Fated To The Alpha (Ezra, Katya)

Chapter 200

Fated To The Alpha by Jessica Hall Chapter 200

Sage POV

After everyone left I made more coffee and we sat out the back talking. Nora came over feeling a bit lonely without Zane and her siblings were too busy playing their video games. We watched the kids play and Marabella eventually fell asleep on the picnic rug and kat went and laid her down inside while we watched Kyan and Jonah sword fight with some twigs they found while running around the backyard and along the treeline before Mateo called them over, not liking them that close to the forest edge.

“We can always go out the front, the kids can climb the willow tree and it is shadier for them to play” I tell Mateo and he nods, before scooping up Eziah who was ripping out handfuls of grass.

“Come on boys” Mateo calls out to them, waving them over. They stop what they are doing and race over to us skidding to a  stop on the grass in front of me.

“Where has Ella gone?” Kyan asks, looking around.

“Ella?” I ask.

“Marabella, ” He says.

“She is sleeping, ” Mateo tells him.

“Come on, you both should get a drink, your little faces are so red” I tell them walking inside with them. I make them a drink of cordial each before washing their faces with a wet cloth to try to cool them down.

“Want to climb the willow tree?” I ask them and they rush toward the front of the house. Following them, I couldn’t see   them.   I was looking  up the stairs when I heard hushed voices making me look in the living room to find Kat watching Marabella sleep in her fold out bed. Jonah and Kyan staring down at her.

“Why does she make that face?” Jonah asks at Marabella’s quivering lip as she sleeps.

“She can hear them?” Kyan says, reaching his hand out toward her.

“Boys, come on. Let her sleep ” I whisper to them when Kyan reaches down touching her cheek, black mist rushes up his arm and his eyes turn black. The sight sends goosebumps up my arms and the room feels electrified   when he suddenly pulls his hand back.

“There, all better now” Kyan says. “What did you do?” Kat asks him.

“Took it from her, they were scaring her” “What were?” Kat asks, looking at me.

“The shadows, come on, I want to climb this tree” Kyan says before pecking Marabella’s head.

“Sweet dreams, Ella” He says before grabbing Jonah’s arm and tugging him past me to the front door.

that about?” Mateo asks, watching the

   must have been having a nightmare, Kyan took it from

that kid does

our daughter, ” Kat says with

  think he is sweet” I

kid, ” Mateo says before following them

out with us?”

a bit

says looking down at

you seem distracted?” I ask her when Mateo and Nora

have a lot going on with the Moon Goddess dying, the

told them? I

am taking on too much, Mateo he is  great and good with the kids. Honestly I feel like a shit mum. I feel like all I do

ask her and

“Why not?”

will be consequences if I do, it could

what worries you most

life would change, not that I hate it, they are great but sometimes I think I grew up

just  trying to go unnoticed and now everything I do is criticized and judged, there is no hanging out with friends, no social life, no time for anything anymore. I

hard, you can tell  me. I won’t  say anything to your mates Kat” I tell her and she

don’t know who I am anymore. Everyone expects so much of me and I don’t know  if  I can live  up  to  their expectations.  I feel like     I am failing everything and everyone” She  says,

what I expected but it wasn’t

pregnant. I had unrealistic expectations of what it would be like to have children, unrealistic ideas on what it would be like to become Luna,  everything  I  thought  my life would be was wrong. But I get it now, I was so angry at her for lying to me, for so long that’s all I could see was that betrayal, even with dad. He kept what I was from me, so many secrets but I get  it  now. I know   they did  it   to protect me and having my own kids and knowing what I know I want to protect them from it too, I get it.

you mean?” I

are hurting them more by keeping it from them, but when you know the consequences of  telling  them,  you risk losing  them. I get it now, I just wished I realised it sooner. I spent so long angry at her, angry at everyone that I

you said this to Ezra or Mateo?” She shakes her

he never forgave her. Mateo understands but still I put too much pressure on him with the kids, I don’t need to burden him

 

my ass, literally, for moping about and told me to get my  shit  together but  that’s ok because she would be there to catch me when I fall. Now I have to catch myself and everyone else and not being able to tell Ezra and Mateo certain things, it is so lonely” She whispers the last words. Closing her eyes and rubbing her temples like she had 

I would be and now looking at everything that has happened, I realise I am a stranger within myself. Trying to live up to everyone  else’s expectation and I  lost  myself  in it” She says, I  felt  terrible for her.  I couldn’t imagine  what it would be like to be responsible for not just a pack but every pack, while trying to raise her kids and be a good mate. It would be

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