Fated To The Alpha by Jessica Hall Chapter 76

Katya POV

 

Waking up I felt like I had been hit by a truck, every part of me felt broken. The rooms smelt like a brothel and I scrunch my nose up at the scent when everything smashed into me at once. Like a bad horror movie yet I starred in it. I could remember every detail yet it was like it wasn’t me, like watching an old fuzzy memory you aren’t sure is really yours.

I remember me attacking Mateo yet even that didn’t feel like it was me only I knew I did it. Remember Maddox and the Alpha’s. Everything but it wasn’t me, like someone else had the controls and I was purely an observer to my own actions. Shame and guilt pushed me up right in bed before I broke down. I assaulted Mateo, my own friend and cheated on Ezra.

“Woah lay back down, you are pretty badly banged up” comes Ezra’s voice beside me. I looked at him shocked he would even come near me after what I did.

“Hey, why are you crying?”

“Because I…” I couldn’t even bring myself to say it, the shame I felt at what I subjected Mateo too. The guilt I felt at what I put Ezra through.

“Kat, stop. Breathe” Ezra says, each sob took my breath, agony radiating up my side.

 

“Kat, you need to stop crying, your ribs are badly bruised, that’s why it hurts to breathe, I can get you some pain killers” Ezra says and I look at him.

Painkillers, why the F*ck would he get me painkillers, how could even look at me after what I did.

“Kat?”

“I cheated, I assaulted Mateo” I blurt out before crying and he flops back on his back with a sigh.

 

“You didn’t assault Mateo and you didn’t cheat on me, is that really why you’re crying? You were in heat Kat”

“But that doesn’t change what I did, how can you even look at me, Maddox must hate me”

“I don’t hate you and I told Mateo to stay with you. Anything you did or didn’t do is not on you or Mateo” Ezra breathes. His hand rubbing my back.

“I will get you some pain killers”

“I don’t need painkillers that is not why I am crying”

“Kat, look down” Ezra says, confusing me. I did and my skin was black and blue and I tried to remember how I got so badly bruised when I remember Mateo healing me.

Looking back at Ezra, I notice his entire chest and torso was littered in scars, the deepest down his ribs matching the bruising across mine.

“You look like you got put through a blender” I gasp.

know. You healed me and we tried to heal you back but you were to busy trying to take what you wanted from

tried to heal me after what I did?”

goddess Kat,

here” he

Don’t call him, I can never look him in the eye again after what I did”

squeak, ripping the blanket up to cover

you had your cooter

thinks she assaulted you?”

“Huh?” He chuckles.

me a massive case of

from all the wanking and don’t get me started on my soldier, practically rubbed the skin

sorry” I tell him my face must be beet red, I could feel how hot my face was, like all my blood

fine Kat, you can rub on me anytime. I

cranky?” Ezra

your normal face, whoops” Mateo says and Ezra lobs his pillow at him. Mateo shuts the door,

lucky people get to watch Finding Nemo with me tonight, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, how exciting for you both right?” Oh my gosh he was an idiot, a loveable one though, not a serious bone in his

a girl.”Really? finding dory is on there

shaking

hope you haven’t got chapped lips, because there is no vaseline left and if you go into my room don’t

Ezra says tugging me down on

him tracing my finger over the

 

seems different,” Ezra

“How so?”

it’s hard to

asks after

my head, sounds like a freight train” I tell him and he

last night” he tells me and I

she

ask nervously wondering if Maddox hurt

he admits. I raise an eyebrow at

“That surprises you?”

decided you can see her again, but she comes here for now, I don’t want you going off

Alpha’s?” I ask him,

and locked up, though Andrei we aren’t

because you attacked

be on his beck and call if he

words, I was over people wanting to

won’t get near you, pack warriors will escort him off the territory when he wakes” I nod pressing my lips in

most of the day. I was too sore to do much else, only slipping on our pajamas as

in a very good mood” I tell

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