Fated To The Alpha (Ezra, Katya)

Chapter 200

Fated To The Alpha by Jessica Hall Chapter 200

Sage POV

After everyone left I made more coffee and we sat out the back talking. Nora came over feeling a bit lonely without Zane and her siblings were too busy playing their video games. We watched the kids play and Marabella eventually fell asleep on the picnic rug and kat went and laid her down inside while we watched Kyan and Jonah sword fight with some twigs they found while running around the backyard and along the treeline before Mateo called them over, not liking them that close to the forest edge.

“We can always go out the front, the kids can climb the willow tree and it is shadier for them to play” I tell Mateo and he nods, before scooping up Eziah who was ripping out handfuls of grass.

“Come on boys” Mateo calls out to them, waving them over. They stop what they are doing and race over to us skidding to a  stop on the grass in front of me.

“Where has Ella gone?” Kyan asks, looking around.

“Ella?” I ask.

“Marabella, ” He says.

“She is sleeping, ” Mateo tells him.

“Come on, you both should get a drink, your little faces are so red” I tell them walking inside with them. I make them a drink of cordial each before washing their faces with a wet cloth to try to cool them down.

“Want to climb the willow tree?” I ask them and they rush toward the front of the house. Following them, I couldn’t see   them.   I was looking  up the stairs when I heard hushed voices making me look in the living room to find Kat watching Marabella sleep in her fold out bed. Jonah and Kyan staring down at her.

“Why does she make that face?” Jonah asks at Marabella’s quivering lip as she sleeps.

“She can hear them?” Kyan says, reaching his hand out toward her.

“Boys, come on. Let her sleep ” I whisper to them when Kyan reaches down touching her cheek, black mist rushes up his arm and his eyes turn black. The sight sends goosebumps up my arms and the room feels electrified   when he suddenly pulls his hand back.

“There, all better now” Kyan says. “What did you do?” Kat asks him.

“Took it from her, they were scaring her” “What were?” Kat asks, looking at me.

“The shadows, come on, I want to climb this tree” Kyan says before pecking Marabella’s head.

“Sweet dreams, Ella” He says before grabbing Jonah’s arm and tugging him past me to the front door.

about?” Mateo asks, watching the

been having a nightmare, Kyan took it from

kid does

daughter, ” Kat says

  think he is sweet” I

like a good kid, ” Mateo says

you coming out with us?” I

bit to make sure she

looking

  everything alright, you seem distracted?” I ask her when Mateo and Nora walk out

on with the Moon Goddess dying, the Packs. My kids, everything feels like

about your mates, have you told them?

I feel like a shit mum. I feel like all I do

this?” I ask her and

“Why not?”

I  can’t speak about, there will be consequences

so what worries

  much my life would change, not that I hate it, they are great but sometimes I think I

there is no hanging out with friends, no social life, no time for anything anymore. I didn’t think it would

say anything to your mates Kat” I tell her and she chews her   bottom  lip sucking it 

of me and I don’t know  if  I can live  up  to  their expectations.  I feel like     I am failing everything and everyone” She  says,

what I expected but it

be like to have children, unrealistic ideas on what it would be like to become Luna,  everything  I  thought  my life would be was wrong. But I get it now, I was so angry at her for lying to me, for so long that’s all I could see was that betrayal, even with dad.

do you mean?”

it now, I just wished I realised it sooner. I spent so long angry at her, angry at everyone that I forgot for a second how much I loved her, what she sacrificed for me, who she was. Same with dad,  he left  me and I hated that he did, but after mum died. I realised I only hurt myself by being angry at them, you never know when the day will come when you have to say

you said this to Ezra

Maddox hated my mother even now, he doesn’t understand how I forgave her, he is thankful for what she did, but he never forgave her. Mateo understands but still I put too much pressure on him with the kids, I don’t need to burden him with me being a cry baby” She says tugging at the thin blanket to throw

 

  shit  together but  that’s ok because she would be there to catch me when I fall. Now I have to catch myself and everyone else and not being able to tell Ezra and Mateo certain things, it is so lonely” She whispers the last words. Closing her eyes and rubbing her temples like she had  a headache

expectation and I  lost  myself  in it” She says, I  felt  terrible for her.  I couldn’t imagine  what it would be like to be responsible for not just a pack but every pack, while trying to raise

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