then she'll want to know what passage that is, and I'll have to tell her that a baby comes out through the vajayjay.

As you can see, that is not a conversation she's ready for. She'll be traumatized when she learns how a baby really comes into the world.

when another one hits

and daughter tell

mind my language now?" I snap

*You seem angry, mommy."

her just

opens the door. Gabriel gently ushers me in before

and try to breathe through the pain. Fuck it! Why do we put ourselves through this over and over again? I swore after having Lilly and going through that pain that I'd never

start slowly before it builds up?" Gabriel asks in concern, his hand rubbing my

breaks, all hell breaks loose. My contractions

his face before he literally bursts. "Why the hell didn't you tell

didn't think much of it. I thought they were just Braxton hicks since we still had a

hate this. I hate seeing you in

wanted another baby," I snap, which makes him shut his mouth and

is a complete blur. I spent it mostly trying to fight the pain and my tears. I also had to stop myself from strangling Gabriel

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