Chapter 103: 1 Fucked Up Badly

Gabriel’s POV

A fucking cruel asshole.

Chapter 103:1 Fucked Up Badly

That was the best way to describe me after what I’d done to Clairessa.

I had fucked up.

Badly.

I knew it the moment I left her.

The moment I walked out of that villa, telling myself it was for the best. That leaving without a word- without facing her–would make it easier.

I told myself that maybe, if I put enough distance between us, I could forget her.

But I was wrong.

Because every second, every breath, every damn moment since I left, she consumed me.

I closed my eyes, and there she was–imprinted in my mind like a brand I couldn’t erase.

Chapter 103:1 Fucked Up Badly

Her soft moans echoed in my ears, the way she had begged me to take her, the way her body trembled beneath me, completely open and willing.

I groaned, running a hand over my face, trying to push the thoughts away.

But it was useless.

I could still taste her on my tongue, still feel the way she melted under my touch.

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more.

No matter how many times I took her, no matter how many ways I made her come undone, I still wanted

She had fucked me up.

I cursed under my breath, shifting in my seat as I felt myself harden, just thinking about her.

Clairessa wasn’t just another woman.

She was the only woman who had broken through the walls I’d spent years building.

And that scared the hell out of me.

I had spent years keeping people at arm’s length. Never letting anyone in. Never giving anyone the power

to hurt me.

But with her…

Chapter 103:1 Fucked Up Badly

I was losing that control.

And it scared the hell out of me.

So, I told myself it was better this way. That if I left, I wouldn’t have to deal with what I was feeling.

I spoke to Sandy, and she informed me Clairessa had called in sick today, but I knew damn well she wasn’t.

Just like I knew my “emergency meeting” had been nothing but an excuse.

There had been a meeting. But it wasn’t something I couldn’t have pushed back.

I let my jealousy, my anger, and my own damn ego drive me to run like a fucking coward.

And now, she wasn’t answering my calls.

Ignoring my texts.

And the more silence I got from her, the more it fucking destroyed me.

gritted my teeth, gripping my phone so tightly I thought

had called. Texted.

No response.

103: 1 Fucked Up

first, I had tried to be patient, but she was determined

wasn’t used to being ignored.

fingers flew across

Clairessa…

boss, I’m ordering you to take

I pressed send.

waited a few seconds before

It rang.

And rang.

And rang.

No answer.

silence was maddening.

Fucked

jaw, my heart pounding, my mind racing with a thousand possibilities.

of punishing me for leaving?

hurting because of me?

way I had taken

push her too

been too

scared her?

she feel

dragged a hand through my hair, exhaling

in to kiss her had nearly driven me to the brink of

  1. me.

night, I was wild–off

body, teased and tormented her until she was a sobbing,

me to

Fucked Up

swore she was

she meant

saw it in

had to

the thought of Daniel touching her, being anywhere

after what he took from me

I had

her the truth behind my hatred for

if I did, I would mean dealing

I was

now, a more terrifying thought crept in.

of losing

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had

if she

she was shutting me out.

I fucking deserved it.

hate me now?

wanted nothing to do

Or worse-

trying to forget me.

jolt

No.

forget

wouldn’t fucking let

to see her.

hear her

To fix this.

desk, letting out a deep breath in

It didn’t work.

the

One last message.

Clairessa,

calls. That’s

I waited.

Still nothing.

me, heavy

tense. Restless.

C

1 Mar NNN.

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