Fated To The Alpha by Jessica Hall Chapter 173

Kat POV

I never asked for this, never asked to become Queen of Alpha’s. My anxiety levels are through the roof. That is putting it mildly as I tried to will myself not to hyperventilate at the thought of walking into this meeting. I felt inadequate and unfit to be ruler, who would have thought moving blindly into Ezra’s pack that it would alter my entire life completely. I never in a million years would have thought I would ever become a Queen. That is the sort shit that happens in fairy tales. I didn’t want to be a fairytale I liked reading them,  and that didn’t mean I  wanted to become fucking Cinderella.

My life would have been so much simpler if I truly had no wolf. If  I didn’t become a Gemini. No amount of preparing would have readied me for this shit my life has turned into. A year and a half ago no one knew I existed and now I am some deity that everyone expects shit from. I felt like an imposter.

“Will you stop pacing, you are making me dizzy” Mateo says, making me stop. I hadn’t even realized he was in the room with me. So trapped in my own thoughts I didn’t hear him come in.

Ezra steps out of the closet in his suit looking as delicious as ever, I shake the thought away and go back to my pacing, something was seriously wrong with my libido at the moment. My thoughts always go to the gutter the moment they are around.

“Kat seriously what is wrong?” Mateo asks.

“Are you kidding I am about to be fed to the wolves, literally fed to god damn Alpha wolves when I walk in there. I don’t want to challenge anyone’s title” I tell him and he sighs.

“Well unfortunately    that isn’t up to you, powers determined by ranking, and you outrank everyone. Did you seriously think it was going to be like a normal Alpha meeting, that no one would notice and challenge that rank?”

“Ah yeah I did, I am not Queen material. I don’t even like leaving the house let alone having to deal with not just one pack but loo’s now” I tell him and Ezra chuckles behind me.

“What’s so funny?”

“You are, you literally brought an entire pack back from the dead, and killed yourself to do it. And you don’t think you are worthy of ruling? You have already proven you would give your life for the sake of others, not many can say they died for their pack

or their rival pack, so please tell me how you are not worthy of being their Queen” Ezra says.

“Can’t you do it, just challenge the Alpha of Alpha’s so I don’t have to?”

“I am sure all three of us will be challenged there, we all out rank them now, but you more so” Ezra tells me and I roll my eyes.

“That’s a load of crap, you don’t bow to me so what makes you think this Dominic will?” I tell him.

“We are equals and we are mates that’s how it goes, you becoming a Goddess just amped our Auras up, making us your king’s. And you are wrong by the way. Your Aura is a lot stronger than mine, you just don’t know how to use it properly”

you

actually likes the pain, that’s the only reason he can resist it and also because he is a stubborn

using it was so exhausting and you don’t seem to struggle like that with

I have a theory about it actually, might have something to do with you being a Gemini, probably similar to your healing ability, you can’t heal without us. Maybe it works similar because I am using mine on you, so I

though I still hated the idea of  everytime  I get hurt they take it from me, yet I use my Aura and he only has to wait

 out at   the Alpha meeting, when its not me you are

it does exhaust me, though. He could wait me out, like Maddox and kill me ”

mate get hurt, if we see you distressed we will step in, besides stress less  it won’t  happen. Andrei will be there too, plenty of

making a knot of it before he gets cranky tossing it on

him, amusement in his eyes as he

your neck was

something he could use hang himself from the boredom” He whines

last night. Told me Sage

you no longer have to kill your

that’s the thing worrying me, the bond isn’t complete until he mates her and I don’t know how to approach that subject with them because Sage has no ovaries and I couldn’t even smell any sort of pheromones from her at all when she

had to mark

but a bond isn’t complete until they

be enough?”

it was with Katherine, it was weaker but it worked solidifying it. Dad worries though because of what happened  to her  that  without the heat

 

know you discuss his

I have no choice but to discuss it, I have to kill him if it doesn’t work out and I

will work out, now come here so I can zip up that dress” Ezra says and I completely forgot

I sigh, turning around letting him do the zip and top button. Ezra rubs his hands

you, you will be fine ” He says before wrapping his arms around me and burying

look over at him to see him adjusting his pants, “ Please disengage from each other, my

hand squeezes my breast through my dress while the

eyes on Ezra’s fingers between m y thighs and

it to the  side. He runs his finger

or we will be late” I tell him, my core throbbing with anticipation and Ezra groans before pulling his fingers away before kissing

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