Fated To The Alpha (Ezra, Katya)

Fated To The Alpha by Jessica Hall Chapter 105

I try to do as Andrei asks with his deep breathing, but it was hard to stifle my giggles when I could hear him breathing deeply, I was just waiting for him to break out in a shaman dance. Cracking an eye open, I find his eyes closed as he took this very seriously. He looked quite funny, especially from his size sitting cross legged and his back straight, meditation was never my thing, so I kind of found it pointless. But I still tried to be a good sport and closed my eyes, listening to his deep breathing and trying not burst out into a fit of giggles.

I lose track of time as we sit there, the sun making me sweat profusely while he tells me to search for m y mind’s eye or some whacked voodoo crap. Feeling fur brush my arm, I open my eyes to see Maddox sitting beside me with his head cocked to the side as he watches Andrei, Maddox deep voice flitting through my head.

“What is he doing?”

“No idea” I tell him, looking to my side Mateo was laying on his side on the grass with his head propped on his hand. I try not to laugh when I watch him clean his apple on his shorts before biting into it loudly. The crunch of his crisp green apple sounded loud in comparison to Andrei’s deep breathing, I see Andrei open up his eyes before glaring at Mateo.

“What, just watching you do your weird panting just pretend I’m not here” Mateo tells him sending him a wink.

“It’s called meditation”

“You call it meditation, I call it panting like a heffer but please continue bet the ladies love you panting over the top of them like that” Mateo tells him and Andrei growls at him. Mateo however was unfazed by him and continued to eat his apple.

Andrei turns and looks at Maddox he chuckles,

shaking his head, “ Seriously Ezra, I mean her no harm you can shift back, I am not going to attack m y own sister” Andrei tells him.

“That’s Maddox, not Ezra. Maddox hasn’t given him control back yet after Kat turned demonic, I tried to ring you but you never answered your damn phone” Mateo tells him.

“What do you mean, kat turned demonic?” Andrei asks and I also look at him wondering what the hell Mateo was talking about.

“Kat, she” Mateo looks at me worriedly while I wait for him to explain what he meant.

“She lost it, became angry and she almost seemed insane ” I pulled a face at what he said, he sounded insane, I have no memory of anything happening after we left the meeting.

“Ezra had to mark her again to subdue her and then Maddox took over, came home last night drenched in blood after he killed some shit and one of our patrollers”

“What? You killed someone? Maddox please give Ezra back control” I ask, looking at Maddox but he gets up and walks away with a growl. He didn’t seem angry, in fact I couldn’t feel anything emotion wise coming from him at all, like he felt nothing.

it’s already happening” Andrei mutters, making me look at him.

and I ask at the same

I roll my eyes

shift it might help. Any time she heals someone

said anything about him

was explosive, his behaviour erratic. After he killed his mates, his journal was nearly unreadable, his thoughts that manic he went completely

will go insane?” I ask him, horrified. This was

manageable, plus we have all different medications that can help these days. Back then, they didn’t have mood stabilizers or know what to even call schizophrenia or different mental illnesses, we have resources that can help these things in today’s day and age. But yes, everytime you heal someone it takes a piece of you, you are essentially giving a piece of yourself to them and you are taking the death from them, that would be enough to send anyone mad Kat, so just stay away from dead people, but there is more, for you to heal someone, or bring them back from the dead, you

bringing back the dead, or killing anyone”

helps because once shifted you can recharge off the moon, kind of like you did when you were a lunar healer, keeps not only you strong but your mind too” Andrei

don’t get it, how do you know

my territory, he thought Anthony had something to do with your mothers death, but in fact it was me. I needed those scrolls from Jackson to put the final pieces together” Andrei says. I go to get up

people change kat, I do mean it when I say I mean you no harm and I couldn’t see a reason for me wanting to

why do

to do with you kat, but if you must know. I want it for Jackson. Anthony raised me and after knowing what he did to my stepfather and my mother, I want revenge but that

I was keeping from my mates, that our future may not mean Mateo is in it, making me wonder if maybe telling them, may alter future

at Maddox as he tries to sit across my lap. Andrei chuckles at him while I try to shove him off, embarrassed at his behaviour, Ezra would be horrified seeing Maddox act like a clingy pup in

lookout for his, becomes quite annoying at times. Yet just like Maddox he would kill without hesitation just like I would” I push him

why he is being like that. One extreme or another, you will find your moods will be the same, one minute you will be clingy like he is being right now, seeking comfort, the next you will want to kill them” Andrei says while we watch Maddox lay on Mateo’s back, Mateo tries roll out from under him only for Maddox to start licking his face and neck. Andrei shakes his head at him and laughs to himself.

scrolls in my car, you can have them but it tells you nothing I haven’t already said but if you can find

good” Mateo chokes out as Maddox mauls him with his heavy body rubbing himself all over him like

how long he will be

hours and

out, Ezra will be fine, but would be best if you shift soon, it won’t be as bad next time, I should head off but if you want to follow me to my car I will give you those scrolls, I will come back tomorrow, it is getting

car, Maddox also following me as he kept trying to

says before