Chapter 182: She Put Me In This Position

Gabriel's POV

"Mom, please don't go... come back..."

My voice cracked in the dark as I reached for her-but the door slammed before I could move.

I jolted awake, heart pounding, drenched in sweat.

The alarm blared beside me like it wanted to yank me out of more than sleep.

4:30 AM.

I shut it off and sat there, breathing hard, trying to understand why that dream had come back-after all these years.

I hadn't thought about her in so long. I buried that part of my life so deep I almost convinced myself it never happened.

But her face lingered-clear as day.

That day—when she packed her bags, shouted that she was done, and walked out to be with another man. She didn't look back. Just said my dad would hear from her lawyer about the divorce papers, then slammed the door like we were nothing.

She left us like we were just another chapter she couldn't wait to rip out.

I was ten.

My dad-God. He picked up the pieces. I still remembered the look in his eyes, the way he forced a tired smile through all that heartbreak. He never broke down in front of me, but I saw it. I saw him fight battles no man should've fought alone.

Friends swindled him. Partners backstabbed him. But he kept going. He worked himself into the ground to give me food, clothes—a shot at something better. He never let me feel like I lacked anything, even when we had nothing. He didn't let my mother's betrayal harden him.

He taught me what love looked like-even after she tore him apart.

A few years later, he met my stepmother, Lydia. He found love again, and something in both of us began to heal.

She was everything my mother wasn't-gentle, kind, patient. She never tried to replace my mom. She didn't need to. She became something better.

She made our house a home again.

She loved my dad the way he deserved. She loved me like I was hers, no

questions asked. That was the first time I believed in love again.

Real love.

Peaceful. Safe. Whole.

I wanted to repay them for everything. Buy them a house. Give them the comfort they never had.

That became my dream. My drive.

But life doesn't care about dreams.

A car crash took my parents while I was still in university.

That's when Angelique and I reconnected.

When I was at my lowest. When I needed someone-anything-to fill the void.

I mistook that need for love.

I married her right after college, too young, thinking I could rebuild what I'd lost.

I wanted stability. Something permanent.

But she cheated. Lied. Left me with a son-the same way my mother had left my father.

Even when Clairessa asked about my mom, I told her about my stepmom-the one who died in the crash-and left out my dad, who died too.

My real mom? She might still be out there, chasing her dreams. She never reached out, and I never went looking.

Honestly, I forgot I even had another mother besides Lydia.

She was the one who taught me everything that mattered-how to be kind, how to

be selfless, how to treat a woman. How to love. How to cook. The list goes on.

I never talk about those years. Never told anyone the full story. Maybe I thought if

enough, it would

things we bury always find a way back, don't

And now... Clairessa.

I'd known before. She didn't just hurt me-she deceived me. On purpose. And it tore open wounds I thought had long since healed. Not just the ones left by my ex-wife, but the ones buried deep from childhood. From every woman

most. The one I would've done anything for. Moved heaven and hell just to see her smile. Just to

the pain, the history, the wreckage-I let her in. I thought she was

swore I'd never

But I did.

for her. Maybe I'm still in love with her with every

now I

Because of Adrian.

I have left. The only family

a boy, too scared to sleep alone because

be found. I offered her money, a house, whatever she wanted-just

my back on him. I kept hoping he'd grow, kept protecting him.

just a father's foolish

got up and went to the bathroom, still hearing the echo of

the shower longer than necessary, letting the hot water run down like it

mirror, then stepped into black tailored slacks and pulled on a crisp

Today mattered.

starting at the

all these years of pushing him, he was finally

I should've felt proud.

And I did.

Mostly.

I adjusted my collar in the mirror, my thoughts drifted-back to

Clairessa.

How was she doing?

coming in

she agree

wanted to

if she was

But I couldn't.

pulling away

protected all of us.

didn't

make me want her

it worse-knowing that I

after the lie. Even

wasn't

Not really.

dated Adrian-if Adrian wasn't in love

forgiven her.

we could've been together. Even right this

But now?

I supposed to move forward

fight my own blood

to step

clean

where everyone made it

And I hated it.

for putting me in

hated myself for still

down... maybe I hated the part of me still trying to

Adrian on track.

selfish. I

good thing could come from this if Adrian could finally grow

he could

this would've

something.

cuffs, looked in the mirror one

this over

made my way down

outside the kind of dark that usually belonged to

else.

neck, still a little shaken

silence, routine. I

No one

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