Falling For My Ex's Dad by Oma Green

Chapter 103: 1 Fucked Up Badly

Gabriel’s POV

A fucking cruel asshole.

Chapter 103:1 Fucked Up Badly

That was the best way to describe me after what I’d done to Clairessa.

I had fucked up.

Badly.

I knew it the moment I left her.

The moment I walked out of that villa, telling myself it was for the best. That leaving without a word- without facing her–would make it easier.

I told myself that maybe, if I put enough distance between us, I could forget her.

But I was wrong.

Because every second, every breath, every damn moment since I left, she consumed me.

I closed my eyes, and there she was–imprinted in my mind like a brand I couldn’t erase.

Chapter 103:1 Fucked Up Badly

Her soft moans echoed in my ears, the way she had begged me to take her, the way her body trembled beneath me, completely open and willing.

I groaned, running a hand over my face, trying to push the thoughts away.

But it was useless.

I could still taste her on my tongue, still feel the way she melted under my touch.

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more.

No matter how many times I took her, no matter how many ways I made her come undone, I still wanted

She had fucked me up.

I cursed under my breath, shifting in my seat as I felt myself harden, just thinking about her.

Clairessa wasn’t just another woman.

She was the only woman who had broken through the walls I’d spent years building.

And that scared the hell out of me.

I had spent years keeping people at arm’s length. Never letting anyone in. Never giving anyone the power

to hurt me.

But with her…

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I was losing that control.

And it scared the hell out of me.

So, I told myself it was better this way. That if I left, I wouldn’t have to deal with what I was feeling.

I spoke to Sandy, and she informed me Clairessa had called in sick today, but I knew damn well she wasn’t.

Just like I knew my “emergency meeting” had been nothing but an excuse.

There had been a meeting. But it wasn’t something I couldn’t have pushed back.

I let my jealousy, my anger, and my own damn ego drive me to run like a fucking coward.

And now, she wasn’t answering my calls.

Ignoring my texts.

And the more silence I got from her, the more it fucking destroyed me.

phone so

called. Texted.

No response.

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patient, but she was

I wasn’t used to being ignored.

fingers flew across the keyboard.

Clairessa…

boss, I’m ordering you

I pressed send.

a few seconds

It rang.

And rang.

And rang.

No answer.

silence was maddening.

I Fucked Up

my jaw, my heart pounding, my mind

her way of punishing

hurting because of

I had

spanking push

been too

scared her?

she feel used?

hand through my

Daniel leaning in to kiss her had nearly driven

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night, I was wild–off the rails.

her body, teased and tormented her until she was a sobbing, trembling mess

me

Fucked Up

she was mine.

she meant it

in her eyes.

had to stay that way.

thought of Daniel touching her, being anywhere

from

facing her–meant acknowledging everything I

to tell her the truth

I did, I would mean dealing with my

sure I was

more terrifying thought

of losing

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if I had frightened her

if she

she was shutting me out.

I fucking deserved it.

hate

nothing to do with me?

Or worse-

to

a hot jolt of

No.

forget

wouldn’t fucking

needed to see her.

her

To fix this.

back from my desk, letting out a

It didn’t work.

tapping my fingers against the desk impatiently, my

One last message.

Clairessa,

my damn calls. That’s a

I waited.

Still nothing.

through me, heavy

tense. Restless.

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