Fated To Not Just One, But Three

Chapter 18: Regrets

Chapter 18: Regrets

Lennox's POV

"Keep shut, Anita, just keep shut!" I snapped in anger and frustration.

Anita's eyes widened in shock. I had never spoken to her like this before, but today, I did—and I didn't regret it. I was furious, not just at her, but at myself.

I had hit Olivia.

What the hell was I thinking? Had I lost my damn mind? How could I have let myself be provoked into striking her?

My wolf howled angrily inside me, and where I stood, I felt so ashamed of myself. I looked at my brothers, Levi and Louis, and they had a blank look on their faces. But without saying a word, I turned around and left the dining table.

Reaching my chambers, I paced around my room, running a hand through my hair. I regretted what I did.

Yes, I wanted Olivia to suffer for what she said to me all those years ago—for the pain she caused me. But not like this. Never like this. I had never imagined hurting her with my own hands.

Damn it!

A knock landed on the door, and by the comforting smell of flowers, I knew it was my mother. She had been out of the pack for some weeks and had only returned last night.

Sighing softly, I composed myself. "Come in, Mother."

The door opened, and she stepped inside. I forced a weak smile. "Good morning, Mother," I greeted.

"Morning, Alpha Lennox," she replied, bowing slightly, and I frowned.

"Mother, you know you shouldn't be doing that. I am your son. You are my mother."

that doesn't change the fact that you

no need to argue with Mother; she

Mother spoke,

nodded and showed her the

while I sat on the bed, across from her,

said, her tone calm, but I could hear the disappointment in it. "I saw

tightened, and I clenched my fists. I knew what

slapped Olivia," she continued, her voice laced with disappointment. "Your wife.

gaze. "It was a mistake," I admitted, my voice

them. You are an Alpha, but more than that, you are a

pain she caused me—but never like

muttered. "I

head, studying me. "Regret is not

gaze, frowning. "What do you

if they don't speak of it, they will remember. They will question your control. And Olivia… she will remember

course, she would. How could she forget that her own mate—the man meant to protect

Mother," I said under my

softer now, but no less firm. "When you were younger, you adored Olivia. You wanted her as your mate. I saw the way you and your brothers loved her. That's why I wasn't surprised when Anita didn't turn out to be your mates. But Olivia…" She paused, tilting her head. "Tell me, Lennox. What changed?

You can't tell

clenched my

never told anyone what Olivia

The pain she caused.

all these years, still echoed

too ashamed to say

it," I said in a

like Anita. If that's the case, take her as your mistress. Sleeping with another woman while married is wrong, but you are Alphas. If you must, then do it properly—make Anita