Fated To The Alpha by Jessica Hall Chapter 76

Katya POV

 

Waking up I felt like I had been hit by a truck, every part of me felt broken. The rooms smelt like a brothel and I scrunch my nose up at the scent when everything smashed into me at once. Like a bad horror movie yet I starred in it. I could remember every detail yet it was like it wasn’t me, like watching an old fuzzy memory you aren’t sure is really yours.

I remember me attacking Mateo yet even that didn’t feel like it was me only I knew I did it. Remember Maddox and the Alpha’s. Everything but it wasn’t me, like someone else had the controls and I was purely an observer to my own actions. Shame and guilt pushed me up right in bed before I broke down. I assaulted Mateo, my own friend and cheated on Ezra.

“Woah lay back down, you are pretty badly banged up” comes Ezra’s voice beside me. I looked at him shocked he would even come near me after what I did.

“Hey, why are you crying?”

“Because I…” I couldn’t even bring myself to say it, the shame I felt at what I subjected Mateo too. The guilt I felt at what I put Ezra through.

“Kat, stop. Breathe” Ezra says, each sob took my breath, agony radiating up my side.

 

“Kat, you need to stop crying, your ribs are badly bruised, that’s why it hurts to breathe, I can get you some pain killers” Ezra says and I look at him.

Painkillers, why the F*ck would he get me painkillers, how could even look at me after what I did.

“Kat?”

“I cheated, I assaulted Mateo” I blurt out before crying and he flops back on his back with a sigh.

 

“You didn’t assault Mateo and you didn’t cheat on me, is that really why you’re crying? You were in heat Kat”

“But that doesn’t change what I did, how can you even look at me, Maddox must hate me”

“I don’t hate you and I told Mateo to stay with you. Anything you did or didn’t do is not on you or Mateo” Ezra breathes. His hand rubbing my back.

“I will get you some pain killers”

“I don’t need painkillers that is not why I am crying”

“Kat, look down” Ezra says, confusing me. I did and my skin was black and blue and I tried to remember how I got so badly bruised when I remember Mateo healing me.

Looking back at Ezra, I notice his entire chest and torso was littered in scars, the deepest down his ribs matching the bruising across mine.

“You look like you got put through a blender” I gasp.

me and we tried to heal you back but you were to busy trying to take what you wanted from me, Maddox was too weak to shift to heal

to heal me after what I did?” I asked a

Kat, you did nothing

get in here”

Don’t call him, I can never look him in the eye again after what I did” I tell him, though I hear Mateo walking down the hall before the

I squeak, ripping the blanket

of defeats the point when you had your cooter rubbing on me” Mateo says and my face

you feel assaulted, Kat thinks she assaulted you?” Ezra says waving

“Huh?” He chuckles.

dry humping me in the bathroom, and gave me

by the way, my hands are so calloused from all the wanking and don’t get me started on my soldier, practically

could feel

you can rub on me anytime. I won’t complain, though probably will not be advised with Mr cranky

cranky?”

your normal face, whoops” Mateo says and Ezra lobs his pillow at him. Mateo shuts the door, the pillow hitting it before he opens it

with me tonight, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, how exciting for you both right?”

a girl.”Really? finding dory is on there too, movie marathon” Mateo squeals hurting

laughs, shaking

the way I hope you haven’t got chapped lips, because there is no vaseline left and if you go into my room don’t touch the socks on the floor” he says, shutting the door and walking

so stress less” Ezra says tugging me down on

him tracing my finger over

 

seems

“How so?”

it’s hard to

after a couple

her thunderous snoring in my head, sounds like

he tells me and

she

I ask nervously

my life” he admits. I raise an

“That surprises you?”

see her again, but she comes here for now, I don’t want you going off with her. Not yet at least” he says and I nod, a silly smile slipping on my

happened to the other Alpha’s?” I ask him,

locked up, though Andrei we aren’t on good terms

because you attacked

on his beck and call if he helps with Jackson,

words, I was over people wanting to use me like

will escort him off the territory when he wakes”

for most of the day. I was too sore to do much else, only slipping on our pajamas as the day ended and just before Mateo rushed in jumping on the bed and making himself

in a very good mood” I tell

The Novel will be updated daily. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone!

Comments ()

0/255