Chapter 322

I curl up then, in my chair, tucking my face into my hands, completely overwhelmed by the realization that the best I’m ever going to get in Kent’s heart is second place.

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And I’m absolutely terrified by the realization that I want to be first. I want to mean more to him I want to mean the most.

Because maybe that’s what he is to…

But no. I shut down the thought, making my mind turn to other things. My brain trips over itself in its attempt to find something new to mull over, and cruelly – it turns to Ivan. To what he said yesterday that he offered me everything, and I’d picked an old, dead man over him. Someone who will never, ever love me.

And suddenly I feel just…horribly stupid.

had

seriously

seriously, seriously choose that? Just because Kent is hotter than Ivan- because that, I can finally admit to

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hands over my imouth and forcing myself –

I need, I realize, is a distraction.

oul.

and drag it in front of my face, making myself flick through the pages

how much Kent loved Lenai, and whether I’m an idiot. who is going to die because she was to sex–addled to be smart enough to get herself away, I begin

are, arguably, the

matter how much Fiona encouraged me. Plus, I had stumbled onto that sex tape from Kent, which

flick, just once, to shelf of unlabeled black tapes – but then I decide against it. I didn’t need to compare

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