Fated To The Alpha (Ezra, Katya)

Fated To The Alpha by Jessica Hall Chapter 147

Andrei POV

“ Sage please wait” I called out to her as she took off, though I was surprised that instead of taking off for the forest she was actually going home back to the pack house. When I first brought her outside I was a little worried she would run and she looked like she would when I brought her closer to the forest.

I catch up to her, easily falling in line with her. “ Look I’m sorry I didn’t mean to freak you out” I tell her reaching for her hand and am surprised when she doesn’t pull away.

“Why are you apologizing? I marked you not the other way around” She says, her cheeks turning red. Was she embarrassed or angry, both? It was so hard to tell with her sometimes, she was so hot and then cold the next. I knew it wasn’t her fault and if roles were reversed I wouldn’t trust me either. Her vibes suggested she was ticked off but the blush on her cheeks made me think otherwise when she wouldn’t meet my gaze, her eyes staring straight ahead and she actually led me back to the packhouse stopping next to the door.

“What did Donnie do to Sierra?” She asked and I felt bile rise in my throat. I let her hand go and placed my hand on the scanner, preferring to have this conversation inside at least she couldn’t escape me.

The door opens and I place my hand on her lower back giving her a little push but she doesn’t move, instead folding her arms across her chest and glaring at me defiantly, I was shocked she is so timid but she clearly didn’t like that I upset her wolf, finding it funny she was so protective of her wolf when they are technically the same person yet the first place she turns to is her wolf form when she is petrified of me but now she was demanding I tell her.

“I will tell you but inside please”

“Why can’t you tell me out here?” She says her tone is sharp. I fought the urge to smile as much as it irritated me, her wolf may fear me at the moment but it was clear the bond was working because no matter how terrified she was of us she looked quite firm now and unafraid. Deciding not to lie to her I tell her.

“Because I worry you will try and run when I tell you, she took it the wrong way, please just come inside Sage” I ask her motioning for the door, but my words must have made her uneasy as she stared at the door before looking back at me. She swallows now wondering if it is a good idea to go inside but she hesitates a moment before stepping inside. I leave the door open deciding to see if she would run, maybe if she doesn’t feel like a prisoner the temptation to leave will leave her when she realizes she can walk out the door anytime. She looks at it as I walk past her.

“You’re not going to close it?” She says, making me stop and turn to look at her but she was closing the door before she turned around, her fear wafting to me which confused me because she was the one shutting the door.

“I think she fears what’s outside more” Donnie tells me just as she turns around to face me. She looks at me nervously and I watch her.

“You could have left it open” I tell her but she shakes her head.

“What if someone got in”

“Someone or one of my pack members?” “Anyone” She whispers so low I barely heard her.

“Anyone or other men?” I ask her knowing the answer but I wanted her to acknowledge the fact she just locked herself in the house with me.

“You wont hurt me, well you don’t want to anyway” She whispers.

“My pack won’t hurt you, they aren’t monsters Sage, Zane hasn’t hurt you”

“No but he says weird things” She states, making my brows furrow.

“Like what?” I ask her. She shrugs before answering, stepping closer, she can’t fear my Beta. I know Zane would never harm her and is already protective over her, he knows a pack needs a Luna.

“ I don’t know, it’s like he wants me to fear you” She says and I ponder her words.

say that bothered you?” I

I still love her and probably always will, but she liked pushing my buttons but she grew up differently then I did. Woman didn’t have much say in my pack but now I would do anything to have her attitude and rage back just to hear her voice again.

a lot and liked to get under my

I know she was raised to be a strong independent woman and looking at Sage she was the complete opposite. Sage was timid and frightened and knew nothing but pain. She was suppressed not only by

asks, chewing her fingernail. I

she died we had a fight, so I thought I would teach her a lesson for trying to overrule me and locked her in the packhouse with my Beta. She was causing quite a stir with the other she-wolves and they were going against their

“Did they?” She asks.

because of my belief that that’s how things were run, maybe if I listened

do you mean?” She asks curiously, it felt weird talking about Angie but I could see

and independent. She didn’t like that I wouldn’t let the she-wolves train, I didn’t think it was necessary and Angie loved training, she came to

asks, her eyes burning brighter and I smile at her

times changed and that a lot of the elders of the pack were outdated. But when the other she-wolves started challenging their mates and refusing their chores wanting to work and train like the men, it

take note of the way other packs run things how they do, we ran it like that because a lot of the pack members

decided to lock her up, telling my pack members that no matter what

I locked her up to stop the protests while

agree?”

it when I got home and let her start training the woman to give her something to do, but I never got that chance” I tell her taking a breath, she had moved closer

I had started training our women to be warriors all along they would have fought

I could see she meant her words but it also upset her, she was the opposite to Angie and

through what you did and survives if they are weak, you are stronger than you know, a bigger warrior then half my men to survive what you did and still be able to keep on living” I tell her. Her brows furrowed and I

be kicking my ass on the training field” I tell her, and she chuckles softly, shaking her head. She looked different and I realized it was the first time

thinking, ”

toward the kitchen, she follows before stopping at the basement door

She asks, I swallow and shake my

as I grab some bottles of water

water bottle. I watch her struggle with it, amused before she goes to set it down on the bench but I take it from her twisting the

what I did to him” I tell her and she looks

like killing them?” She asks, turning to look at me. I say nothing, not wanting to lie to her but that isn’t my only reason for killing them, I need to

mate would you have

She asks.

doesn’t look convinced. “No? But I am a rogue” She

I tell her and her

are, they stand a chance against me. A woman wouldn’t and it would feel wrong

don’t know” I tell

she heard you say all the rogues should die, that you killed him and she could hear that you were enjoying it, that it turned you on, that you want to hurt me” She says not sure of the words leaving her lips. Donnie had fallen silent and I could feel

to hurt me?”