Fated To The Alpha by Jessica Hall Chapter 173

Kat POV

I never asked for this, never asked to become Queen of Alpha’s. My anxiety levels are through the roof. That is putting it mildly as I tried to will myself not to hyperventilate at the thought of walking into this meeting. I felt inadequate and unfit to be ruler, who would have thought moving blindly into Ezra’s pack that it would alter my entire life completely. I never in a million years would have thought I would ever become a Queen. That is the sort shit that happens in fairy tales. I didn’t want to be a fairytale I liked reading them,  and that didn’t mean I  wanted to become fucking Cinderella.

My life would have been so much simpler if I truly had no wolf. If  I didn’t become a Gemini. No amount of preparing would have readied me for this shit my life has turned into. A year and a half ago no one knew I existed and now I am some deity that everyone expects shit from. I felt like an imposter.

“Will you stop pacing, you are making me dizzy” Mateo says, making me stop. I hadn’t even realized he was in the room with me. So trapped in my own thoughts I didn’t hear him come in.

Ezra steps out of the closet in his suit looking as delicious as ever, I shake the thought away and go back to my pacing, something was seriously wrong with my libido at the moment. My thoughts always go to the gutter the moment they are around.

“Kat seriously what is wrong?” Mateo asks.

“Are you kidding I am about to be fed to the wolves, literally fed to god damn Alpha wolves when I walk in there. I don’t want to challenge anyone’s title” I tell him and he sighs.

“Well unfortunately    that isn’t up to you, powers determined by ranking, and you outrank everyone. Did you seriously think it was going to be like a normal Alpha meeting, that no one would notice and challenge that rank?”

“Ah yeah I did, I am not Queen material. I don’t even like leaving the house let alone having to deal with not just one pack but loo’s now” I tell him and Ezra chuckles behind me.

“What’s so funny?”

“You are, you literally brought an entire pack back from the dead, and killed yourself to do it. And you don’t think you are worthy of ruling? You have already proven you would give your life for the sake of others, not many can say they died for their pack

or their rival pack, so please tell me how you are not worthy of being their Queen” Ezra says.

“Can’t you do it, just challenge the Alpha of Alpha’s so I don’t have to?”

“I am sure all three of us will be challenged there, we all out rank them now, but you more so” Ezra tells me and I roll my eyes.

“That’s a load of crap, you don’t bow to me so what makes you think this Dominic will?” I tell him.

“We are equals and we are mates that’s how it goes, you becoming a Goddess just amped our Auras up, making us your king’s. And you are wrong by the way. Your Aura is a lot stronger than mine, you just don’t know how to use it properly”

you and you never falter” I

it Kat, why do you think I get Maddox out. Sick bastard actually likes the pain, that’s the only reason he can resist it and

to ask Seline about that, I didn’t realize using it was so exhausting and you don’t

ability, you can’t heal without us. Maybe it works similar because I am using mine on you, so I am not lending my energy to you when I

  though I still hated the idea of  everytime  I get hurt they take it from me, yet I use my Aura and he only has to wait me out because he can’t take that from me too if he is using his. That

 out at   the Alpha meeting, when its not me

if it does exhaust me, though. He could wait me out,

  happen. Andrei will be there too, plenty of us to take them on, plus your father” he says before raising an eyebrow at Mateo and making me look at him as

it before he

done with your hissy fit?” Ezra asks him, amusement in his eyes

I hate wearing ties, stupid. Who the hell decided a flappy leash hanging from your neck was needed with a suit” He whines as

he could use hang himself from the boredom” He whines as

me last night. Told me Sage had finally let Andrei mark her” I

thing to worry about. Congratulations you no longer have to kill

mates her and I don’t know how to approach that subject with them because Sage has no ovaries and I couldn’t even smell any sort of pheromones from her at all when she was here

just had

bond isn’t complete until they are mated” I tell

just marking her during sex will be enough?”

bond wasn’t as solid as it was with Katherine, it was weaker but it worked solidifying it. Dad worries though because of what happened  to her  that 

 

you discuss his s*x life so openly” Ezra

kill him if it doesn’t work out and I like having

work out, now come here so I can zip up that dress” Ezra says and I completely forgot I was supposed to

turning around letting him do the zip and

He says before wrapping his arms around me and burying his face in my neck.

pants, “ Please disengage from each other, my balls are aching enough without having you two tease me with your arousal and sexual tension”

my legs weak and Ezra crushes me against him. One hand squeezes my breast through my dress while the other moves to my hip bunching

eyes on Ezra’s fingers between m y thighs and Ezra

him?” I ask, my voice airy when his finger hooks under the lace, pulling it to the  side. He runs his finger  through my slick folds, my arousal spilling  onto my 

him, my core throbbing with anticipation and Ezra groans before pulling his fingers

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