Fated To The Alpha by Jessica Hall Chapter 76

Katya POV

 

Waking up I felt like I had been hit by a truck, every part of me felt broken. The rooms smelt like a brothel and I scrunch my nose up at the scent when everything smashed into me at once. Like a bad horror movie yet I starred in it. I could remember every detail yet it was like it wasn’t me, like watching an old fuzzy memory you aren’t sure is really yours.

I remember me attacking Mateo yet even that didn’t feel like it was me only I knew I did it. Remember Maddox and the Alpha’s. Everything but it wasn’t me, like someone else had the controls and I was purely an observer to my own actions. Shame and guilt pushed me up right in bed before I broke down. I assaulted Mateo, my own friend and cheated on Ezra.

“Woah lay back down, you are pretty badly banged up” comes Ezra’s voice beside me. I looked at him shocked he would even come near me after what I did.

“Hey, why are you crying?”

“Because I…” I couldn’t even bring myself to say it, the shame I felt at what I subjected Mateo too. The guilt I felt at what I put Ezra through.

“Kat, stop. Breathe” Ezra says, each sob took my breath, agony radiating up my side.

 

“Kat, you need to stop crying, your ribs are badly bruised, that’s why it hurts to breathe, I can get you some pain killers” Ezra says and I look at him.

Painkillers, why the F*ck would he get me painkillers, how could even look at me after what I did.

“Kat?”

“I cheated, I assaulted Mateo” I blurt out before crying and he flops back on his back with a sigh.

 

“You didn’t assault Mateo and you didn’t cheat on me, is that really why you’re crying? You were in heat Kat”

“But that doesn’t change what I did, how can you even look at me, Maddox must hate me”

“I don’t hate you and I told Mateo to stay with you. Anything you did or didn’t do is not on you or Mateo” Ezra breathes. His hand rubbing my back.

“I will get you some pain killers”

“I don’t need painkillers that is not why I am crying”

“Kat, look down” Ezra says, confusing me. I did and my skin was black and blue and I tried to remember how I got so badly bruised when I remember Mateo healing me.

Looking back at Ezra, I notice his entire chest and torso was littered in scars, the deepest down his ribs matching the bruising across mine.

“You look like you got put through a blender” I gasp.

You healed me and we tried to heal you back but you were to busy trying to take what you wanted from me, Maddox was too

what

goddess Kat, you

get in here” he yells

can never look him in the eye again after what I did” I tell

the blanket

had your cooter rubbing on me” Mateo says and

do you feel assaulted, Kat thinks she assaulted you?” Ezra says waving his hand

“Huh?” He chuckles.

you’re talking about when you were dry humping me in the bathroom, and gave me a massive case of blue balls to

from all the wanking and don’t get me started

beet red, I could feel how hot my face was, like

fine Kat, you can rub on me anytime. I

not cranky?” Ezra

that’s just your normal face, whoops” Mateo says and Ezra lobs his

keep swimming, how exciting for you both right?” Oh my gosh he was an idiot, a loveable one though, not

finding dory is on there too, movie marathon” Mateo squeals hurting my

shaking

two lovebirds, oh and by the way I hope you haven’t got chapped lips, because there is no vaseline left and if

perfectly fine, so stress less” Ezra says tugging me

Maddox mad?” I ask him tracing my finger over the scar on

 

he seems different,” Ezra

“How so?”

it’s hard to

after a couple of

hear her thunderous snoring in my head, sounds like a freight train” I tell him

he tells me and I

she took on

nervously wondering if Maddox

saved my life” he admits.

“That surprises you?”

yeah actually it does, I can see why she has the reputation she has, I have also decided you can see her again, but she comes here for now, I don’t want you going off with her. Not yet

him,

home, Nicolas and Andrei were sedated and locked up, though Andrei we aren’t on good

you

you to be on his beck and call if he helps with Jackson, I said

was over people wanting to use me like

escort him off the territory when he wakes” I nod pressing my lips in a

to do much else, only slipping on our pajamas as the day ended and just before Mateo rushed in jumping on the bed

very good

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