Fated To The Alpha by Jessica Hall Chapter 76

Katya POV

 

Waking up I felt like I had been hit by a truck, every part of me felt broken. The rooms smelt like a brothel and I scrunch my nose up at the scent when everything smashed into me at once. Like a bad horror movie yet I starred in it. I could remember every detail yet it was like it wasn’t me, like watching an old fuzzy memory you aren’t sure is really yours.

I remember me attacking Mateo yet even that didn’t feel like it was me only I knew I did it. Remember Maddox and the Alpha’s. Everything but it wasn’t me, like someone else had the controls and I was purely an observer to my own actions. Shame and guilt pushed me up right in bed before I broke down. I assaulted Mateo, my own friend and cheated on Ezra.

“Woah lay back down, you are pretty badly banged up” comes Ezra’s voice beside me. I looked at him shocked he would even come near me after what I did.

“Hey, why are you crying?”

“Because I…” I couldn’t even bring myself to say it, the shame I felt at what I subjected Mateo too. The guilt I felt at what I put Ezra through.

“Kat, stop. Breathe” Ezra says, each sob took my breath, agony radiating up my side.

 

“Kat, you need to stop crying, your ribs are badly bruised, that’s why it hurts to breathe, I can get you some pain killers” Ezra says and I look at him.

Painkillers, why the F*ck would he get me painkillers, how could even look at me after what I did.

“Kat?”

“I cheated, I assaulted Mateo” I blurt out before crying and he flops back on his back with a sigh.

 

“You didn’t assault Mateo and you didn’t cheat on me, is that really why you’re crying? You were in heat Kat”

“But that doesn’t change what I did, how can you even look at me, Maddox must hate me”

“I don’t hate you and I told Mateo to stay with you. Anything you did or didn’t do is not on you or Mateo” Ezra breathes. His hand rubbing my back.

“I will get you some pain killers”

“I don’t need painkillers that is not why I am crying”

“Kat, look down” Ezra says, confusing me. I did and my skin was black and blue and I tried to remember how I got so badly bruised when I remember Mateo healing me.

Looking back at Ezra, I notice his entire chest and torso was littered in scars, the deepest down his ribs matching the bruising across mine.

“You look like you got put through a blender” I gasp.

we tried to heal you back but you were to busy trying to take what you wanted from me, Maddox was too

me after what I did?” I

goddess Kat, you

here”

never look him in the eye again after what I did” I tell him, though I hear Mateo walking down the hall before the door

the blanket up to

you had your cooter rubbing

assaulted you?” Ezra says

“Huh?” He chuckles.

in the bathroom, and gave me a massive case of blue balls to wake

that by the way, my hands are so calloused from all the wanking and don’t get me started on my soldier, practically rubbed the skin off it,”

beet red, I could feel how hot

“it’s fine Kat, you can rub on me anytime. I

cranky?”

his pillow at him. Mateo

just keep swimming, just keep swimming, how exciting for you both right?”

like a girl.”Really? finding dory is on there too, movie marathon” Mateo squeals

laughs, shaking his

lips, because there is no vaseline left and if you go into my room don’t touch the socks on the floor” he says, shutting the door and

stress less” Ezra says tugging me down

tracing my

 

he seems

“How so?”

to explain,” he

asks after a couple of

in my head, sounds like a freight train” I tell him and he nods, his

mother last night” he

she

I ask nervously wondering if Maddox

admits. I

“That surprises you?”

actually it does, I can see why she has the reputation she has, I have also decided you can see her again, but she comes here for now, I don’t want you going off with her. Not yet at least” he says and I nod,

the other Alpha’s?” I ask him, remembering that they chased me

sedated and locked up, though Andrei

because you

beck and call if he helps

my eyes at his words, I was over people wanting to use me like I was some

won’t get near you, pack warriors will escort him off the territory

in the room for most of the day. I was too sore to do much else, only slipping on our pajamas as the day ended and just

very good mood” I

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