Fated To The Alpha (Ezra, Katya)

Read Fated To The Alpha [by Jessica Hall] Chapter 220 – Jonah POV

Kyan and Kaif, in their Lycan form, are barbaric and uncivilized. Jax was completely battered, and our back leg was broken when his fist came down on our back before he kicked us. Air rushed around me, and my vision blurred at the force and speed as we crashed through the conservatory wall; the air knocked out of our lungs with a wheeze. There wasn’t much left of this side of the house; just the frame remained and one side of glass left.

I could feel Kyan was trying to fight off the urges rushing through him, fighting off instincts as they were now starting to tire. Neither of them had control in this form, k**l or be k****d. Kaif could be rational, almost human in nature when Kyan had complete control, but they became the thing of nightmares in their shifted form.

Glass rained down on us, a large shard slicing through my side, and Jax howls in pain. Kaif also howls, pain radiating through me everywhere, but finally, Kyan regained focus and was fighting for control back, his consciousness coming back to him when Lucas walked out behind me.

The growl was more like a roar as he went to charge at his Uncle, and Jax forces himself up again, blocking his way. Lucas realizing what he walked into, froze, remaining entirely still.

I tried to push on the blood bond, not sure how it worked, but I could feel Kyan through it, and he could feel me. His mind was consumed with instinct, driven by the darkest parts of Kaif. Their Lycan form was terrifying. I never voiced it, but I didn’t have to. Kyan knew he scared me sometimes and had even come close to k*****g me a few times. If it weren’t for them weakening every time I am injured, I would surely be d**d by now.

I am alive because of the blood bond; in this form, I am linked to Kaif and Kyan; in our human forms, I get slivers but not everything. Exactly why we made the bond in the first place, I was Kaif’s keeper in a sense, but to stop him from k*****g me, I had to feel him and him me when he hurt me. The s**t you do for best friends take a beating, then get a beer afterward and high-five it out.

Kaif’s eyes were locked on Lucas; Lucas was about three seconds from shitting his pants, but he knew if he moved a muscle, Kaif would a****k in a heartbeat. Jax growls at Kaif, whose eyes dart down to us, he shakes his head, raking his claws down the sides of his face, and Jax whimpers as our flesh tears too.

I could see Kaif trying to remember who we are and what we are to him before he whimpers and leans down, shifting back, and Kyan is left panting on the ground beside me, his hand reaching out and stroking our fur.

“Thanks, Jax!” He breathes, and I feel my bones rearranging, my broken leg snapping back in place. I lay back on the grass, also trying to catch my breath. He smashed us up pretty good. I feel his hands reach for the wound across my stomach.

“Oi, no touching the merchandise, don’t want anyone getting the wrong idea,” I tell him, and he punches me in the arm. I looked over to see Lucas had gone back to safety within the house and let out a breath of relief.

“F**k up, and hold still. And did you have to call him an oversized Hyena,” Kyan asks before reaching out and ignoring me, slapping his hands away. He always felt terribly guilty afterward, but I was used to it, saved me from going to the gym.

“He liked that one huh, I will have to remember it then,”

“Want me to heal you or not? I swear you have rocks in your head antagonizing him like that,” Kyan growls at me. I feel the coldness of his magic seep into me, and I fight the urge to be sick. I hated the feeling of his magic; it was so unnatural and sickly feeling. I imagined it was like what d***h felt like.

“Well, at least you will be ready when it comes time to fight for your Alpha title,” Kyan says, and I nod. I had to challenge my father in two months, I was stand-in Alpha now, but the official title hadn’t been claimed yet, though I have been called Alpha for years.

“What is it?” Kyan asks, sensing my unease.

“Nothing,” I tell him.

“B******t, you may not be able to feel me in this form, but I can still feel you,” He says, holding up his hand. We both had identical scars running down our palms from the blood bond. I look at mine, the skin raised along the line.

“If I take the Alpha position, what goes on with this,” I ask him, and he shrugs.

“I find another way; I will think of something,” He says, his brows furrowing.

“What if I don’t want to be Alpha anymore,” I mutter, and he turns his head to the side, observing me.

training for it since you were a

it is different

your indecision, like the stupid paint all over again for the c****o theme. We changed paint codes seven times,” Kyan mutters,

but I will let your bad memory slide,” I tell him, and he chuckles, shaking his

his hand and

up shredded clothes and tidying as we

growls, trying to

out here cleaning. He growls, and I see his fingers twitch with his OCD tendencies. Rubbing his temples, he storms off through the Conservatory’s left and into

and cold feeling in this house.

he continues walking toward his room. I sigh, following him, and he flicks the light on. I catch Lucas peeping out the crack of his bedroom

room. Lucas never used to be scared of Kyan until Kaif broke his

hiding,” Lucas calls

hiding, chill old man, he is alive, no bodies tonight,” Kyan says, grabbing a pair of sweats out. He slips them on

“So, Marabella?”

he snaps, though he pauses sitting

going to tell her? She showed me the message you sent her,”

you could even if you

tell her that, but I can tell her what you are. You never slipped that into your blood bond, seriously; who adds a

I know you love her, and I don’t need you blurting out every little detail

him, wanting an answer; he kept this secret for years. Has

was nine,” and he shrugs like it was no big deal to keep that

you were nine. Didn’t think to tell me that the one

isn’t my mate, I haven’t marked her, and I am not

are rejecting

his head in his hands. I

“How did you know?”

three; I could sense her. And dad told me too; he had a vision about

I know he regretted doing that; he didn’t realize that it would lock permanently by drop ng it in there. It was not the best memory I had with Kyan digging up his father’s grave only to find his Talisman reinforced the coffin and permanently sealed it. I lean on the

his reasoning. How could he not want her? How

said I didn’t

But where the f**k does that leave me? I am not going

Jonah, so drop it; she is my mate, not yours. I

you will, you think I will

bellows before squeezing his eyes shut and pinching the bridge of his nose when Kaif

If you don’t want her, reject her and let me claim her, Kyan,

my mate with you,” I shake my head, looking toward the creepy grimoires he keeps in his room, trying to figure out a solution. I couldn’t let Mara go. It was more than wanting her, I needed her. I wouldn’t just walk away from her. I had three people in this world I would d*e for without

“So what now?”

and drop Marabella back to her

she goes into heat, Kyan. You want to send her home by herself. She either belongs here with you, or you reject her. Pick, you can’t have it both ways, but don’t think for one second I am going to forget

k**l me, I claim her

sense; Kaif is her mate. He won’t

I always have, you know this, but this is the only way. The only f*****g way Jonah.” Kyan sighs, he looks defeated as his shoulders slump, and he rests his elbows on

if I reject her, and there