Facade of Love

Chapter 27 I Think I’m Sick

Idris held his phone as his dark eyes bored into me. He did not answer it. I had no clue what he was thinking, but Moore seemed determined to get through to him. If he did not pick up, she would

simply keep calling.

Finally, he could not resist any longer. He answered the call. I had no idea what was said on the other

end of the line.

He got out of bed, went to the closet, and emerged in different clothes. I lay in bed, silently watching him hurriedly grab his coat and head out.

I watched him leave in silence, all expectations in my heart crumbling. My heart was filled with bitterness and self–mockery.

As Idris reached the bedroom door, he seemed to remember that I was his wife. He paused, looked back at me, and said, “Moore’s scared of thunder. Sorry, I need to go to her. You should get some

rest.”

I did not respond. Anyway, he left too quickly to catch anything I might have wanted to say.

The thunder outside grew increasingly loud. I clutched the blanket tightly as the sound echoed through the empty bedroom, its reverberations lingering for a long time.

Moore was afraid of thunder, he said?

her fears and could not bear to let her face

her.

I did, all I would see were the severed limbs and

my current heartache were too much. They made my entire b*dy ache. I reopened the previously–closed window and stood on the balcony, letting the

I had found over the last five years to alleviate the pain of

knew I was sick.

again, I had already been frozen stiff from the cold. Hearing the noise,

Idris. He had

me standing by the window and punishing myself, his expression changed drastically. He strode toward me, his handsome face dark and violent, looking almost as if

and almost

at him, my face frozen, unable to show any expression. I wanted to smile at him but could not muster the strength. I could only rasp, “Why’d

were bloodshot. He roughly pulled me into the bathroom without answering me, and unceremoniously twisted the switch for the

he reached to remove my clothes, I dodged him. My

myself.”

angry by now. He glared at me and sneered. “Is there anything of yours I haven’t seen before? Why

hot water warmed my b*dy a little. I looked at him and said, “Can you leave? I want to

bath.”

tell that my earlier self–harm had angered him. Thankfully, he was well–mannered enough that he would never

when angry.

me a cold glance before finally leaving

b*dy. I stepped out of the bathroom to