Chapter 183: What Is Wrong With Me

Olivia’s POV

His touch was almost unbearable—teasing, slow, driving me Mad. My whole body ached with confusion. Shame. Desire. Regret.

But then—

A flash.

Levi’s face. Lifeless. Pale. The way he’d looked just hours ago, lying there unconscious.

"You’re still their wife." A voice which wasn’t that of my wolf echoed in my head.

My breath caught sharply in my throat.

No.

I couldn’t do this.

In that split second, while Damien’s guard was down, drunk on the moment—my body jolted with speed. I twisted, yanked myself upright with everything I had left, and stood.

His eyes widened in surprise, hand still reaching for where I had just been.

I grabbed my gown, yanked it down, my fingers trembling as I fixed my underwear. My breath was ragged, my heart pounding like a drum.

"No," I said, barely able to get the word out.

"Olivia—" he started, his voice low, strained.

But I shook my head, taking a shaky step backward. "Don’t. Just... don’t."

I didn’t wait for his response. I turned and rushed out of my room, my feet flying over the tiled floors.

A few staff furrowed their brows as they glanced at me, but I didn’t care. I ran like I was trying to escape a storm.

Because maybe I was.

I didn’t stop until I reached the garden. Only then did I collapse onto the grass, burying my face in my hands. My whole body still burned from where he had touched me.

"Damn it! What is wrong with me!" I groaned, angry at myself.

I pulled my hand from my face and stared up at the night sky. The stars blurred as unshed tears clung stubbornly to my lashes.

"What is wrong with me..." I whispered again—this time softer. Less angry. More confused.

My hands curled into the grass.

closed my eyes, trying to calm

aloud, needing to hear the words. Maybe if I said it

"That’s all. That’s why my body reacted.

said it, I didn’t

not. But it wasn’t nothing either. It was the ache of loneliness. The pain

part. It wasn’t Damien I had wanted—it

my fists to my eyes and let

I thought of them.

voice barely a whisper now. "Still their mate." I wished that truth

me. Not because I care for them, but because of my own sanity.

little longer,

my room. Alpha Damien was gone, but his scent still lingered in

locked the door and

I stared

I didn’t know who I was anymore.

The triplets.

My mates.

had grown to love... so deeply it

He made my blood boil and my heart race all in

Observant. Calculated. The one who always saw right through me. Who made me feel safe even when I didn’t

Sweet, tortured Louis. The quiet

My mates. And they

loved me. Hurt me. Gave me everything. Took everything

still

much

Then there was Gabriel.

heart flutter every time he looked at

When he spoke, I listened too closely. And when he offered to meet me at the border... I’d said yes far too quickly. Just

yet. But something was starting. A

And then...

Damien.

Alpha Damien.

The triplets’ uncle.

man I should have

Cold. Dangerous. Infuriating.

But gods—mysterious.

didn’t say much. He didn’t have to. His presence was enough to stir something in me I didn’t want to name.

way he looked at me. Not like the others. Not even like a woman

hated how much that

was wrong. Maybe it was all just loneliness and confusion

that didn’t make it any less

and closed my

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